Lost Memories

2007-06-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

okaay,went to JB today.Nothing much.Lol.Except that the braces were itching the hell out of me[?]..haha.but currently not wearing me coz i think im allergic to it.bwahahaa.coz im scratching all the way.so mum said,take out first.oh wells.

Went to Giant.Bought stuff.For stock.nyehehe.Dad bought softwares,thought i could buy some PC games for me to play.But nahh,games like kinda boring.There was SWAP 4.didnt think of buying it though.went in Giant bought food stock and some other stuff.er..let's fast forward...

Paid for the stuff and the list was like really long.From my hips to my leg.Lol.But total cost was only RM 211.64... cheap ehh?went to eat after that.in front of New York Hotel, i think.yeahh.so ate until burst.basically it was just a simple trip.Nothing much.

Reached home,took shower and slept.Lol.Until my maid and bros come back.Oh yes,now i know what to wear for APM.My aunt gave me this nice black dress.Kinda like a coat,yeah..So then gonna wear that WITHOUT my braces,duh..Gonna curl my hair a bit and see first lahh.lalalala.

oh shit.the project.i havent do.what the hell.i haven't finish reading one malay book.shit.what the hell.i better start tomorrow morning.grr.

Ok..i think my dad wants to install the software now.Buaii!!!

2007-06-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

okay...got my brace for back today.damn its hard AND tight.lol.I really look like some robot.sheesh.i asked for permission whether i could don't wear these braces while going camping,person said yes.wheee!but the main thing about this is,its really damn hot..gahh.im like sweating like some freak.so hott!!i walk like very stiff.and whatever.the list goes on..

kay,nothing much to say actually.kinda bored.since im stuck at home today but later going to go grandmother's house for sleepover PLUS helping her out in cleaning things.~~and shit i can't barely bring in this thing.i cant even bend down~~.wth.so uncomfortable.i really look like a robot lahh.eyer..like what in the world.

now,i really very tired.gonna get some sleep first yaww.lol.so byes!!blog soon.

2007-05-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

My leg hurts a lot.but its nothing.haha.guess i was too tired from walking around for 2 1/2 hours straight.went to i-don't-know-where. i think it was Bishan.i really dont know where i headed to.it was as if there was some kind of spirit inside me and brought me along to places.i really didnt realise where i was walking and kept bumping into people without saying sorry,i think.

let's just put it this way.my mind is in a state of confusion.i dont know if i should cry or laugh or smile.well,i cried while walking around Bishan.how embarrassing is that?and now,i keeping all those tears and flash my smile now,so that no one will know what i'm feeling now.

now,i know what it means to this phrase, "Choose your friends wisely." thanks rin,for reminding me about it! i think i owe you one.now that i realise that friends will only be there during your happy moments.but,when you're down,and hey,you realise,no one's there to see you cry or to cry for you.and despite the joy you brought to their lives,it's worth nothing as they won't be there for you when you're in need.

and that phrase up there,i realised to choose your friend wisely,you have to look at these main factors.

1) To see if they could be there by you whenever you need them.
2) To cry with you when you are down.
3) To have the time to spend together with you when they're free
4) Someone who you could have fun with.

its worth nothing when your friends take out all the fun that you have and you couldn't have any fun with them or yourself.Life will be meaningless.I had tried enduring it a hell lot of times.Im getting sick and tired of it.I just cant help to break down now.

Tell me whats the fucking reason to make you so fed up when I know that I didnt do anything wrong but to follow what I should do and told to do.Look,my dad thought me something.And till now,he keeps reminding me about it.

" Be a leader,not a follower."

Im not trying to be the leader or the head,but at least I have a mind of my own not to always blindly follow what people say.I have my way to change it a little,and to certain extent,make it better.And if i keep on being a blind follower who does everything that people say,I wont succeed.I'm trying my best to be the top,however knowing that i can't yet and have a long way to go,I won't stop there.I keep on going until i achieve to at least a certain standard.

You can call me greedy,but the plain truth is that im not.I dont really want attention,i dont really want to be bossy neither do i want to be greedy.I just want to give my best shot for the things that i do.But something is always stopping me.The friends that I have.Most of the time,I give in.Even though that's the only chance i have to show what i can really do.

I did a reflection on myself,and yes,i do admit,i still need to improve myself further.I need an intensive self-improvement session with myself,to upgrade myself and bring me to a whole new level.I hope it will work though.Pray for me.

And rin,Im really thankful to you for making me realise kinda a lot of things.sorry to have bothered you or something though.

Now that it isn't worth it,I'm not going to turn back.And my decision is firm.Dont come and tell me, "Why are you acting so cold?".. I'll shoot that question right back at you.And I'm really serious about this.Because now,once I look forward,I won't turn back and let the old prejudice come back again.And if I said,I won't,well,I won't.Forget about the promises we've made,forget about the things that we wanted to do in future.I'm going to live life as it is and go straight and not backwards.Don't you dare try to cry in front of me or give me that sad face you always do.Because from now on,I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT AND I WON'T SYMPATHISE YOU ANY FURTHER.

-you aren't worth to be called a friend.and you know that.

2007-05-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

1. 0ne silly name you were called by your close friends?
> Khali-POK. sheesh..and i dont even know what it means?

2. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
> CHOCOLATE IS HEAVEN!! <3333

3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
> Fantastic 4 and Happy Potter.oops,i mean Harry Potter.

4. If you wanted to be in a band, what would you call it?
> Amethyst, i think.its a sorta of a gem?

5. What is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
> i dont know.i eat a lot of weird things.oh yes. chocolate with tomato sauce. =)

6. do you want to live with your love forever?
> if God let us be,then yes.

7. Where is the place you want to be right now?
> a place filled with serenity and green spaces.

8. What song do you listen to feel happy?
> Mika - Grace Kelly/Love Today

9. In The Lord of the Rings, who do you like?
> im not a fan of Lord of the Rings.thank you.

11. What movie/s made you cry?
> any movie that is sad??im very sensitive.heh.

12. Name famous people you had a crush on?
> Jesse McCartney and Aaron Aziz,surprisingly.

13.What is your favorite drink?
> milo and PLAIN water.

14. Who is/are the cartoon characters that you like?
> Winnie the Pooh,Barney and spongebob

15.are you a money stealer?
> no lahh.i wont be that mean.

16. If you could freely kill just one celebrity, who?
> Definitely Paris Hilton.She's a slut,baybehh.

17. Coke or Pepsi?
> is there any difference?

18. In a week, how many times do you go online?
> everyday.

20.crushing
> *smiling with a grin*

21. Describe yourself in one word?
> PHOTOGENIC. ~~yes,i'm self-obsessed.~~

22. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
> sit up and then lie down again.

23. What's the last thing you do before you go to sleep?
> watch tv or read book.

24. Something about you that you're proud of:
> hmmm...nothing?

25. Are you in love?
> why should i tell you?

26. What's your mobile number?
> nehnehnipoopoo.. go find it somewhere here.

27. Are you happy?
> im always happy.

28. Why?
> i dont know.no reason?

29. is there sumthing u wanna do?
> lose weight, get good grades and to write more poems.

30. What are you listening to right now?
> Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder

31. Complete this sentence: WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW IS...
> MORE RAIN AND SUNSHINE AND WIND?!!

32. What was the last thing you ate?
> fried rice that i cooked!yay!

33. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? why?
> black. because its for shading so that picture will have more effects.

34. What did you eat for breakfast?
> nothing?except mashed potato.

35. who is the last person you talked to?
> hehh..him.

36. Last person who sent you a message?
> refer to 35.

39. What are you wearing?
> a white shirt plus school shorts.

40. Favorite day/s of the week?
> currently,everyday.

41. Favorite place?
> some place where its filled with serenity and green spaces.

kay,currently, paint.NET is being a bitch coz i've been downloading it since 3 hours ago and its still not finished.bitch.and while i downloaded the thing,i managed to cook fried rice for the family.what the hell.its really being bitch.

forget about it.

anyway,LDDS didnt do anything for CCA today.well,we stoned in class for 1h 30mins,until i called ms rina and asked her if there was any CCA.she said there was and asked me and nazz to come down to Dance Studio.Then she said we could go up again and wait for them.We waited.Catherine was there too! yay! after 1 and half hours of stoning Ms Kaur sms-ed Catherine that we were released without us doing a single thing.And duh,its called wasting of time.bwhahaha!!went home.took half an hour to walk from school to MRT station when usually we would only take 10 mins.this is what people call pro.

went home,in front comp.not going out coz he's working.bleahhh.next week he schooling.like woahh? but its okay.its just a call away! hahaha.

ok.i'm really bored waiting for this bitchy paint.NET to be installed to my comp.really being bitch. @!#!#$@!#

so,anyhows,blog next time when im free! byes!!

2007-05-29T08:55:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME!!!

im so bored.gahh.though im going to school in a while more.well,holidays hadnt been that great.

looking at the situation,he's going back to school.moving out soon to at least a 45 minutes journey from here.sheesh.shows that we can't go out together often. =(

But its okay.i'll treasure each moment we've spent and well,i'll pray that you'll do the best.wait,i know you will.hahah.

And once again,i've been rather emo than ever.goddamnit.whats up with me?~~fuck it.~~

k,peeps.blog later.gonna get ready for school.and meeting up with nazz.if im late,she'll kill me.

2007-05-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

Feeling sick today.Gonna get fever soon,i think.Already having flu.Lol.Right,taht wasnt the topic i wanted to talk about.

Okay so,watched Spiderman 3 today instead of yesterday.Spiderman was boring shit.I managed to sleep during the show.Amazing huh?The overall was really boring.This convict become Sandman and then stole money and Spiderman saves the day.Then comes Venom who later in the scene comes out of Spiderman's body and to this photographer called Eddie Brock.And Eddie Brock was killed because Spiderman killed him and blablablabla.It was boring shit.But there was a few scene where Toby Maguire looked like Joel Madden minus off the tattooes and all.Hhaha.But the show is still boring.

Well yesterday,went to library to borrow malay books with my maid.met up someone.did little shopping.oh wells.saw this really cute pencil box.haha.wanted to buy it,but dad called and asked to check out if there was any Spiderman shows later that night at 9.duh,there wasnt.and so,after checking,went to Metro,Gift a Name,Cards and Such and More than Words.Oh and also,Kiddy's Palace.After much roaming around,i called dad if we were going to eat at Banquet.He said yes.So we went up and stoned there for half and hour.Until Mr Seow bumped into me.OOOPS.But its okay,i was with my maid only.Lol.Stoned at the table for 8 for half and hour with people kept coming to us and asking,"Is anybody sitting here?" Really bored.I annoyed my dad by calling him a few hundered times.Heh.And asking him the same question again and again.And my maid and I were super hungry lah.HAHAHA.

After eating,went to Popular.Bought Chicken Soup :Teenager's Soul IV. Kinda nice book.So yeah.Been reading since yesterday night till now?Lol.Later going out again to eat with him.My maid covering up for meh.WOOTS.Isnt she nice?LMAO.Im going out and i haven't got ready?

Okay people!! I really got to go now?BYES!

2007-05-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

Dang,im suddenly addicted to old songs.lol.but all of them is niice!! especially "Because you loved me" by Celine Dion.Like wth?lol.Maybe Teachers' Day i sing this song.HAAHAHA.no lahh.or maybe i will.so anyways,holidays are here.wait,not holidays.shit.whatever lahh.lots of assignment given.sheesh.Project work and all.like what the hell.but its okay.im bored like shit.going to library because i have to borrow MALAY books and read them for "Hantu Z".grr.actually i got nothing to say.like what in the world.hahah.

ook.byes people.

coz i got nothing more to talk about.heh.sorry for wasting your time reading this stupid post. =)

2007-05-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

Okay,so i owe 2 people stuff.And so,im gonna paste it on my blog.WAHAHA.Jolene,this is the poem you want.It's actually a Valentine's Day poem,but oh well,it can be used for other occassions too.lol.So,stop blabbering and here it is.

As time pass by,
as I sit all alone in the corner;
I tend to cry,
always felt like a mocker

At times when you weren't there,
And we weren't yet a pair;
I was of no one's care,
And of no one's share

The me I've always faked,
Wasn't the me I really am'
Hoping that these wings won't break,
'Coz I'm afraid to land with a slam

When you're down,
Feeling cornered;
Willingly,I'll be your clown,
As long as the feeling's conquered

This is specially for my boo,
For hearing my hue;
When there is a me and you,
There's always love out of the blue

Hahah.Some lines,the meaning is like messed up.Hahaha.But its okay.So that one off the list.Another one is actually a picture.Rather disgusting than to nice.But some people just want it,and so,for their sake im pasting it.HAHAH.here are the pics.Maybe its not that clear.but try visualising it.And its not meant to be a racist picture.It was an out of boredom drawing thingie.hahah.

In the midst of creating "Boogawoogaman".Or what Chahaya call it,"Manmaid"

Inspired by:A mermaid??

Then we decided that the "Boogawoogaman" should be king.Throw in the crown and voila!
BOOGAWOOGAMAN KING!

(P.S. The ones in the middle are the ribcage and the intestine and the erhem,boobs and the butt.Lol.)

Lol.Most of it comes from Chahaya.It was real nice.I was like laughing.hahaha.like a mad woman.seriously.if you look real close,you'll know what i mean.its really sickening and disgusting.she'll produce more if you ask,i guess.

So not much to talk about now except that June "HOLIDAY" assignments are given.Reason why I placed inverted commas for the holiday is because actually there's really no holiday.Because every week also must go back to school like mad person.then whats the use of saying its a holiday when you still need to come back as if there were lessons in school.sheesh.dont they UNDERSTAND the meaning of HOLIDAY?if they dont,this is the definition.

Holiday : a period of relaxation : vacation

A period of RELAXATION.like woahhh.their understanding is sooo good that i can barely stay at home for rest during the holidays.tsktsktsk.

ok,so anyway,im really sleepy now.i just came back from school 1h ago.Went to Science Centre for fun.and very tiring.Lol.Then went out with him for a while.Went back and now im in fornt the computer almost going to doze off.

But before i do doze off in front of the computer,i have to finish up :-

1) English reflections on Nazis
2)Maths Pythagoras' theorem

Like wth.I can really doze off while doing.sheesh.ok people,gotta go now..byes!

2007-05-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

got 78% for malay.

hah.at least an A1 for malay though i did it half heartedly.pro.managed to get higher than 2 people who wanted to beat me for malay.haha.too bad.

so anyway,nothing much.except that i lost one dollar to a fag.grr.i lost to him in art by 2 marks.if only i had done some background,damn.i would definitely get higher than him.gahhh.how i hate it and him.

oh yes,LDDS ended 2.30 today,but committe people have to stay back and read the After Action Review[AAR].read most of it and i was lmfao at Dickson's review.haha.damn funny.went home with nazz.

kinda boring actually.sheesh.coz being grounded during the holidays,but i'll try to sneak out with the help of my maid.heh.so played badminton.short kid wasnt there.but his brother was.sheesh.played with my maid.i think i twisted my hand a bit.but who cares?i still can play,thats the best thing.nyeheheh.gonna play tomorrow morning.but first,i have to apply plaster.my skin on the index finger is "tearing".hahaha.i think im getting better day by day.and playing with my maid is real fun.

wahh.i really got nothing to say.oh yes,MISS JOLENE SNG,we still have a game of badminton to play.before school holidays must play horr.its a MUST.an ORDER.hahah.

ok till then,byes.i think i wont blog for now,till i really got something to say.hehehhe.

2007-05-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

Kayy.so far,results kinda okay.damn.not that okay lahh.let me list out my final results for SA1.wait,only for some is the final.

English : 62.7/100 [final SA1]

Maths: 67.8/100 [final SA1][actually,i kinda forgot.]

Science : 64/100

Home Econs : 66.8/100[final SA1]

History : 64/100 [i gained 2 marks in SEQ]

yeps.thats all for now.havent got back malay.haha.and ART. someone's betting me one buck in ART.lol. AND RONGY THANKS FOR THE ONE DOLLAR.BWAHAHA.I BEAT YOU IN SCIENCE AND WHEEE!! I'M GONNA BEAT YOU FOR ART!SO THAT I COULD GET MY SWEET 2 DOLLARS BACK!

tsktsktsk.rong hao,rong hao.but somehow,i feel he's going to beat me for art.really.shitz.ohhh mann.how i hate it.anyway,my malay i dont give a damn.my dad doesnt give a damn.and my mum also doesnt give a damn.besides,i dont want to study malay.lol.its just weird.hah.and im not pure malay,so why bother?wakakakaka.i think im better off failing malay.and i wont be surprised.i'll just go hehehehehohhohohohahahaha!! lol.close one eye lahh.

okokok.got nothing more to say.tata.

2007-05-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

lol.i PASSED english!! weeeeeeeeeeeeetsssss!!!i passed maths.i passed history.i passed home econs.i passed....er...dont know yet.hahaha.I TOLD YOU I WOULD PASS ENGLISH!! I TOLD YOU!! =p okokok.lets not make it big.yeahh.but the important thing is I PASSED.FULL STOP.

When i was about to get my English paper,i was scared like shit.scared i fail for english again.but i didnt.dad was like, "okay lah.but its still not that good." .. hah,i agree.anyway,current marks for SA1.here it is..

English: Paper 1 pt.2 : 19/30
Paper 2 : 31/50

Maths: Paper 1 :35/50
Paper 2 :35/50

History: 62/100

Home Economics: 29.5/50

Lol.Sheena go write for my History exam total marks 67.Pro.If my marks were 67 I would be the highest.niice.me and Gerald.Lol.But sadly,it wasn't like that. awww. and for maths,marked tallied,and it gave me 70.woots.but because of that,i lost 2 bucks to a bet.shit.stupidronghaowhobeatmeinmathseverytime.how i hate him.hohoho.really lahh.if i had bet with him in english right,i would win.but i didnt.gah.my sweeet 2 dollars.HAHAH.money face sia..

so,anyways,the exam results are scaring the shit out of me.and i dont think i could bare seeing my science results.SHHHHHIIIITTT!! my dad wants to see maths.he doesnt give a damn about malay,and so i also do malay half-heartedly.like who in my family would care about malay.seriously.

oh yes,speaking of malay, my youngest brother FINALLY scored for Malay.73/100. a miracle lahh.REALLY A MIRACLE.because usually he gets 40/100 for malay.i was like wth at first.but i finally resign it.lolll.new word.or i think so.

eh,nazz sorry about just now.actually i tak jadi go out.lol.i'll tell you about it.anyway,sorry!!!

okay peeps.gotta go.byes!

2007-05-15T09:02:00.000+08:00

Kayy,yesterday had fun.lol.went out from 2.40 to 4.30..hahah.funn.but shall not elaborate.lols.

and when i reached home,actually i felt bored.because i get bored VERY easily.so 5 went down played badminton.haha.played with Umar.some p6 kid.so long didnt play with him.heh.He beat me 15-10. like what the heck.he won because of the wind.he sore loser lahh.play with the wind.sheesh.but its okay.its just a difference of 5 points.lol.went up at 6.went up,watched spongebob.haha.took shower after that and i slept,until this morning.

hahah.i slept for 12 hours.lol.it was freaking nice.but when i suddenly woke up at 10.44,i thought why is my maid already sleeping?at first i thought it was at 8 or 9 ++..seriously..but then i looked at my phone it was almost 11.cool.and i didnt pick up 2 calls from him.oooops.

damn,my maid singing like siao.i call her she act so deaf.grr.pekak sia she.aiyooo.ok.now she quiet already.haha.shit.im bored.

oh yes.i screwed oral yesterday.heck lahhh.like i give a damn like that.i only screwed english.malay was so-so.got cikgu shahada.lol.so,not much of a problem.

now,im seriously bored.got nothing to talk about.and voila,im done blogging.

2007-05-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

Well,yesterday went to Barney party.Dont know what the heck i did there.But sure was good day to laugh.Especially me and,erhem,setan *pointing at my maid* were laughing like mad at the party since we've got nothing better to do. What we were laughing at?HEH.some stuff like..

1) pretending to drive a go-kart.but not exactly a go-kart.it was a kart made out of a dustbin?then we "planned" to install a steering wheel and all.however,it still wont be able to move because the steering wheel not connected to the wheels.and so,conclusion was either of us has to push with only the head popping out.

2)being the her that she is,when they announced about the arrival of "Barney",that setan was pointing to me.and she was like, "there,barney's here.eh,really they coming towards you..." she sucks lahhh.i ran away.lol.dumb kids who believed that barney was coming from the sea?thats lameshit.in the end,barney came out from where?the front door of the chalet.its lame sia..

3)quarrelling over who is setan and jin.she started it first.she called me jin and i called her setan.sheesh.and she wants to make a fuss out of it. I was like, "Eh,setan,diam larhh.i know you look like setan.no need to elaborate."
Then she went, "eh,jin kepret,you think you dont look like setan ahh?your face also like jin kepret lahh."
And actually this thing happens everyday.so,its not a new story.lol.we "quarrel" everyday calling names and all.bwahaha.most the time she started it first and sometimes i start the quarrel.hahah.scoundrels.

Okok.I confess.Barney has lost the fight against Spongebob.So,i'll let Spongebob win this time.I take back my words of saying that Barney is cute,nade and rin.somehow,the Barney i saw yesterday was disastrous.He wasn't even PURPLE. *sobs*

Enough of talking about barney.now,i think barney sucks.geez.

and when my cuz,her friend,my maid and I were bored,we asked for permission to go cycling.Was granted.woots.Cycled around for 1 hour only.the uncle actually was generous to give 1 1/2 hours.but it was dark already.anyway,its been a long time since i cycled real fast like yesterday.wait,it was actually just 2 months ago.oh well.its still is long.but the ride was awesome.real fun.somehow,we're always met up with dead ends.that isnt fun.and when i suggested to go further up the two kids didnt want to.spoil only seh they all.so we ended up going on u-turns most of the time.haizz.

what really pissed me off was when the two kids started shouting some irratating and annoying stuff.they're really naive.it was embarrassing okay.there was like a hell lot of people and they were shouting those words.and besides,i really got no feelings left for that person.yet,they failed to understand the simplest meaning to what i've said earlier on.it wasnt once or twice,it was continuous.until i had to threaten them to cut their lane,which i really did.annoying kids.seriously,i was really pissed off,but i kept quiet.

then after,we sat down inside the chalet.i was about to pick up a call from him,when my cuz started to k-po and see.sheesh.in the end i didnt pick up.hah.the two kids wanted to talk to him,which I WOULD NEVER ALLOW BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT THEY'RE UP TO.i ended up not picking 2-3 calls from him.damn those kids who would never give me peace.on the 4th call then i picked up and talked.but that also,i had to run to the toilet,but failed to close the door,coz they tried opening it.like woaahh.how annoying?when they left,i could FINALLY pick up the call and talk to him.it really is VERY difficult to talk to him when they're around.bullshit.couldnt talk long though.they came back in a matter of minutes.tsktsktsk.i guess i have made a wrong decision to attend the party.heh.

so anyway,got nothing else to blog about.see yaa!!

2007-05-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

Okay people!i take back my words of the so called the-man-who-could-be-my-grandfather person.He's not dead.He just PRETENDED to be dead.OHH SHIT HIM. Could someone just shoot his bloody head off so that he wont live anymore???I reallly hate him.grr.why does HE have to live.bleugghh.Sucker.fking asshole who consider women as cheap.grr.

Forget about it.Anyway,met up with him today.sheesh.he cut-ed his hair botak once again.However,he did looked cute as usual.hah.went to his house.LOL.surprised him a bit.act so decent like that.per jer.was about to go out with him,but damn,grandmother called and i cant go out.damndamndamn.but he also has to go for friday prayers,so i guess its okay lahh.as long i see he's still alive its finee.lol.maybe going out on monday.

wait,monday i am supposed to go vivo city with nazz.ok.then how now?nahh.i'll think about how am i going to split it.coz on monday he's working at night..bah.

anyway,today went to grandmother's house.reached there 2.30.Nurul wasnt there yet.and i waited 2 hours for her to come.During the 2 hours,i slept,like duh,what else would i want to do at my grandmother's house?hah.decided to go home at 5,scared later dad come home early.at first i wanted to go roaming again,but well,decided not to.by the time i reached woodlands it was 5.50.and if i were to walk around causeway point,when i reach home,my dad would already be home.heh.decided to go tomorrow and go shopping.okayy,not really shopping since i've been there almost everyday.haha...but,i'll see first.

wokayys..im really bored now.got nothing to do.surprisingly,dad didnt nag when i used the computer.he just looked and went up.seems like today is a super tiring day,but i'm finee.i'll sleep early today and run 2.4km tomorrow morning.my body is aching after not running for 2-3 weeks.gonna practice playing basketball too.it'll give me a good stretch.

okayys people,bye!! i've got nothing more to say except,TATATA!!

2007-05-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

Exams OFF the list.And its a thank god.Today was art,and miraculously i managed to finish it within half an hour.Hahah.It was a case of doing anyhow.Heh.I definitely suck in art whats more to think creatively AND DRAW.Heck care about art.Its not that important isn't it?Well,maybe.But its worth nothing to me.I mean it doesnt define my future,unless i choose to be an artist or whatsoever.But,the fact is I'm not going to be.And so,art is worthless to me.I do not really appreciate much of art,except for music and some abstracts.I still dont get why we have an exam on ART AND CRAFT..? Isnt it better to learn something that has to do with modern technology?Like computers and technical stuff?Rather than to have an exam where you have to crack your brains just to draw and get grades on your report book.Let's just see it as an odd one out subject.

Look at some other schools for example, Kranji Secondary School,they do NOT have an A&C exam.So,why do we have A&C exam while other schools doesnt?It really is ridiculous.Its not that im looking down on the arts,but let me ask,is it worth it?Does it determine our future if you're not going to be an artist?It doesnt,right? Its like we're wasting 1 hour of precious time to just do this especially when you dont know what the heck the teacher is talking about.Haiz.I just find it ridiculous to have this as an examination subject.It's just more than weird.

Anyway,yesterday Home Econs paper.I dont know what the heck I was writing most of the time.If i recalled correctly,it was full of crap.Yeah,it was crap.I wasn't fully concentrating on the paper.I dont even know what the questions were asking about.My mind was somewhere very far away.Lol.

Okokok.Let's stop this.I dont want to be all downs again like yesterday.I want to be up AND high!!!!! WHEEEE!! yes,up and high! haha.that was super lame.I want to be all smiles and not to be sad.Im a kind of girl who hates to be sad,no matter what hits me,whether it hit me real hard or not,I still want to be all smiles!if you dont realise,i am the weird person i am.hahah.my heart can be aching and hurting but it wont stop me from smiling.And when i smile,nobody would know if im crying real bad in the inside.thaaats me.i learn this method from someone.im influenced by her too much.lol.so when i laugh and smile a lot,never ask me if i'm okay,because i really dont want to debate about it.when i laugh and smile,and you come over and ask,are you okay, i will start crying on the outside too. ='(
so,never do that,kaysss?with all this,i came up with this mission.

My mission : To make everyone in this world smile and be relieved from the depressed,sad and dark world they live in their everyday lives.

Mission quite impossible.but its okay.i'll try my best to fullfill every component of this mission and make everyone smile at the end of the day.let me start with my family members,then my friends and then the world.I may be over ambitious,but its good.It'll push you harder to make the impossible mission and make it possible.I just love to see people laugh and smile all the time.it's just very soothing to the heart.really.The smiles and laughs you see on me is actually a mask that i wear everyday to cover all the tears that are welling up in my eyes.

Let's really stop here now.Didnt i say i wanted to be up and high?? Okay,from here,i'll be up and high!!

Oh yes,received a...i dont know how to express it...received good cum bad news all together in one.Well,the news is..

Remember reading about the man-who-could-be-my-grandfather person? yeah,that man,who is Pak Malau,so called manager of Ria,died 3 days ago because of an accident.It's good that he's gone forever now.It'll reduce the number of flirtness between old man here.sheesh.I really hate him from the start.so flirty.every indonesian girls also he want to flirt with.tsk,tsk,tsk.

Reason why i said it was good news?well,it's his "reward" for all the evil things he had done to many indonesian maids working in Singapore.Because once he had sex with an indonesian girl and well,she got pregnant,duh.But he doesnt want to be responsible.so,what kind of man is he really?no one knows.all we know is that he is one kind of a beast.

and bad news?won't be receiving money.hahahah.no lahh.its bad news for the family.struck them hard,must be.hmm..

now that he's no more in this world,i think we can kind of live in peace.haizz..everything back to normal...?well,maybe not that normal.but,better than last time.

Anyways,he's coming back today.yaay!going to see him tomorrow.it seems like ages.finally his coming back.hope he's not working.if he is,then,i dunno.haha.

okay.feeling tired,sweaty and real hot now.so gonna take cold shower again and sleep for a while.

thanks to the depletion of ozone layer caused by people,the weather is getting warmer and more humid.

[music] it's getting hot in herre.so take off... [music]

forget about continuing the song.its rather disgusting.hahah.okay peeps.tata!

2007-05-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

awww..in an hours' time,he'll be gone..not forever.but,heh,only 3 days.But im really gonna miss him...now,he's on his way back home taking his stuff and off he goes onto the boat..damn.how i wish i could see him first before he leaves. dad at home and so it simply means i cant go out.gagaga.besides i have exams.so,its another obvious reason.

so i only saw him on friday..awww.let's add another 3 more days of not seeing him.awww.that equals up to 5-6 days..*sobss* wait actually,i met up with him on saturday for a whiiiiillee only.heheh.k,lets change the topic.

well maths paper today was rather okay..not that bad.i THINK i can score above 40.but that would be quite impossible.but its okay.i think i can.anyway,tomorrow's paper 2.haizz..what do i need to study?i also dont know lehhs.dont ask me.im not a mathematics genius like some people.lol.actually,come to think about it,i am except that im just lazy to think and study thats why i cant be called a mathematics genius.HAHAHAHA.lame wasnt it?yeah,i know.

oh yess.im going to APM on 8th june.lol.he bringing me..hahaha.cant wait man.i thought he was joking,but eh,yesterday he called up and said he bought already??? riight.but i told my dad i going with my maid.then today my maid said she also going with me..bwahaha..lucky she going..if not it's not until 12 in the morning siaa..

okk.now,i m very bored nothing to do.and so,i going off.byes people!!

2007-04-30T16:28:00.000+08:00

sheesh.my back's really hurting.lol.but its okay,it'll soon be okay,i guess.Maybe i've caused too much trouble for my parents.well,that's what i think.I really think so.i mean,only very few of my friends know whats happening to me.lets just justify the number to 2.heh.yeah.

so,why do i feel that i caused too much trouble for my parents.heh,firstly,they spent over $600 for the essential equipments for me to stay in good condition.and i really mean essential for me to be in good condition.

secondly,sometimes i just feel very guilty because they have to take time off to send me and another brother to the hospital regularly.It's like once in two months or once a month they have to take time off.and then,not able to finish their work on time to get both of us to the hospital,they worked really hard[even on saturday and sunday] to like make up what they had not done the day they didn't go to work.so,i feel sad about that.actually,i dont want my whole family to know,but,oh well,they already knew before i could tell my parents not to tell anyone.

lastly,sometimes i see them quarrel on who to take time off and send either of us to the hospital.it's really tiresome and troublesome for them,i know.i mean they are tired after work,yet either of them still have to send us to the hospital regularly.i really feel it's unfair for them.~~how i wished everything was alright where no one in our family suffers from whatever diseases or deficiency~~.haiz..how i wished.if everything and everyone was alright,nobody in my family would have to go through this.

Disheartening eh?for some maybe,and for some maybe not at all.seriously i feel bad for them.should i apologise and tell them "i'm sorry to cause a lot of trouble." or should i keep quiet and not thank them for what they had spent on me so that i could live in good shape?

now that the examinations are here again,there's always bound to be some problems that occurs within my family members.really.i hate to say this,but i really have to stay happy all the time dont i?i know i have to.i HAVE to overcome all the sadness that im going through now and replace them with ALL SMILES.I know i can make it through..

damn,i dont wanna think about it anymore.i want to concentrate on my examinations first and then i'll look into the matter after the mid years over.sheesh.i have to get the thing off my mind temporarily.i've got to..

~~-i know i can't live life to the fullest after this,and so i'm enjoying it before it slowly drifts away and leaves me alone in the dark.~~

2007-04-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!! My brother is making me lmfao man.Seriously.I was reading as the same time checking his Malay Assesment book.And then i came across tonnes of questions that sounds really funny.Like this one,

" Nur Shahilah memakai kuali di kaki kirinya."
Means: Nur Shahilah is wearing a pan on her left leg.

And also this one,

"Kakak memasak menggunakan kain."
Means: Sister is cooking using cloth.

Like what the hell lahh..Then there's one re-arranging of words sections.the words given were,

di/masjid/bersembahyang/dia/Tiap-tiap/pagi

That were the given words.And how did he arrange it/ what is his answer?

Ans: Tiap-tiap masjid di bersembahyang dia pagi.

-Meaning: Every mosque got to pray him morning.

When is should be:

Tiap-tiap pagi,dia bersembahyang di masjid.

-Meaning :Every morning,he prays at the mosque.

And I tell you there's a hell lot more.Then i looked through some more and i came across a picture of a motorcycle.Instead of writing "motosikal" [motorcycle] he wrote his answer as these two :

motokosila; motosilak

Wtf.MOTOKOSILA.sounds like Godzilla!! HAHAHA!! Seriously,he needs to buck up for Malay.I mean the assessment book he's doing for malay is for PRIMARY ONE!! tsk,tsk,tsk...Also,when he don't know what the picture in malay is called,he wrote in English instead.And his assessment book became a half malay and half english thing.HAHAHA.Then when he was supposed to write "lembu" [cow] he wrote,

"melub"

WOW! what wonderful malay.LOL.sheesh.now my stomach hurts a LOT.eh,okay lah..blog next time.byes!

2007-04-27T15:30:00.000+08:00

Riight.Today,last day of revision week.Sheessh.Next week exams.Lol.~~And im still not prepared.~~ whatever.

Anyway,something really funny happened during science lesson.Lol.ok.the story's like this. During science lesson,Paul sat in front of me and asked me for my phone.Then he looked through my playlist,my messages [so fking k-po] and my images. Luckily,i dont have any mushy mushy messages or whatsoever in my phone.only messages with me and maid in Indonesian language which not many in the class knows how to speak.heh. The funny part was when Paul opened my gallery file,and went to see my images.And so,he came across this picture,

And he was like, "Eh,this girl[on the left side of the pic] damn chio.who is it?"

Then at first i kept quiet.After that,i went like, "you really want to know who is it?"

Paul: Yeah.eh,she chio sia.
me: you really want to know?
Paul : yesss.
me : Ok,you know who she is?she looks like she's chinese.anyway, she's my maid.
Paul: wtf? of all people?
me : and i dont think she's suitable for you coz she's 27. =P too bad.

Lol.Then Dominic and me were like paiseh-ing him the whole day.Hahahaha!!! Maybe,if i dont tell that she's my maid, maybe he would like her.. OH MY GOD! i soooooooo would laugh at him man!! Wth,he made me laugh because of that! Lame lahh he.. Every girl he see also chio.tsk,tsk,tsk...

Then today,the stupid bus came super late..Waited for 1 hour at the bus stop with buses passing by all full of people.So then,decided to take cab home. Cost me 9 bucks. From school to home.Impressive.NOT.It was raining super damn heavily lahh just now.Like what sia.Cant even see the road that clearly.Lucky the taxi driver drive slowly from the start.If he drove fast,then it can result in KA-BOOOM!! lol.so,anyway,was tired to walk home.so,might as well take cab from school.

And oh yeah!! OH MY GOD.I really cannot believe it lahh. He viewed my friendster account.And its like,wtf-ing sia.Coz in my friendster profile there's like these 3 pictures whereby i looked seriously sick lahh.I mean sick as in extremely crazy one.Oh my god.its soo the embarrassing man.. damn,in the first place i shouldn't have put in those pictures.Now, im too embarrassed to see him...eurghh..totally sickening.maybe he went to look further in my gallery.eeee...SO THE EFFING EMBARRASSING.and for SOME people who know who he is...do not reveal his name in my tagboard.thank you,for not spamming it with his name.LOLNESS.

ohmann..ok,hmm.what shall i talk about?exams?dont want lahh.it'll just scare me to death.ok.For people who have their exams today,the Sec4's and 5's, wish you good luck for the rest of your papers yea! Jiayouss for the midyear.And also,to my seniors,start studying for your O's too!! You have to make your juniors proud of you know. Especially those Sec 4's in LDDS.
Let me list them.

Beng How,Andrea,Jazreel,Ke Xuan,Catherine,Zheng Gan and Aida.

GOOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MIDYEAR AND O's....

And for others whom i know also taking their O's this year, my cousin, Nazrul. Father's cousin son, Khabir. Cousin's cousin cousin[?], Shahrin.And.... ok,no more.

So,people, study hard for the midyear[esp. History for Sec 2's] and hope you'll pass with flying colours!

ok,you know something.I think i just wrote a long long long testimonial.Who cares.Yeah,hope for the best.And tata for now!

2007-04-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

I PASSED HISTORY!! A MIRACLE TO PASS SUCH A BORING LESSON CONDUCTED BY MRS SNG!! WOOOHOOO!! I PASSED!! ~~by half a mark..~~

Lame shit lahh.hey,but at least i passed history for CA1.And bullshit must sign the paper.sheesh.but still,nadz had higher marks than me for history overall.sucks.damn,must really study for the bloody history paper sia. gah. what a mess.

anyway,cikgu zelda was acting lame and cracking lame jokes once again.and she released us 3 mins 45 seconds late.ok,that wasn't that bad.now,let me see what overdue homework do i have left.

- Debate Reflection [ English]
- SA1 Paper 1 and 2 [Mathematics]
- Theory Workbook Chapter 5 [Science]

Wakakakak. 3 overdue-ed homework.pro.but im only minor.There's some other people worse than me.Heheheh.

Didn't manage to get anything in my head during History,Maths,English and Mother Tongue lesssons just now.Was too sleepy.SO,washed my face during MT class.Im sitting beside a sink in MT class.So i washed my face.heh. I cant open my eyes.

Anyway,didnt do anything for the whole day except to go to the computer lab during the first three lessons.hahaa.Dom,Zhi Chuen,Yun Peng and me were like playing games though forbided by the teacher to do so.But,who cares? Then,we go enter into websites like, www.dominic.com , www.jessica.com, www.jolene.com, www.minli.com, www.youli.com and a lot more.haha.damn funny lahh. we didnt know that there's even a website called www.noob.com and www.lameshit.com , and even, www.dumbass.com .wtf? noob lah the people who created these websites.

im super bored at the same time sleepy.sheesh.its raining and i feel like sleeping.grrr.can i? eh,wait,actually i can.why hadnt i thought about it before this?that was lame wasn't it?

oh yes,i wonder why these days, some guy strangers come up to me and say "hi" and asking me if they could know me.like wtf?but,lol, i didnt react much to it.HAHA.I just acted deaf and walked away.Mean aren't i? i just find it weird lahh. but nvm,maybe if anyone come up to me and "hi" again, I SHALL say "hi" back.i SHALL not be a meanie again.hahaha. ok.till then people.im going off now.

2007-04-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

Well,everyone knows my blog is dead.So be it.Anyway, great news today!! HAHAHA

SWISS COTTAGE SECONDARY SCHOOL

Award attained in SYF : SILVER

WOOOOOOOOOTTTTTSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! SILVER!!!! YIPPPEEEEE!!!! hahah.damn happy.like what the heck?I mean seriously,EVERYONE did a SUPER GREAT JOB that got us getting a SILVER,though not YET a GOLD.However,there will be next time,which is 2 more years.So relax.We have to work much more harder to attain the GOLD the next SYF.okies? PHEWW!! lalala.

So anyways,went for health checkup as usual,I had to go to HPB again for another check up and blablablabla.Going this Saturday to HPB.like what the heck?blablabla.Then maths found out for CA1 i got a B4 for it? Its going down.Sheesh.I must work harder for SA1.I must beat Rongy. He's betting on 2 bucks for Maths SA1.I need to get MONEY.haha,I DONT want to LOSE money.Hehehe.Money face.Heh.

Albert Einstein COMPLAINED to ME about the class.And she went blablabla about the class.sheesh.and how much I HATE her.lol.But during her lesson,was memorising my peribahasa meanings.all 35 of them which excludes some which has 2-3 meaning.brrr. my head burst-ed just now.but when CIkgu Zelda test us on the peribahasa,i got full marks! yay! its a credit to studying so hard.<---- riiiight.

science,went through answers for theory.and Reading,well, discussed on the Virginia Tech University Massacre. From pictures to text.And sadly,i was sitting with Haikal who talked crap during Science lesson when we were going through chapters on Reproduction organs and issues on sex.Sheesh.I and Nazz strongly feel that he had memorised everything by heart.i mean he remembered the parts of the guys and girls damn well,without refering to the bloody textbook.Congrats to him man!!

blablabla.Im like so goddamned bored.And so far,I have only been studying chapters 1 and 2 for History and Science.The rest haven't studied.And i haven't even do the Art stuff for exams.Pro ain't I?

feeling tired right now.I think i wanna take shower.Do half my homework,sleep and then wake up do again.hahahaha.byes!!sayonara!

2007-04-20T14:23:00.000+08:00

Shit.Seriously,i TOTALLY screwed my English.Like wth? I failed,yeah.What the hell lahh.Damn.How could I fail such an easy paper?Should have concentrated.Oh well.Its okay.Must try harder next time.Sheetz lahh.

And so today had CME.nothing much except that it was freaking long.Hahaah.So,when i was bored during English AND science, I drew on my table, "Illusions are dreams that comes alive". Riight.I dont know what i was writing about.But what the heck.It was to kill boredom.Lol.Anyway,today nothing much.

Oh yes,i made up a 1 stanza poem.Anyone bother to continue it for me,please do.thanks.and so this is the stanza.

Words of love from him,
Sincere enough it may seem;
Entrusting his words eternally,
My mind in a state of euphoria internally

Anyone would bother to continue?if you do,send me the whole poem through my email.haha.there's not really a prize,but your help is 100% appreciated! haha.yeah.

So now,very sleepy and tired.gonna get rest since im sick.bye people!

2007-04-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

Ok,today was an average school day.like hell yeah it was.so then,had art lesson.hahaha to albert einstein.tsk,tsk,tsk..talking to herself again.oh too bad that i dont want to help her out as an art rep. =p riight.

and then, had malay peribahasa test.and everyone knows how much i sucked in that section especially when the teacher's the one giving the peribahasa and we're supposed to write down the meaning.and so,being me,i gave up half way.Punishment was to write the EACH peribahasa meaning 10 times which is actually equals to around 300 sentences to write.wtf.and stupidly,that mdm zelda said no need to write anymore at the end of the lesson.and like guess what?i tire myself by writing 15 sentences already.damn her.sheesh.let's not talk about that.

moving on to science.k,ms chew was showing us slides on sexual reproduction and all.so,before teaching us about it,she showed us this powerpoint presentation which pictures of animals having sex?wtf? and then came this slide, " But,what about us human beings?" And you know what come out, " WAAHHH...OOOOHHHH....." and something else.being the class that we were,we were like "OH MY GODD!THE PICTURE COMING OUT!RELAX PEOPLE!" haha. then what DID come out was this,

" HAHAHA! NEVER A CHANCE!"

And most of them we were like awww.. hahah.whatever.it was disgusting for all i know.so,continued with the chapter of sexual reproduction and all.somehow,Jess and me find it rather humiliating.lols.but,its for the sake of the exams that im learning this.heh.whatever.Jess sat beside me during science lesson and we talked.aiya,we all slacked at the back of the class.like the teacher would notice like that.lucky dont have history.if not,i have slept already lahh.

And reading was the same.Read whats up.think,think,think.then slack and blah,blah,blah. end of school,yay!

Went home with gerald.HE sat with me in the bus.talked crap and also about the sec ones.so mean of us to be talking about them.blame it on gerald.haha.then on "whats up",there was Venom from Spiderman 3.Then all of a sudden he took the paper from me,pointed the picture and said, "BLACK!" at the same time pointing to himself.WAKAKAK!Guess that Gerald do admit it by himself.aww.. but still,that couldn't take his NEW best friend away from him.nyehehheh[referring to jolene's blog.lol.]. sorry Gerald,but its for your own good.bwhahaha.

Now,at home doing nothing.slacking to be specific.heh.wait.let me upload a few more pics.

lol.the cat showing the butt.nice pose,kitty.

believe it or not,this is my boyfriend.bwahaha.cute lahh.

my cute lil' cuz giving blur blur face.but veh cute lahh. love him!!

another pic of him.cute riiight.i know you jealous coz my cousin is a eurasian.hehehe.

i think thats about it for now.i'll post more pics next time aites? adios!

2007-04-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH!! I SOO CAN'T BELIEVE IT! LIKE WHOA!! haha.lol.crazy already.Today LDDS end like 1 1/2 hour earlier than usual.Reason being we had our Anual General Meeting(AGM) today.It means to understand the objectives in LDDS,and the promotion in the LDDS hierachy.AND SO,a few people whom I know very well got promoted,examples are Visha,Anisa,Siti,Brigette,Alexandra and Oon Yee Jeng! Hhaha.

Visha's --> CIP leader
Anisa --> students affair
Siti -->Miss Secretary
Brigette -->students affair
Alex --> Vice President
Yee Jeng --->Our president!

Woo-hoo!! COngrats people.

And okay,I too was promoted.heh.Im the under the Public relations category.and i was kind of shocked that i got promoted la,i mean really.I mean i just joined this year and got promoted already.Kinda feel real bad for those who were in LDDS longer than I have been.Sheesh.

So anyway,had bio test today.Riight,th paper was okay,i guess.Also I had Malay test.But before going for malay test after school,had to go for rehearsal for Monday's Assembly.Once again,the lower sec will see my face.Except that,I wont be talking.Thats a thank god thing.hehe.will be the scorer for the IFD quiz for lower sec.awww.haha.

Frankly,im tired of seeing/HEARING my name.Especially from that BAABII teacher,I mean,Miss _______.Everytime,Lit class,it will be...

"Khaliesah!" here and "KHALIESAH!" there.damn it.Like got nobody else to call upon man.Everytime got questions,the first person she'll shoot the question at is who? "KHALIESAH!What do you think of this?"

Like who the heck is she to call my name a few hundred times in her lesson? So irritating sia...I think i should change my name and never respond to "Khaliesah" ever again.sheesh.i really am tired of responding to her questions.I really hate people calling me a few hundred times.Like there is no other bloody people in the world left...GRR.I SUPER DUPER HATE IT!

Thinking back,I dont know why teachers call my name so many times.And i dont actually do anything wrong.like what in the world.Haiz,i really want to change name lahh.ftw.

And so,malay test,whatever.did it within 40 mins.screw it.anyway,i gotta go lah now.My grandmother calling me to take shower and then read the holy book.okok.Buaiss!

2007-04-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

i dont know how i'll fair in maths and history,but most probably gonna fail.i dunno.so anyway,ms jolene sng is asking me to post pics onto my blog.fine,i will.and here it is.long time ago pics.

haha.me and jols.lol.she and her face.tsk,tsk,tsk.

hehe,me??duh.

me and maid.my maid was acting like some kind of ghost.

yea,yeah...again it's me.who else would it be?

hahah.this one,my maid pretended to hold a knife,while i was supposed to be scared of her.it's lame.and out of boredom.

hahahaha.chapunzel,i mean chahaya.lol.cutefacethere.

me,jols and siti.hehhe.in class.

ok,thats about all folks..post more next time kay?byes!

2007-04-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

lol.today,didnt go school coz had a gastric in the morning.so yeah.then today,my maid like went for a competition on on the radio Ria.And GUESS WHAT?My maid won the competition.VICTORY! Haha.it was something like acting a line in any drama series that which aried on Suria Channel.It was like damn cool man.She sound EXACTLY like the person in the drama.I mean the character which played in the drama.I won't let you guys hear it first.Lol.Give you all tension a bit lahh.Lol.I helped her to improve a bit.I mean her tone must be angry coz it's supposed to be that way.heh.AND we won!EVERYONE voted for her.WOOTS!

Anyway,last Saturday my speech was okaay..Screwed up at the last part.sheet.but only a bit lahh.Not really that much.Comments received were good.So,i did well.but still,since i screwed up at the last part,i gotta read some more books and some read out loud things.heh.yeah.

Yesterday,Mrs Wong commented on my performance.It was good lahh.AIya.I feel like im boasting about it.so forget about it..heh.

I think thats all for now.Coz I think Im really having a serious gastric right now.Accidentally drank a cup of cold water. -.- wtf. Sheesh mannn.Ok.BYES PEOPLE!!

2007-04-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

fucking tired now.but i dont know why the hell am i still blogging.fuck it.i'll update on what happened on saturday and some other stuff on either thursday or friday.most probably friday,coz thursday there's cross country.TIRED.got no more energy to even open my eyes.gotta take shower,then,do maths and part of history and then SLEEEP!! gahh. i need sleep,damn.i got to.

2007-03-31T10:07:00.000+08:00

90. First off, what is your name?
Nur Khaliesah

89. What did you do last night?
memorize my script while sleeping.

88. Do you have a same sex best friend
that you can talk to 24/7?
not really 24/7.heheh.yeah.

87. Do you have any siblings?
2 annoying brothers.

86. Where are you exactly?
my study room,whereby im surrounded by books.

85. Favorite color(s)?
lavender,black,white and light blue

84. What does the 7th message in your
[cell] text inbox say?
*private and confidential*. lol.

83. Who sits beside you in math?
rong hao

82. Who sits to the left of you in
class?
rong hao?

81. Where is your dad right now?
in the post office

80. Do you have any kids?
well,let me ask you first,do you?

79. Who is the 5th person you got a
missed call from?
dad.

78. Closest black object?
speakers.

77. Closest silver object?
CPU

76. Have you ever jumped a fence for
any reason?
over a gate,yes.over a fence,no.

75. Do you sing in the shower?
most of time.heh.

74. Do you own any pets?
nope.used to.

72. Last time you listened to country
music?
arghh.hell no to country music.

70. If you could kill someone, who
would it be?
my bros...definitely.

69. What are your fears?
loop-the-loop rollercoaster rides.shit.

68. What do you hear right now?
songs? with love-hilary duff

67. How many drugs are in ur system
right now?
its for me to know and for you to find out.

65. What are you wearing?
shirt bought from new zealand and shorts?

64. Who was the last person to comment
you?
no idea.and wont bother anyway.

63. Do you sing?
duh.even retards sing.

62. Screamo or Country?
screamo.

61. Rock or Rap?
rock.

60. Chocolate or vanilla?
chocolate

59. Who did you last call?
mum

58. Who last called you?
my grandmother..lol.

57. What jewelry do you wear daily?
i dont wear any.

56. What are you doing now?
answering the bloody questions u're asking me,duuh.

55. Who was the last person you said I
love you to?
u're such a busybody man.

54. Would you die for someone?
who wouldn't.

53. If so, who?
ask God if you so eagerly want to know.damn.

52. Are you cold right now?
why would i be?

51. What do you smell right now?
the smell of the ventilated air.

50. Do you have to pee right now?
if i wanted to,i'll be in the toilet not in front of the comp.

49. What did you dream about last
night?
some freaky stuff i know.

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
homework and study.

47. Where's the question?
no idea.

46. Find it?
the questions with you asshole.

45. How about now?
how about you get lost now?

44. Bedsheet color?
yellow,blue and white.

42. Carpet or wood in your room?
carpet

41. Bad rumor about yourself that
you've heard?
errr...dunno.

38. Can you do a cartwheel?
nahh.

37.What's your favorite candle scent?
LAVENDER!

35. America or Canada?
dunno.maybe America coz there i could just kill Bush.or maybe Canada where there are green spaces.

34. What makes you mad?
when people start anoyying me and bugging me.

33. What if you found out you were
adopted?
love them like how much they had loved me.

32. Jeans or Sweatpants?
jeans.

29. Do you have socks on?
no

28. Do you own any big sunglasses?
i think i've got one.

27. Have you ever cried so hard you
puked?
that'll be gross.

23. Have you recently talked to an ex?
an ex? you must be joking.

22. Person who posted this before you?
shahrin

19. Favorite TV show?
prison break! gosh,michael scofield is HOTT!

18. Do you like 80s movies?
maybe.some are just crap.

16. Last two numbers in your cellphone?
26

15. What kinda music do you like?
R&B,pop and a little of rock.

14. Are you a crazy stalker?
nope,please lahh.

13. Best city you've visited?
i.dont.know.

12. Been to London?
nopes.but wish i could.

10. Favorite subject at school?
maths,though im screwing it up now.and also english,coz i realised this year in english lessons,i've been talking non-stop.heh.

9. Been to college?
in 3 years' time,maybe.

7. Favorite time of day?
at night,where i could..FINALLY GET SLEEP.

6. Ever kissed someones cheek?
yes.

5. Watch all Spiderman movies?
havent watched the latest one.

3. What are you looking forward to?
my public speaking speech later,in front of other parents.

2. Ever gotten lost in the dark?
no.

1. Do you snore/talk/walk in your
sleep?
HAHAHAH!no.

hmmmm.im like nervous about later.sheesh.if i screw up today,i will read many many more times man.i mean this IS a simple job right.all i need to do is memorize my 2 page script and then say it out.and if i forget my POINTS, i refer to my cards.and if i dunno how to structure my sentence,then i will...SCREW UP!!ARGHH!! Why did i in the first place take up the challenge?what the heck.but nvm.I know I can do it! i know i can! Because even before this I've been reading the whole script to the lower sec without any problems.and projection of voice also.so,yeah,i can!! wheee!!this is to build up my confidence too right?it will help a lot when maybe i do public speaking outside the school grounds.yay!!

ok...phew.i managed to get the whole thing in my head already.yeps.the pro.i only memorised in one day!yiiipeeee!!but,sadly,my parents would not be there to support me.oh how sad.they wont get to see my performance.even if they were there,probably they wont do anything or support me.nevermind,i still have Nazz to be there for me. =)

so anyway,gotta run.coz i need to go for another run through by myself then i go to school and practice with mrs wong.okies.bye!!

2007-03-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

So freaking stressed up!! argh!! gotta memorize the script that i wrote for the speaker's corner and the present it TOMORROW in front of the sec 2 parents.oh my gosh.this is really killing me.I mean Im only allowed to refer to notes and not my whole script.Was selcted by Mrs Wong by the way.But,Min Li is a much more better speaker than me.Why isnt she chosen instead?sheesh. Gotta memorize the script man.I managed to memorize one page of my script during LDDS.Lol.So,half my job done.And now my job is to strain my eyes and try to understand Mrs Wong's handwriting.Can't really read the thing.Oh no.And I HAVE to be in school by 1 pm? godd.IM GOING CRAZZZZEEYYY!!!

Ok.anyway,leave that aside.Today,had a class debate on the motion, Examinations are not an effective way to assess learning. Im in the proposition team,and the third speaker.I think I did quite well.HAHAHA!!Rebutted on dunno what as I spoke kinda too fast for them to catch up.Woo-hoo!But anyway,I think propo won!! HIGH FIVE JESS,CHLOE AND NAZZ!! We did a great job though it was a last minute preparation too.Lol.HEYY!! My english is improving,congrats to me!! *applause from crowd*
hehe.i just realised that i have been doing a hell lot of speaking nowadays.damn.my mouth hurts.hheh.probably,principals gonna be there too.oh shit.reminds me that i didnt give ms rina my debate script.oh damn.forgot.nvm.tonight i re-write and then give to ms rina tomorrow.yay!! clever girl.

oh yeah.today was also science test.kinda screwed it up,but its okay overall.even if i dont do well there's still another time,right?ok,now,im really tired.plus have to memorize script plus to add in expression and hand gestures and all.sheesh.if i screw up tomorrow,probably i'll be dead.

2007-03-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

sheeeesh. just now during assembly,2e1 was like super late,except for some.and then more than half of the class wasn't there.and so,we had to stay back after morning assembly.ok.now,the thing is not because of that.now,we are punished to bring our bags to the hall for a week until next friday.eh wait,correction,until wednesday.hehehe.sheesh man.so troublesome.bag so big an heavy still must bring to hall.wth.

okokok.now i have to do the debate thing.lol.the motion is "Examination is not a effective way to assess learning."

Annnd,i do not know how to do this thing,but i'll try.damn..my group which consist of Nazz,Jessica and Chloe will be going against:Yong Xuan,Jerome,Isaac,Genesis and Wen Qiang. Those guys are really,i mean really talkative.sheet.and im the 3rd speaker.damn.

Whatever.gotta go now.byes!!

2007-03-28T16:34:00.000+08:00

So,today,wanted to go grandmother's house,actually planned too.then,got a change of plans.sheesh.luckily i read the sms my maid sent before going.but,they didn't stick at home,they went out to dunno where.And so,since they weren't yet far enough,i got the keys from my maid.i wanted to follow,but you know what..?

HOW THE HELL AM I TO GO IF I WAS WEARING MY SCHOOL UNIFORM PLUS CARRYING TWO PAILS AND THEN GO OUT LOOKING LIKE A RETARD???!!

That would be pure embarrassment.Duh,now,there's no one at home.Thats common sense.Somehow,TODAY,the house feels creepy.I mean really.Its raining and kinda dark and,lol,scary.

Anyway,did our history skit. Kinda funny,really.I had to be a Malay auntie who wears a scarf like dunno what like that.Probably a crazy old woman.damn.and then i had to become bossy,but i soo couldn't do that coz i was laughing half the time.okay,okay.i admit,i AM a laughing hyena.but,I just couldn't help lah please.Coz i had to sit down on a chair and then Paul pulled the chair.It was like damn funny AND retarded.sheesh.After that i went the wrong way out.shitz.so then,it went out well overall.Paul got kicked and all by the Secret Society members who were Sheena,MinLi and Fiza.Cool.adding to that,we used red paint which represented blood.and his leg was covered by red paint!! haha,Paul,have a nice time scraping them off. =)

Hmm,what else?Skipped enrichment today.I find rollerblading super boring lahh.whatever.anyway,its the last lesson,so,why care?Lol.Oh yes....I forgot to post something.

YESTERDAY:

Yesterday was a total doom for the LDDS make up team.Seriously.First,we ran around like shit.I mean getting all the stuff needed.And while Aida wasnt there,I had to be In-charge. okay. WHY THE HECK AM I ALWAYS IN-CHARGE WHEN THERE IS ALWAYS NAZZ AND ANISA??!!! then,we had to re-plan our duties.it was a mess coz Ms Kaur added more people to our commitee.okay,that was ONE. now let's go to TWO. TWO,the stick for Mr Gilifeather to use was,ehem,broken.Ok.it was PARTLY our fault.Maybe coz we didnt handle it with care.We tried mending it with white glue.it kinda did work.wonder how long it will stay there.but ms kaur knows about this.thats fine. THREE.Ms kaur said Aida,Rifdi,Nazz and me we are too close to each other that we didn't really interact with others.And so,she said,she's trying to separate us.I mean many people thought so.oh well.

P.S. : Oh btw,if yesterday i was acting like leader,im sorry!!next time,if aida isn't there,I DO NOT want to be the I/C.so the troublesome.

TODAY :

and today,was another doom.Subha told me,Nazz and Rifdi that Zheng Gan already knew about the walking stick and she was mad.I tell you,when Zheng Gan gets mad,she'll be totally pissed off with you until like an eternity okay.thats why,we didnt want her to know,even ms kaur doesn't want to tell her.really. secondly,the four of us had a convo with ms kaur..and then we were told that we're not supposed to be seen together during ldds.yeah.we're trying that out on friday.hope that it works!

damn.where the heck is everybody man.its creepy around here.sheesh.oh yeah.i tell you people something ahh. i think im really going insane. just now,i saw a bus at a bus stop before my stop.its not that far lah,thats why still can see.ok.the bus was supposed to go forward right?but,i waited for the bus at the bus stop i was at you know.but when i like turned again right,there wasn't any bus.so i was like wondering,was that a ghost bus or was i imagining things?? i am serious okay.it's either im insane or im just totally insane.heh.whatever.

ok.done my homework and now,i'm singing while blogging while thinking about the imaginary bus.what the heck.gotta go now.finally they're back after i waited for a thrillion years.byes people!! =))

2007-03-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

Heyy peeeople!! ok.right. So today had to do 2 presentations,well supposingly.but only did literature coz history the write-up haven't finished.bleh. hmmm.

Literature,kinda sucked actually.lol.but its okay,it went kinda well too.so,neither was it bad nor good.heh. it was super long and legs hurt to be on four legs. heh. whatever. ok.

ANyways,brought 2 BIG plastic bags plus 2 pails.I look retarded carrying those pails to and back from school kay. it really was retarded.i mean people were looking at me carrying those pails? riight..sheesh man.embarrassing. damn tired sia.dunno why. plus i dunno what the hell im blogging about.

oh yeah. Saturday went to older cousins house.Haha,they grow up and grew taller soo fast.so sad im getting shorter.Oh yeah,and gave Nurul her belated birthday present.Damn nice.Hahah.Made her open a hell lot of wrappers. First wrapped it with newspaper,then put it in a HANDPHONE box,then put into another bigger box,then wrapped with newspaper thrice before wrapping it with wrpaiing paper.

Lol.When she opened the whole present it was damn funny la.Coz she was like,

"WTH? ARE YOU TORTURING ME BY MAKING ME OPEN SOOOO MANY WRAPPERS??OH WAIT,YOU ARE!!"

Lol.Then when she saw the handphone box,she said this,

"YAYY!! I KNOW WHAT'S INSIDE ALREADY!! THANK YOU!!"

HAHA.gotcha. then i asked her to open,after that her reaction was,

"WHAT THE HELL!! ANOTHER ONE???"

hahah.lalala.cuz, i gotcha there!! high-five to me!!Then she tore the newspaper and there was the present.An MP3.hehehe.See,i very good cousin. But, i want to save money to buy an MP3 which is niiice.got build in speaker.Its only $89 for 1 GB one.Soo nice.Got black.Hahaha.But,my dad gonna buy that for my mum,oh soo sad.Plus,dad gonna get new phone soon?maybe by the end of the year?hmmm.And i saw a 1GB mini SD for like $29. ahhh,so cheap!!I wanna buyyy!

Sheessh man,how i wish i was the granddaughter of Bill Gates.Damn,my grandad would buy it for me in a blink of an eye.Lol.tsk,tsk,tsk..Khaliesah,khaliesah....dream on girl of being the granddaughter of Bill Gates.

AAARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I need the bloody 1GB mini SD card.sheesh.I WANT TO BE THE GRANDDAUGHTER OF BILL GATES!! LALALA!!

wth lahh.im soo obssessed with me being the granddaughter of Bill Gates.Hey,it's like i CAN ask for a house of my own you know with swimming pool plus basketball court PLUS badminton court PLUS bowling alley PLUS my OWN mini stadium!!! Ok,thats a lot to ask for. Maybe I could write an application letter of being the FAKE granddaughter of Bill Gates. I ADORE THE AMOUNT OF MONEY HE HAS,but I ALSO ADORE ON THE HARD WORK HE PUT IN TO BE THE RICHEST MAN ON EARTH,WORLD AND UNIVERSE!!! sheesh.super duper obssessed.

Forget about it.Gtg.Byes!!

2007-03-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!! I'M GOING SUPER CRAZY!! I LOST MY FREAKING PASSWORD FOR MSN AND THEN I HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER EMAIL ADDRESS!! BUT IN THE END,I ONLY REMEMBERED 10 OUT OF THE 100 CONTACTS!! HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT!! OH MY GODDDD!!!!!!!!!!

sheessh. anyway, my new email add is " shashariza146@hotmail.com " . So,just add me if you're reading this. damn. how the heck am i going to recover the freaking long password i've had.oh my shit man.but, i'll try to remember.grmphh..

whatever.still haven't do most of my homework. plus,couldn't print coz the damn printer is not working. grr. and plus i ahve to write down my script for tomorrow's speaker's corner. plus, i have to do another script for literature. and damn, what a lot of things to do.

ok.gtg.byes!

2007-03-15T18:33:00.000+08:00

YOUR REAL NAME
nur khaliesah

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle)
nurizzle [sounds more like "noodle" with the "r"]

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last)
N.RIZ [hey,look.i have a police name.lame.]

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
PurpleGiraffe [can't imagine]

5.YOUR DRUNK NAME.(FIRST 3 LETTERS OF YOUR FIRST NAME, then slam your hand on the keyboard.)
nurfjks [ok ppl.no negative thinking.]

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's name)
Riznuhaz [sounds sooo...not unique.]

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color,favorite drink)
BlackMilo [HAHAH!IMAGINE IF MILO IS BLACK!!I WOULDN'T DRINK IT.]

8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 3rd letter of your mom's maiden name,letter of a sibling's first name,last letter of your mom's middle name)
uzsasa <---- what.the.hell.its an alien's name.

9. ACT CUTE NAME : ( write your fav animal and erase the last letter of it and plus a yoki behind )
giraffyoki

10. SMELLY NAME : ( write your fav colour and plus a TOIL infront of it. )
toilpurple

--------------------------

Rule #1: You can only say Yes or No!
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!

Q: Kissed someone on the lips in your top friends?
A: no.

Q: Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
A: yes.

Q: Been arrested?
A: no.

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: no.

Q: Slept in until 5 PM?
A: yes. =D

Q: Held a snake?
A: think so.

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: no

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: no

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: yes

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: yes

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: yes! xD

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: no. =(

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: no

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: yes.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: yes

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: no

Q: Broken a bone?
A: no

Q: Shaved your head?
A: NO!

Q: Blacked out from drugs?
A: no

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: yes. =DDD

Q: Had a gym membership?
A: no

Q: Felt like killing someone?
A: YESyesYESyesYES

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: no

Q: Cried over someone you loved?
A: yes

Q: Shot a gun?
A: no. =((

Q: Tripped on mushrooms?
A: no

Q: Donated Blood?
A: yes.

Q: Still love someone you shouldn't?
A: yes.

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one- what you wearing now:
&; blue shirt which says "life isn't easy" plus jeans.

two- where you going later:
&; my room.

three- who you missing at the moment:
&; does it matter yo you?

four- what you stress about this days:
&; a lot of things that i shan't list.

five- whose the last person you chat with:
&; currently chatting with nadz.

six- what makes you happy when you're down:
&; my maid.somehow,she makes me laugh for no reason.

seven- do you wanna get into a r/snow:
&; huh?what?

eight- have you got a crush on someone:
&; does it matter to you?

nine- ever have a neardeath experience:
&; think so.

ten- whats the time now:
&; 1855

eleven- met anyone earlier on:
&; grandmother

twelve- what did you do just now:
&; fishing.

thirteen- whats your favourite show:
&; Kawin Muda -some indonesian channel show,that ALL of you do not know of if you dont have ondo channel.

fourteen- what language do you speak:
&; english, malay

fifteen- what you hate:
&; lotsa things that you wouldnt want to know/

sixteen- do you like to watch MTV:
&; yeshh.

seventeen- what annoys you :
&; hehehe.practically almost everything i see thats bugging me.

eighteen- where you living at:
&; woodlands.

ninteen- when did anyone last ask for ur number:
&; forgot.

twenty- whats your favourite pet:
&; i should say,cats.

twentyone- wheres the place you wanna go now:
&; out? but dunno where.

twentytwo- do you like sweet talks:
&; eurghhh..i hate it.that would annoy me.and when yu annoy me,i become some monstrous beast that no one had ever seen.

twentythree- would you mind your boyfriend whose a gangster:
&; sheesh.actually,i won't mind.

twentyfour- would you mind your boyfriend's body's full of tattoo:
&; that would be a hell no.

twentyfive- whats your real name:
&; nur khaliesah [hariza] bte mohamed riza ----> hariza was supposed to be there but was taken out.

twenysix- whats your favourite month:
&; November!!

twentyseven- have you ever been stung by a bee:
&; nope.

twentyeight- will you post bulletin as when you like:
&; yea.

twentynine- whose the last person you hug:
&; dunno.my maid?

thirty- whose the last person you said 'iloveyou' to:
&; my mum? before i slept yesterday.hehh.

2007-03-15T17:51:00.000+08:00

damn tired.went to kranji to fish.got some fish,and going again tomorrow to get crabs and some other fishes.damn.SO anyway,nothing to say much about it.except that i played the swing for too long that my legs were about to break.really.and i went super high but my brother still pushed me.what the heck.it was scary.and at the same time,i taught my fat brother how the heck to swing up high.but,he failed consequently.i got tired of teaching him,obviously.and i gave up on him.hahah. so yeah,played the swing until really siao.

bored now.but chatting with nadz.lol.oh yeah.

TO NAZYRA~ : Girl,dont be sad la kay?I'll be there for you all the time. But if you think you can't tell me about something,I wont mind at all. I mean you do have reasons for not telling me,i know. But i'll be there to make you laugh and smile always.though im not the type you can really confront to because,heh,i would have no idea on how to solve it.or maybe i will.who knows. but the main thing is, i'll make you laugh and smile like i had always.i won't want to see my "big sister" cry always and being sad.im here to bring joy and happiness to you.okays? there's no point in always being sad and dreary,it'll bring no good.HMM.SO THE MAIN THING IS JUST TO SMILE ALWAYS NO MATTER HOW HURT YOU ARE INSIDE,YOU'LL FEEL BETTER THAT WAY!! that's exactly what i did. smile!! =DDDD

haha.many of you would think im super crazy for always being too happy and hyper.but thats the way life should be,though there are downs in life.i dont like being sad.actually i hate to cry. I've cried enough during my childhood days.everyday i cry,serious.so,i had enough of crying and i try not to cry no more.

okay lah.too much crap already.byes!

2007-03-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

ok.Omfg.I know its the second post for today.But i really need to post about this. Today really is a rotten day. Sheesh.

So today,went to Lot 1 to meet nazyra.When I reached there and called her up, she said she haven't took her shower.And so,I had waited for her for 1 hour to show up and meanwhile,did my homework.Managed to finish all of it,yay!When nazz came 1 hour 10 mins later,we head straight to school.Wait,well not really.

Went to 7-Eleven to buy a drink and then rushed to school.After that ran up to the teacher's locker to put in ALL my homework.While putting all the homework,we heard someone pulling down the metal thing which looks like a blind but made of metal.That was when we really ran and went down.When we reached the ground floor,to our surprise, we were super locked inside the school compound.Thinking that the General Office was still open,we walked there and much to our horror,it was closed.

SO we ran to gate and then asked 2 girls just outside the gate who locked the school gate. We got really panicked.So i took out my phone,called my dad,forgetting that there was a camera somewhere there. Anyway,when we saw the hinges of the gate at the side, we asked the two girls to get our bags and after that we will climb over.I tell you,people were looking at us. Nazz went up first.She got out.Then it was my turn to get out. Knowing myself that I wasnt really good in climbing,I took a few minutes to get out. But in the end I managed to climb out.Sheesh.

And I tell you,it was a scare to be stucked in the school.Especially when the school is rather haunted,especially MY class.Damn.We walked out talking about being stucked in school and still having the shocked expression on our faces.Damn scary ok.Then when we reached the MRT station,I realised that I scratched my palm when I was getting out.But its ok.And we also realised another thing.We just realised that there was a camera and I used my phone?? Oh shit.Probably when school re-opens,we'll get interrogation.Damn.I really just hope we wont.It'll be scary for sure.

Sheesh. I was damn scared man.I mean both of us. I HOPE IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.but even if it happens again,we'll know the way out.Lol.Oh,and do remind the both of us that the school closes at around 1.45pm so that we wont go in there at that time.SHEESH. I am freaking scared if there was to be an interrogation.But,probably I'll tell the truth,and in case they get the wrong idea.

2007-03-10T10:25:00.000+08:00

Damn man. Haven't finished homework which was due 2-3 weeks ago. I mean yeah,havent do. Lol.I only did half half of each.But what they heck.It's still not finished. And im like going to meet Nazz at 12 at the MRT station.SHEEEET,I am sooo freaking dead.But whatever. Im going to do it now. Its a matter of now or never. Rofl.So anyway, havent been blogging since dunno when.And im going to update what happened the past week.

Hmm.Monday,nothing happened.Tuesday,nothing happened.Oh wait. Something DID happen on Tuesday.So let's start with Tuesday.

Well,Tuesday was like duh,a CCA day. And LDDS make up/costume section slacked the whole day.Miss Kaur and Miss Rina didnt come that day as they went for a course.So then me,Aida and the other "crew" members went super crazy that day. We put up stupid acts. One of them was a love act which then turned to a comedy act in the end. The other one was an accident scence which was supposed to be sad but turned into another comedy act in the end.And all of it was an impromptu act meaning no scripts AT ALL. So then after me, Aida,Nazz and Valen decided to talk about drug addicts who were imprisoned.It was a half comedy and half reality thing.Lol.Quite nice lah. Hahah.And after all the acts, Nazz and me sang 2 songs for the LDDS members.Not that scary after we had sang in the Music Room TWICE in front of 2e1. Lol.So we sang "Gallery" by Mario Vasquez and "Unfaithful" by Rihanna. Together,we did a great job! HIGH-FIVE NAZZ!! Heh.But by the next day,no more voice already coz we sang so much lahh.

Ok.Thats the end for Tuesday.Wednesday?Nothing happened. Thursday,nothing happened again. Yesterday, make up team got hands on with the cast people. Lol.FINALLY we could do their hair and also their face.And what the heck. I have to do make up for Yee Jeng and Beng How. And I wasn't really concentrating when putting for them make up.My mind was on the HOMEWORK WHICH WAS DUE WEEKS AGO. Heh. So in the end everything turned out suckish. I mean my make up work.But Aida helped me to improvise it a little,no actually a lot. And Beng How one was really a mess. Hmm.It's like difficult to do on him.Sheesh.Somemore when I did the other half of his make up he lied down on the floor and I had to make him up while he's lying down.Damn difficult la.And Aida went like, " Eh,actually right, he looks cute when he's sleeping.Yee Jeng,you should learn how to love him." Actually Beng How WASN'T sleeping and he heard what Aida said. WHoops Aida.You got OWNED.bwhahaha.Hahah.What the heck.

Eh ok lah.Its getting late.I ahve to get ready to go school with Nazz.DAMN.I HAVENT FINISHED THEM UP.

2007-03-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

Crap man.for malay class test I only got 80/100. SHITZ! I have to buck or something.Although I did get full marks for comprehension,but I STILL failed the cloze passage part.SHEESH.If not I could get like at least 67/80 or something.What the heck?

And for Science and English.Omg.English,surprisingly I passed.Ok la.Erm,Science, I did pass but can do SOOOO MUCH better.Damn.I NEED TO BUCK UP FOR THESE THREE SUBJECTS!! GAHHHH!! I hate it man!!

Ok.Put that aside.Phew. Today for LDDS, the makeup/costume/hair and music people have to go to Dance studio to see the cast.Lol.It was damn funny la.As in how Beng How act.He's like damn stiff sial.He and Rose[played by Yee Jeng] had to be a loving couple.And then,he like got no expression la.So he's face is like the same throughout.AND then there came this came this part where he had to hold Rose close to him and so called hug her.He passed the hugging,but failed in expressing.And he's face was the same with the same expression.LOL.And when Ms Kaur asked him to be more loving,he was like, "HOW DO I DO THAT?!" He need like a few hundred times of replay by the casting people on how to show his expression la! DAMN FUNNY.But actually if he were to act properly in that part,IT WOULD BE 100% SWEET! I MEAN REALLY SWEET.They look good if they were a couple you know.Heh.I really think that he should learn how to express himself.HAHAH.

Sheesh.Ok.Haven't took my shower plus haven't do homework plus haven't do Lit. ADN WHAT THE HECK??MY projects haven't do.WHAT THE HELL!!CAN GO CRAZY SIA!!!

2007-03-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

ok.. this is the video that i meant yesterday.super gross.actually while i was taking this vid,half the time i wasn't looking at them. and sorry for the totally bad effect from my phone.lol.if you understand what i mean.

gays man.grrr.sheesh.and they've been like that since like,forever!! doing that in school is like so obscene lah.and the sec 1's passing by were like looking what the heck was happening in our class.Coz our class like first floor?and if you take 20-30 steps from our class is the discipline mistress office.heh.whatever.our class is probably immune to all the scoldings from the teachers.

Anyway,today really slacked.Literature was super fun.Hahah.Ms Kaur so funny man.We were supposed to make a sentence that shows a situational irony.and she gave this situation.

" As they were about to take their wedding photos,Paul turned to Pauline and showed her "his" I/C. Pauline was shocked when she saw this. Name: Paul Sex :Female "

Lol.I cant imagine him as a girl.HAHAHAHAH.IT'LL BE SUPER DUPER FUNNY.lol.So anyway,only had fun during literature.The rest felt like sleeping all the way.Got called by Miss Ng when I lay my head down on the table.WTF.Science,supposed to do Practical,but didn't do.So end up slacking in class with Ms Tay around.Talking mostly crap.Don't know what Rongy,Foo,Chris Ng and Dominic was talking about in Chinese/Hokkien/Hakka/Cantonese or whatever dialects they were speaking.But understand somethings la.Wtf.Foo like what sia.hahha.We were talking about Yun Peng.I mean I asked him what the heck is "oxidation".Because the Science and Tech people told me that his group leader during a competition said they got their information because "Yun Peng's father is a scientist." Hahah.Lol. And then we were talking about Yun peng's father being a scientist and then Foo said this.

" Omg! Yun Peng's father is a scientist?! then his father must be..must be..must be.. DEXTER! "

Lol.The Dexter from the cartoon show, "Dexter's Laboratory".Lol.DAMN SHORT.And soon after the 5 of us were like laughing like hyenas.Sheesh.I cant concentrate when Foo is sitting there.I mean in front of me.Always distract people from studying.sheesh.

After Science slack in school and eat first in the canteen.hmm.after that went home with nadz.phew.luckily,today she not that crazy as yesterday.if she was like yesterday,i dunno what i'll do to make her stop laughing.heh.sorry girl.

now at home in front of comp doing nothing but blogging and chatting.oh shit.reminds me that i haven't do my malay AND english.BANG! And I'm dead.

2007-02-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

I swear today was a freaking crazy day.I mean REALLY crazy.The crazy part of the days began when PAUL and ZHI CHUEN were like gay sex-ing IN the classroom on the table.Managed to et a video of it.Haven't upload it yet.Like,what the heck man.It was super gross.EURGH!!!

Then after enrichment,went home with Nazz.She was practically laughing the whole journey home for no reason.She look at me only then she laugh??? Crazy Nadz.nono.Crazy ~~horse~~. Lol.Just joking.Hahha.Anyway,she was not her regular self today.She's acting really crazy and weird.Everytime I was about to speak something,and haven't say anything funny,SHE ALREADY LAUGHED LIKE A MAD HORSE.aiyo.that girl ahh.Giler.Heh.I was trying not to laugh but when she laughed then I also started laughing like a MAD WOMAN just like her.Haiz.sheesh.keep your cool girl.

hmm..been addicted to certain songs now.Lol.Haiz.I dont want to be emo again.sheesh,i want to be really happy and laughing all the time now.whatever.OK.nothing to say about.except for piles of homework.heh.

2007-02-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

Gonna do a quiz.Taken from Nad's blog.Lol.Bored.

1.who is the most important to you?
someone that i shall not name. *censored*

2. who was the last who sent you an sms and call you?
sms: rifdi/ call: cant recall.

3. are you good in your studies?
hell no.it's dropping like shit.

4. can you speak chinese?
yeah.a little bit.

5. who was the last who said 'i loveyou'?
Obviously answer is no.

6. who is the most annoying person you know?
FOO ZHI CHUEN!! wtf.he keeps disturbing people when ppl are doing work.GRR.

7. what time is it now?
6.29 pm.

8. who are you thinking of now?
someone in particular.once again,shall not name the person.

9. how many friends do you have on friendster?
first place i don't have a friendster coz Im too bloody lazy to do one.

10. who are you chatting with?
no one.

11. are you in trouble?
no idea.maybe soon.

12. have you been heartbroken before?
who hasn't? a million times.

13. missing someone?
yeah..

14. what day is today?
a day before my body starts aching again.

15. what do you hope for your birthday?
hmm.what about,good results?

16. bored?
kinda.

17. last channel you watched on tv?
RCTI (Indonesian channel)

18. what time did you sleep last night?
10.30pm,after the channel went poof! and then decided to sleep.

19. do kids love you?
should be.but sometimes i look scary to them till they run.heh.

2o. do you make people laugh?
HELL YEAH.that's my job.

21. do you give away your secrets to anyone?
most of the time.wait,actually,not really.

22. ever smoked?
nope.and never will.

23. ever drinked?
plain water,fizzy drinks and syrup? i drink to live.

24. ever got drunked?
nahh..and never intend to.

25. dumped someone?
let me think..hmmm... NO.

26. wat type of personality are u?
No HELL idea.I can change my personality in a poof! and im not the me i was a second ago.HAHAHA.

27. do you love getting msgs at friendster?
refer to 9.

28. are you tired of love?
sometimes yes.but for now,not so.

29.are you angry at someone?
let me see.NO.

3o.why?
why im not angry? I HATE BEING ANGRY.AND I LOVE TO SMILE AND LAUGH ALL THE TIME!

31. what do you want to do now?
get my ass off the comp and to do the piled homework.

32. what type of guy you hate most?
PLAYBOY.and the one who are really untrue and selfish.

33. who is the person you want to see now?
why should i tell?

34. do you believe in fate?
yeah.coz it's fate which brought me together.

35. in the last 24 hours, have you cried?
let me see.No.in fact,i have been laughing a lot.

36. laughed?
YEAH.LIKE A HYENA!

37. felt sad?
nah.i don't like to be sad.

38. Are you hurt right now?
hurt over...?

39. what do you want to do right now?
REFER TO 30.

40. if you have a choice wat would you want be in your next life?
it's not next life.It should be After Life.anyway,i would want to be faithful to everyone.

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ok.today,nothing to do,actually there is la.But anyway,went window shopping with Nazz at Civic Centre and Causeway Point.Gave her tips on buying clothes? Wth? Im her Fashion Doctor man.Lol.Looked for some goth clothes,which apparently,we didn't find any.So,decided to find something befitting a theme.So we chose a so called theme which was a prom?I dont even know if THAT was a theme.Anyway,looked for gowns/dresses which suits her.And then,went to Chameleon to look for tiaras?Not only tiaras,but also necklaces,bangles and earrings.Lol.Hmm.Then decided to go to MY house to slack?

Reached my house and nobody at home.So,got my maid to send the keys at the playground.Got it and first attempt to open the door,failed.Second attempt also failed.Suceeded in the third attempt.Got in and decided to take pics of ourselves.Hmmm.I think i can put it in.

lol.

haha.Nazz,you look scary.

I look friggin' chubby and ugly..eeee.

Lol.Still got some more lahh.But shall not post it.I have some that I took with my bros.Cute.

Wait.It's in grey.But it's nice.

Razi,Me and Haziq

Me and Razi

Yeah.Thats about all for today.I better start doing my homework,if not I cant sleep today! Plus,tomorrow got TAF.sickening.

2007-02-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

sheesh.I lost my phone.Bah.I WANT MY PHONE BACK!! GRR. I WANT MY PHONE BACK!!

I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!
I WANT MY PHONE BACK!

WAHHHH.....I WANT IT BACK!!So sad..I really want it back BADLY.So,whoever took my phone please give it back to me!! I have a lot of memories with that phone! wahhh!! GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE!! GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!

Why do I want it back so badly? It's my PSLE present as well as my birthday present in the year 2005. It's really precious to me!!
Wahhh!!

Give it back to me!!

2007-02-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

Ok.Let me make things clear.This post is for that someone that really misunderstood the message I'm trying to pass on.You know who are.

Firstly,I really think that you misunderstood my intentions.My intentions are just to make you hang out with the guys more than the both of us okay.You don't know what people say about you,and only I,among the 3 of us,know what they said.Coz they told me,like duh.And they didn't really say good things about you,kay.They said quite mean things.A few of them said that they hate your attitude.So,straight to the point,I just want to make you realise your "bad" attitude.

Secondly,you really need to have more friends rather than just the both of us.I mean with the boys,especially.Some of them don't really the way you acted to some stuffs and think you're a _______. So,if you were to act like a man, I mean a real man,probably they will befriends with you even closer.Look,I know it's really deep inside you,it's just that you have to be more confident of yourself and let that "man" in you out.

Lastly,I just want people to stop saying that you're a ________.And to do that,you have to act tougher and whatsoever,just like a man.Really,people kept coming to me and say that you're a _____.If you know what I mean.And I really hate it, kay.They didn't tell Siti coz you and her were rather close.And frankly,many of them don't like you.

So,it's either you change or I'll COMPLETELY stay out of the group.I won't mind.Oh yes,don't ever think of comitting suicide,coz it still won't solve the problem and anyway,if you don't know,it's a HUGE sin if you ever do that.You'll go to hell and all that.I think I do not need to explain further coz you probably already know.AAAAND,cutting your hand/wrist is also a sin.Yes,I do admit that I DID cut my hand before,but I realised it wasn't the thing to do and also because it's a sin.So,stop it. Get over it. Reflect.I've been hurt worse,if you don't realise it.

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All the misconceptions of LIFE.Lol.Anyway,Chinese New Year celebrations this year was a bore.Really.I had to sit on a chair all alone near the 2 principals.Heh.My seat was near the 3N class.It was really boring except for the "Cross talking" section and also the C.O playing.Then,at the end of it,principals and teachers had to sing songs.So,there was this 3N guy who brought some karang guni horn.Then when teacher singing,at all the pauses,he go horn the thing.Damn funny la.Hahha.It was like,

" GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI YA" [beep,beep]

Lol.Beep is the just represents the sound of the karung guni horn.Lol.DAMMN funny.I was like laughing.And then,there's teacher,Mr Indra,who kinda resemble Khairul Anuar, can really sing well.Lol.Serious.His voice nice.

Speaking of singing,Malay class today had presentation.And Hakim from 2N2 had to present first.Lol.Then he sing,quite nice.He sing the song he wrote.DARING sehh. Lol.But the funny thing is that,he got his own band and then they call it, " Fried Bananas" ?? WHAT.THE.HECK. Whatever it is,it was funny.ROFL.

Hmm.Went back to QPS after school.It was rather empty.Saw Mr.Seah. Haha.So long never tease him.AND HE REMEMBERS ME! Like,whoa! Lol.Couldn't find any of my friends.Bleh.Only could find my cute-cute juniors. Like?? Ali,Othman and some other kids.Heh.ALI SO CUTE!! haha.Since he's short,I didn't see him,but he saw me.So,he like pull my shirt,lol.Then I looked down,Ali was there.Damn cute la.Then he salam me.Heh.You see,he's only Primary 1 or 2 like that and recognise his senior.Hahaha.So,didn't see any of my friends,went home,feeling sad coz didn't see my friends.GEEZ.Where were they?Reminds me that I didn't eat Nasi Lemak in QPS.My gosh,how could I forget? Miss the Nasi Lemak man.SO freaking nice!! Haiz.Nevermind,Teacher's Day I go again.But that's like another 7 more months? Sheesh.

ok.nothing to say already.Byes.

2007-02-10T18:20:00.000+08:00

Fuck that motherfucking bitch la.What made me say that?lATER.Stupid sial.I know this is like my 2nd post of the day within 3-4 hours.But seriously,I have to post this.

Ok,anyway,this is the story.You see,my bros and I like went down.My bros went to play the playground while I went to the market and bought stuff that my mum needed.So,when I came back,there was this bitch who came up to me, "Is this your brother?" And then,duh,I nodded.

And she started complaining this, "You know,your brother here threw a bottle of glass and it shattered on the ground.Although he cleaned up already,there are still pieces there.And while he was picking up,his fingers got cut,you see.You know,its very dangerous because kids are playing here you know.What if they step on it and then bleed? I think you better go tell your parents or whoever to come down and clean,and then call the Bangla also.Make sure there's no more glass or whatsoever.Because I don't want my children to get hurt by the pieces of glass.And by the way,when the glass broke,my baby woke up you know.So,you better tell your mum about this." Then I was actually,looking at her then looked down.

I was like, " Okok.Sorry."

Being rude,that bitch said, "Nono.This is not a matter of sorry.No sorry.I want the place to be cleaned up ASAP."

And I was like calling my bastard brothers to come up and get the broom.Tell me,wasn't she being rude? I ALREADY FUCKING SAID SORRY,MOTHERFUCKER!

Then,cleaned up the place,with her SUPERVISING.WHAT THE FUCK??! And most of you already know how bad my leg hurts already right,but that bitch like didnt fucking see my wounded leg la.So,my maid,bros and I cleaned up the whole place,first using our hands.So after the place,was quite okay,and that motherfucking bitch was still supervising,my maid went up.But me and my bros still cleaned up the place.So,then after,her fucking asshole daughter who CAN SEE that we were cleaning up that bitchy place,go and like walk over to where we were cleaning up the glass.And I remembered that we DID warned that asshole kid not to go to the place we were cleaning up.So,in the end,being the stupid brat she was,she walked over and stepped onto the glass.DAMN FUCKING PAMPERED!! It only cut her a bit compared to my leg!! And you know like how painful is it already to walk with my leg and plus a day walking around.

Then the motherfucking bitch came up to me, "YOU SEE LA! NOW MY DAUGHTER'S LEG IS CUT!TOLD YOU TO CLEAN/SWEEP PROPERLY,DIDNT DO! GIVE ME THE BROOM!"

And my bro gave it to her.It's like wth?I sweep eevn cleaner la.Then when she saw me sweeping,she said not clean.She herself sweep,like only sweeping the dust.Then I pick up with my hands,she said "Don't pick up with your hand,later you cut your finger.". Then how to clean la fucking asshole?Use your mouth to vacuum it up??!! GRR.Everything cannot sia.Then the daughter was like, "PAPA! OUCH!! I CANNOT WALK PAPA!" And I tell you,there was actually no bleeding.Probably the fucking kid didnt know whats the difference between bleeding and not bleeding. LIKE HELLO FUCKERS! OPEN YOUR EYES! THE WOUND ON MY LEG IS SO MUCH MORE BIGGER LA!! COMPARED TO YOURS!! FUCKER! GO TO HELL LA FUCKERS!!

Damn embarrassing la.People walk past and all.Stupid bitchy people who always complain.Then she say,if still got glass then she call police.Like what the hell la.At least we cleaned the whole area while,YOU,BITCH cleaned only 1/1000000000000th of that fucking place.Such a motherfucking asshole man.

Next time,I think I want to bloody bring my gang and like beat up the whole fucking family until they're dead or something.SO WHAT THE FUCK!! BITCHES,BASTARDS,FUCKERS AND EVERYTHING!! GAHHHHHH!!! FUCKING ASSHOLES!

2007-02-10T14:25:00.000+08:00

Lol.My leg damn aching.Stand for like 4 hours straight.Well,not really.But still,got only half tin full,I think.Stupid la.Hhaha.Its like my class is allocated to Clementi.And Clementi is kinda dead you know.Not only that.Its not only SCSS 2e1 kids there.But there's like 4 other schools la. HongKah LITE,Hillgrove,Clementi Town and Unity.Damn la.How to ask for donation like that?WHatever lah.Dont wanna talk about it already.

Sheesh.Rongy and me like angry with each other for no reason.Just because I said I dont friend him right,then he was like, "FINE! SEPARATE TABLES! YOU ARE INDONESIA AND I'M MALAYSIA." Then everytime I want to join back the tables,then he will be like, "STRAITS OF MELAKA! WHERE CAN BE CONNECTED!! DONT TOUCH!" What the hell??!! Walao.Rongy,dont like that lehhhz. Later I got no friend to talk to lehh. What the heck? Ok,I give you 50 cents everytime I angry at you kaes? Deal? Please,liao.I dont want to be like an idiot freak who keeps listening to teacher.Later I boh liao man. Waaah,shit man. Then according to Vals,she said Rongy IS cute!! Haha! My teddy bear where I can punch and pinch and beat up and cut his hair when I'm angry.Hahah.Actually,I made him really pissed.heh.But won't mind,right,bro? Friends again la ah..? Okies,deal!!

Now,I realised that I don't really like someone by the name of.....Shall not name him/her.Made most of us pissed off la.Everytime must listen to him/her sial.Like ordering people.And Im getting bored of his/her face.Damn suckish la.Act like ______. If want to act,act tough ahh..Don't act so _______. How the heck is he/her gonna be not called _____,if he/she dont mix around with the others,instead of me & some other people.I'm really getting pissed off by his/her actions.I feel like telling straight to the face that I really hate the person.Make people piss off only.Grr.Then hang out with one gender only,i mean the opposite gender of the person la.Seriously,something like a K-PO person.So hate it man.Then copy people actions some more.He/she thinks that only he/she got big problems zit? Wanna fight,zit??!! So damn pissed la.GEEZ.Find some one of your own la.WTF MAN.And Im telling you man.This is almost straight to the face.I and some other people already give you a hell lot of clues that we hate your character,but its not working ain't it,friend?And probably I know why,no actually,its obvious that that guy/girl didnt accept you it's because,duh,you act _______.And look friend,I didn't put your name,because I dont want to embarrass you,ok.Im damn nice already here.It's either you change your bloody character and stop acting _____, or we'll leave you.You know what i mean,and you know who you are.And one more thing,I do appreciate your help,but it doesn't mean that I'll take pity of you ALL the time.I didnt change in a snap,okay.Its over a long period of time.And only God knows how long it has been trapped inside.I only reveal all this because i thought THEY were still on your side.But after I found out they weren't,I feel like Im not the only one.Geez.Be somebody else man.

Couldn't be more pissed than that person.grr.Its always that person.bleh.Whatever.Hope that person change very the much by the end of the year.If not,I really dont know what to say.Grrrr.

Hmm.What else?Nothing else.Oh yeah,next week,freaking long weekend!! Woots!! Saturday,Sunday,Monday and Tuesday!!! Wooohooo!! CAN SLEEP MORREEEE!! hAHA.No lah.I better start running.OH yeah! My leg is getting better already.So not much to worry.Its drying up and I can actually jog a beet.Yay!! I missed running.Its like after 1 week of not running,then adding to another 2 weeks sia.Nevermind.I MUST BE STRONG! lols.Thats stupid.Haha.But at least it'll encourage meh.Wooohoo!! Must wish me luck that I get well fast,kay?Then I can run again.I feel so FAT after not running almost for 2 weeks already.I mean going to be 2 weeks.Blehhhhh..Hope no infection,if not ah,doctor give another 1 week MC.eeee.Soo the boring!You know something,I find the wound fascinating.Weird,i know,but Im serious.Plus,I hope in April that the doctor tell me that my backbone is okay and I no need go for operation.If not ah,i keep having MC's and Im getting bored of having MC's you know.EEE.Lol.

Ok la.Got nothing more to say.heh.No more words to say,and Im off now.Wootsy <=== DONT ASK ME WHAT IS IT,I ALSO DONT KNOW.

tata for now!! Love ya! <== IGNORE THAT IF YOU FIND IT DISTURBING.LOL.

2007-02-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

Like omg! Damn tired today,but at the same time had fun.LOL.Today,FINALLY got a praise from Miss Tay.Like what the hell.She was telling us on how good we were last year,and that we really changed this year.Heh.People change,Miss Tay,people do change.Lol.

So anyway,CCA,damn fun.Slacked,mostly.But did the sec 1's hair.Damn cool.Aida,nazz,Visha and me like sprayed their hair with different colours.Rainbow baybeh! Before that,performed a short skit.Lol.Hui Jing and I were acting as nerds.I swear I look weird with my shorts like raised until the waist.Wtf.But its okay.Then Aida,was a teacher.Visha,Nazz and Rif were the so called gangsters.Hehh.Overall,the skit was damn funny.On one part I have to act that I fell,when I already did.Pretending that Nazz tripped me.Damn funny la.The argument between teachers and students.Visha on one scene was like, " Only demerit points what.Not detention.Some more only one.Lame." Then Aida and Visha kept arguing while I was pretending to cry,when all I wanted to do was burst out laughing.But,I kept cool though.Lol.Damn funny la.

Then,got my hair sprayed,gold in colour.Looks like blonde.DAMN,I LOOK LIKE A DUMB BLONDE.No,actually it was only streaks.Quite nice.I love Nazz's one!! So after CCA,took neoprints with Aida,Nazz and Rif.Most of them were cute,cute.Hehehe.Hahha.Took like dunno how many minutes la.Grr.Probably 15 minutes.Hheh.

Tomorrow got Flag Day.Have to fill have the tin.But,it's okay.I CAN DO IT,THOUGH MY LEG HURTS SO MUCH!! But with the company of my friend,woo,it wont hurt,I guess.Ok.Gtg.Muaks.I mean gotta go eat.Buais!!

2007-02-07T13:03:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!! My leg damn painful..Gahh.And didnt go school because yesterday,on the way to the bus interchange to catch my bus,I fell and then my leg was kinda bleeding.Didn't go home,still went to school and also for CCA.Pro,ain't I?Ok,the story's like this

I was kinda late for my TAF club.SO,went out at 6am,when the TAF club starts at 6.30am.Went out and like ran all the way to the interchange.So,when I was running,then I tripped over the metal plate thing that is on the ground.That thing was actually,popping out,so I didnt see,coz it was dark.And so I tripped and fell.Walked to the shop near the MRT station,and bought tissue and plaster.Then after,I ran down to the bus station.Lol.Scared I miss my bus.But,i didnt miss it.I caught the bus.Hheh.But by the time I in the bus,the blood was actually kind of dripping.Gross.I reached school,clean it some more.And Gah Wai was like, "Is that fake?" Lol.It really looks fake from far.Hahah.Many people thought it was fake.Seriously.So,can't go TAF,told Mr Gan and he asked me to dress it up? And I was like "?????" in my mind,but walked away from there.Then,when Nazz came,she helped me clean it up also.lol.And half the time I was like screaming,coz she go and like squeeze the water out from the tissue and it was really painful.And she asked to keep quiet.Lol,but I cant.Sorry Nazz.So,washed the wound until my socks was wet. -.-

Went for assembly,and they told Ms Tay about it.Haiz.Ms Tay said,go to P.E staff room and dress it up.Couldnt stand straight.Was called out coz didnt go TAF.And then,again,Mr Gan said,I have to go dress it up.So went down with Jessica and Chloe.Before that,the sec 4 prefects who were standing there,were like staring at my leg sia.Then Serene said,"you okay or not?" like 3 times.Lol.Mr Micheal helped me put some ointment on the wound.Damn painful.Lol.In the end couldn't play P.E. I see them play Long Jump damn fun.Haiz.

Then,LDDS,before it started,Nazz,Michelle and me went to toilet.Bumped into Ms Rina.And they were all helping me to cover up the wound from Ms Rina.So that Miss Rina wont see.Haha.Damn funny la.Nazz stood in front of me,and like moved where ever I went.Damn nice.Lol.But,we can't really keep the secret for long.Miss Rina asked to sit on the floor and I like can't.So,told ms Rina and i couldnt play.Bah.Bored.Nazz and me were like in charge of the make up after Visha went off.I mean planning the make up for the cast people.Haiz.Kinda difficult.Coz it was like only 4 of us and the other 3 went off to dunno where and not helping.Like wtf?So,anyway,went off at 5.30pm.And still I caught people staring at my leg.Kinda scary.Some of them kinda like freak out when they saw my leg.Haha.Kinda scary,kinda fake, but a LOT of pain.lol.

Went home,took bus and then being the stubborn person that I am,I still walked home like a normal person like that.But,seriously,it was damn,damn painful to walk like nothing happened like that.And the wound its like "perfect circle"(quoted by MinLi). Haha.Got home,dad asked what happened to my leg.And I was actually hiding it form him.But he saw,then he was like, "Do you really think that you can hide that thing on your leg from me?" And I just smiled.Then he said go doctor to see if got infections.Then I like turned my head and looked at him.then I said, "I just got an MC last week.Exactly 1 week ago,kay." Then he was,"Oh yeah ah." Lol.Then,when my mum came back,my dad go tell everything to my mum,and she said go doctor check if got infections.WHatever.So did so.Walked like damn slowly la.Its like I can feel the blood dripping,but it just didnt.Gross.Doctor said,all of my skin was peeled off when I fell.Thats why can see a bit of the muscle.Eurgh....GROSSSS!!!WHat the heck? And since I HATE antibiotics,doctor didnt give it to me and instead she gave me pain killer and medicine to stop the swelling.In the end,I got 1 day MC and also 2 weeks excused from P.E...wtf? No running? No P.E? WHen the doctor said that I couldn't play P.E fro 2 weeks,I realy looked at her and like stare at her for a moment.That means its like,I won't be playing P.E and running for 2 weeks.Its patheticly boring.GAHHH!! nvm,shhhhh,if I can walk back,then I run again!! Okay!! Yay!! Orang giler.

Hmm.Now,want to eat and then take medicine.and go sleep?NAH..do homework first.ok.byes!

2007-02-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

Oh my god.So freaking tired yesterday.Yesterday had to go Plaza Singapura to go shopping with Miss Rina,Aida,Nadz,Hui Jing,Catherine and Zheng Gan.Like damn tired la.

We met at Plaza Singapura (PS) at around 11am.Then went to Spotlight buy stuff.After buying we walked around see if there's stuff to be bought.Nothing to be bought after that,then we went to MacDonalds.Miss Rina called Ms Kaur if she wants to buy the rest of the stuff with us.So she said she wants.And its like,we met Ms Kaur in front of Cathay and then we walked to dunno what road.Its like a long walking distance.We went to buy make up at Cosmoprof? Or something like that.After that went to Watson,buy SOME MORE make up.After that from like Princep St,we walked all the way to North Bridge Road! CAUTION : IT'S WALKING NOT TAKING ANY TRANSPORT. Duh its like a sooo very the long distance.And Nadz and me wore skirts.Slightly above knee skirt,or is it?Something like mini pleated skirts,but not THAT short.So then,we wore sandals instead of shoes.By the time we reached North Bridge Road,it' already 2.30pm. Haiz.. Bought hair spray and stuff for props.We even bought a toolbox for the make up.Heh.After that,bought paint for the backdrop.Nice.Ended shopping for stuff at around 3.30pm.

But after that we didnt go home,we went to find place to eat.Wanted to go towards City Hall,I mean walk.But instead,we walked towards the wrong direction and ended up somewhere in Bugis.So,then we continued to walk until our legs were really,really aching.In the end we walked until near Esplanade there.The Singapore River,if Im not wrong.Damn,it's like very far la!From PS you know!! Giler.And we took hours just to walk ONLY.Ended up eating in KFC.Bleh.By then its almost 4.30pm. SO then,my parents kept calling me.WHatever.Looked for Neoprints in Windows Vista,or is it?Cant remember.Heh.Dont have,so we went home la! Waited at the bus stop and my mum was already calling again,asking what time Im coming home.She scolded me.SInce they're like going out.WHat the heck? To a BABY'S PARTY.Which means,if I went,I'm the only one above 10. Took 190,dropped at Bukit Panjang,and then took 966.Dropped off at Marsiling MRT station and took cab home.Bleh.Wasted my $5.80 on a so near trip home.Im nuts.By that time,I was already freaking tired.Sheesh.

When i got home,I found out that they all went out already.Giler man.Ask me to come home fast,but they already go.SHould have took my own sweet time.And not waste my money on the taxi fare.grrr.then played comp until 8++.Didnt eat dinner,and watched tv. My maid slept with me and then suddenly she opened her eyes.Somemore her eyes damn scary and I was like shouting in the middle of the night man.REALLY SCARY.She scared me off man.She did that a few times.I must be crazy,but really its scary.

Ok lah.Gotta help my mum.Byes!

2007-02-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 140

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

wooohooo!!140. And,really,I didnt lie.

2007-02-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

Today is like damn funny man.Let's start with MT.

Cikgu Zelda ask us to do some bina ayat worksheet.Then all of a sudden,we came upon this word "nafsu" and then,she like explained when this word can be used.So,she explain and explain and we were like staring at her like that.She was talking about what? "Nafsu seksual" ?? What the heck?Lol. Dunno how she came up with that,and she was telling all of us about the hormones and whatever shit la.I didnt bother to listen coz its seriously not related to the syllabus.WHatever.Oh plus,before lesson started,Cikgu Zelda gave out prizes.And I was like kind of dreaming la.She was giving prizes for "Essay Writing COntest".Surprisingly,I was among one of the winners.I can't even remember what essay I wrote la.Seriously,I can't remember.But anyway,the prize cheapskate la.Its $15 Swiss Cottage Secondary School bookshop voucher.That means only can use in the school bookshop.Pathetic.

Then for English,Miss Rina challenged 2e1 not to speak a word for 5 minutes.Instead of ONLY 5 minutes,we managed NOT to talk for the whole ONE HOUR.When Ms Rina asked questions,nobody wanted to respond as we wanted to prove that we can keep our mouth shut until the period ends.So,in the end,its as if,Miss Rina was talking to the wall.We just used sign language and flash papers to Ms Rina to answer the questions.And Ms Rina was like saying that, "Im so impressed by 2e1 today.They really can keep quiet for quite long.And thats a miracle." Then Chris Ng wrote on paper with the words, "MIRACLE DO HAPPEN" and put it up.Damn funny la.Its like we kept using sign language to talk to teacher.Lol.And now,FOO ZHI CHUEN is like sitting in front of me.As always,he's been pervertic.grrr.Make us laugh only during lessons.Haiz.

Tomorrow going to Plaza Singapura to buy stuff to make the props and costumes for SYF.whee.So fun.Then after,going to take Neoprints with Aida,Nadz and Rif.Wooohoo!! Gonna ask dad for at least 30 bucks.I need monaaayyy...Pocket empty,its never going to bring anywhere.Lol.Cant buy stuff.Woots.

Oh,and by the way,if you're like wondering why I don't reply your smses sent to 91723125,erm,Im not using that number anymore.heh.I've yet to tell all of you.So my new number is 81699629.Sorry for the like inconvenience.Heh.

Hmm.Feel like wanting to sleep again now,freaking tired.Actually waiting for Nadz to go online,but she's not.So,Im going off la.Tata!!

2007-02-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

Damn,I've never felt this angry before,but really, someone really pissed me off today.AND I still don't think its enough.I still WANT to punch that person on the face and send him to jail for god's sake!!argh!! Oh yeah,its not any of you who're related to me.Its someone who's fucking old enough to be my FUCKING grandfather.Here's the thing.

There was once/IS this OLD man,who's OLD enough to BE my grandfather,whom I INDIRECTLY know of,ok. This old man,LOOOOVVESS to flirt with Indonesian maids.As you might've guessed,he's married and has children who are in their 20's.And btw,this person is 40 ++ years old.So,one of the person whom he flirted with and had relationship with her is one of my kinda friend.Ok?So,now,that we know his bloody character,like duh,we found out that his wife isn't aware of this.So,somehow,my maid and I were really getting furious about what he did to my friend.We decided to talk to him.And oh yeah,not only he did that[flirting], he also sms-ed my maid crap things and also her personal background.Now,the question is,how would a stranger know of my maid's PERSONAL background when ONLY 2 people know of it??Ok,let me tell what happened during the call.

Let's name the person A? And me,B?And my maid C,plus another person who I will introduce later,and going to name him D.So let's move on.

A,B & C got on the line to talk about the problem.And since A was the one who sms-ed my maid crap,but saying that he was someone else,A found and paid the person to do as told.When C asked D to speak in Malay [because all the sms sent was in Malay], D couldn't a say a word in Malay.So,A trying to cover up his mistakes and putting the blame on others,he kept talking and talking about what happened.When B & C flared up and asked him to shut the fuck up,he did and we continued with the "interrogation" with D.Then,D gave lame excuses like he was busy and so forth so that he will get out of the trouble.And slowly when A was too scared or probably he couldn't think of any way out of his problem,he too hung up.What does that show?It shows that they're cowards. Now,Im moving on to the main points.And before that,he also tried to blame all of us and threaten us,but what evidence does he have that he could threaten us?And what's more ridiculous is that,he said that he would report my maid to Ministry of Manpower.Tell me,what can he tell the people in Manpower,even though his friend is one the people in the department.Isn't that called,stupidity?

Ok.Now to the main points.He feels as if he's the only guy left in this world,and could grab each and every girl/women into his hands and then let them go as if they were dummies.Don't we,as women,have feelings and self-respect just like men? We do.BUT this fucking old man,doesn't feel that way.He thinks all Indonesian maids can be fooled by his oh-so-sweet-words?I dont think so.Please la.He probably has the highest record of fooling other maids,but if I were them,I won't even give him a chance to even talk man.Damn it.

My second point here is that he never think with his fucking old brain.He knows that now in this modern era,in this day,intelligence/thinking skills and etiquette are the main things that we need today in the society.But with either none or without either one of the above,you still wouldn't be able to adapt to the modern society.We already know the number that D holds is A's,but A still insist that it isn't his number.Because it's all in the mind and the evidence that we have.Seriously,his brain is too faulty to work.But what I think is that,he's too fucking stupid to even tackle back our threaten to him,which was to report to the police.But what prove does he have to do so?What prove?

My third point.In Singapore,polygamy marriages are DEFINITELY banned by the Law.He said,he wanted to marry the maids.But,what did he do?He ended up cheating on them and have other relationships,and said the same old thing to his other "fooled girlfriends" too.So,actually,in this context,the maids who were once or still trapped within his reach, should ask themselves this question ,"Doesn't Singapore discourage to have polygamy marriages?" and even though they were to get married in other countries,wouldn't that person have to be a PR of that country first in order to get married to that person?

My fourth and final point.When somebody is in the wrong,shouldn't that person just own up? In A's case,he doesn't want to own up even though they are witnessess all around him,which, in this case,is ME and some others.Isn't that being a hypocrite?Blaming others for his own bloody mistakes?There is where the biggest mistake he had made.Upon knowing that he's the main person who caused fault with others,yet,he still is clueless about the attacks that are going to hit him which are going to hit him really hard.Look,if you want to put someone into this case,let him/her be someone who knows about all this,not someone who is fucking clueless about the situation.From there,we already know that the suspect is him,right? This shows that this person,WHO CAN BE MY GRANDFATHER,is really as dumb as the maids that he had fooled.I'm not saying that my maid and I are more intelligent in this matter.It's just that he made a really stupid move.The stupidest and the MOST ridiculous move that I've ever set my eyes on.Seriously.

So,with all that.My maid and I have decided to report to the police as soon as possible as this might be a seious case you know.We really want to teach him a lesson to not flirt around too much.With the evidence we have,we are quite confident that we can get through this problem with the help of the police officers.All we want is to have peace with the maids,and making the maids feel comfortable in SIngapore while working.And bear in mind that he started it first,and we'll end it with him as the suspect too.That will be fair.

My "debate" ends there.I sound as if I were a debator debating about some FUCKING OLD MAN WHO CAN BE MY GRANDFATHER.grr.I feel that these kind of people should be given a death penalty.And let their family know what they did behind their backs.Its really very like rude to be having relationships with other people when you already have your own family.My maid and I really have decided to report to the police.And we're not kidding.We've kind of told a few people to be our witness.Actually quite a lot.I mean probably we're gonna include the maids that he once fooled.

Ok,the end of today's post.Damn pissed off.Before that,I have this just one sentence to those fucking old man : -

NEVER FLIRT TOO MUCH,BECAUSE YOU MAY NOT KNOW THAT YOUR FLIRTATIOUS ATTITUDE MIGHT JUST SEND YOU TO JAIL!!

Done.Byes!!

2007-01-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

OK.Didnt go school today.Duh, on MC.Plus 1 week of no no P.E. ok THAT'll be BORING.Bleh.Like what the heck la.Im really bored.Now.No one online.So damn bored.

SO anyway,today,finally I told someone who I REALLY love.I got that off my chest,like finally.And Im still not telling who that person is.Its not who you guys think it is.DEFINITELY NOT PAUL.Yes,I DID admit I KIND of like him.But like as in friend like AND THATS IT,no more than that,I SWEAR.Yeah,so,Im really not telling anyone.Its someone,whom none of you know or maybe.Whatever.And I told my maid,lol.She understands me lahhh.Im not planning to tell anyone else.NEVER telling anyone else.Coz probably,I realised that I really love that person.OK.Too much information,SOO.....

LET'S MOVE ON!!!!!

HMMM..I just realised another thing today.Ok,there's this saying "What goes around,comes around",right? I realised that,you may not realise it,whatever we do now,no matter whether its good or bad, it will actually come back to start again.
Ok.You dont understand that,dont you?Let me make it into a short story.Its real,btw.
Its actually between a boy and a girl.The boy is called Alan.And the girl is,erm..Sera.
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Alan and Sera are actually close friends when they were really young.And both of them are somehow related.This Alan,he's handsome,rich and matches everything on the Prince Charming list,adding to that,he's not a playboy. Sera is actually a normal girl,who is somewhat a tomboy.Alan is actually a year older than Sera.And let me add one more thing.Sera does not know how to have feelings for boys.ok?Here goes.

Alan and Sera will always play together when they were young.Since young,Alan had feelings for Sera despite her tomboyish looks and also tomboyish attitude.Though they are millions of girls after Alan,he still LOVES Sera no matter what.One day,when Alan really couldn't hold back his feelings any longer,he told Sera.And Sera just bought 2 ice cream for herself.

"Sera,I want to talk to you."

"Talk lah! What you want to talk about?Just now,I ask you if you want ice cream,you dont want."

"Erm..But I..Dont know how to say."

If you dont know what to say,then dont say!"

"Ok lah.I want to be honest with you.I like you.I mean,not as in just like,but actually I LOVE you."

Sera just kept quiet and continued eating her ice cream,as if nothing had happened.When they stopped for a while,Alan asked again.

"Sera,did you hear what I said just now?"

"Yeah..If you love me,then love me lah!What you me to do??!!"

Those words that had just came out from her mouth,shocked him to death.So,he decided not to say a thing.

The next day,they still acted like normal,as if nothing happened.As time goes by,Sera started to learn how to like boys.And from there she started liking him too,but dare not say it out.Alan kept writing her letters to tell her that she's the only one in his heart.

After graduating from secondary school,Sera decided to work in Malaysia to help put her aunt there.With the strong feelings that she had for Alan,she still left for Malaysia.After 2 years of working in Malaysia,she asked for permission to return back to her hometown,to visit her parents.

Days after she returned home,her cousin told her that Alan wanted to see her.

"For what?Ask him to go back lah!! I dont want to see him also!!" Sera said,as if she was being possessed by some kind of Setan.

"You sure you dont want to see him?He's waiting for you at the normal place..", Randy,Sera's cousin said.

"Duh!! If I said,I dont want to see him,then I dont want lah!!"

So Randy left her alone.Though she really missed him really badly,she,being stubborn didn't want to see him.Want to know the reason why?

There was someone who framed Alan of being a playboy.And stupidly,she believed.So,she had this mixed feeling of hating and loving him at the same time.

So,when she had to return to Malaysia o earn more money,she left without saying a thing to Alan.Of course,Alan felt terribly sad.

One day,Sera opened her mailbox,and she read a letter.A letter from Alan.

Dear Sera,

You now know that I really love you with all my heart.But how come,you won't return my love?Probably,you already know that Im getting married.Im getting married because its arranged by my parents.Although Im going to marry her,but,really,I never loved her even one bit.Even though Im getting married,I will still love you forever.And I dont know if this marriage will even last long.Please,if you really love me,just please this once,tell me that you love me too.

Love you always,
Alan

After reading it,her tears fell.The mixed emotions that she had ran through her as if she really was going to black out.When her parents called her that Alan,was really getting married and the process of the exchange of rings was going on,she cried and in her,her heart was screaming out loud, "ALAN!! DONT GET MARRIED!! I LOVE YOU TOO!! PLEASE,CALL OFF THE MARRIAGE!!"

Because of her ego,she couldn't stop everything that had/was going to happen.Even if she does,it would be too late.She cried her whole heart out,and until now,it really hurts.

Years had passed.And Sera found herself of what she thought was Mr. Right.They went on the relationship for 2 years and even got engaged.Weeks before her wedding,she found out something...

The person,who she thought was Mr. Right,is actually a married man with children.

But,with a strong heart and strong self discipline,she didnt really cry.That was because she knew,thats her "blessing" of not returning Alan's love,though,she did have feelings for him too.But what she did that was wrong was, hating him for no particular reason and always avoiding him and always hurt his feelings.

She now learned her lesson that she should accept someone who really love her.

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Moral of the story : When you hurt someone who loves you so much,and hurt him/her,it will come back to square one,if you love someone and then the person will hurt you back,maybe as much as what the other person felt when he was hurt by you.

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Ok,yeah.If you still dont understand,then I also dont know.Lol.Really,the saying really will have,at least once,made you realise your mistakes and made you regret on what you have done in the past,right?

Ok.So enough of that.Byes!! Im going off!

2007-01-29T13:59:00.000+08:00

Having a fever.Bleh.Still havent go doctor.Checked my temperature,its like 38.2. So its only a SLIGHT fever.Also having flu.And I've come to a conclusion.

----> Do not play in the rain,if you know you're gonna get sick.

Haiz... I played in the rain thrice last week.Oh well.Its fuunnn.But,the disadvantage is that you'll get sick.Whatever.I just found out that I also have migraine.Like what the heck?I was watching tv then got this sharp pain on my left side of my head.Like damn painful.Until I walk here and walk there,and made my mum like follow my moves.Lol.

Then when I woke up this morning,I could barely feel my hands and legs.But then,still took shower,thinking that I could go school.But then,I really felt weak.So,told my dad that I wasn't feeling well.The weird thing is,when I woke up at 9 am,then I go check my temperature,it was like 35.3? Thats the lowest my body temperature has gone.Lol.Must be something wrong with me.I wore like 2 jackets? Crazy,I know.But really,damn cold.Haiz.

Anyway,received sms by some,probably,crazy person from IMH who send pantun like what the heck.And its all nonsense.Ish,ish,ish.Whatever la.I cant reply also.Hhaha.Bodoh person.

Ok.I have the bloody headache on my left side of my head already.Cant look at the comp for so long.Later I make poeple crazy,by watching me walking everywhere.Lol.Byes!

2007-01-28T10:16:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!! I can't stop laughing man.Like shit.Hahahahahahahahhahahah!!!!! But I can't tell why I can't stop laughing,it's a secret.Lol.

Ahhhh.Gwen Stefani's voice damn cute.Hhaha.Its in my blog.LOL.Cute la!!

Hmmm. Ok.Mum making cornflakes,pineapple tart and cookies.So,gtg and help.Today's post is just nothing.Im writing coz Im bored.Lol.K,bye!!

2007-01-27T12:36:00.000+08:00

Yo!!! This week,kinda fun actually.But,heh,whatever.Lol.So anyway,due to my oh-short-term-memory,I forgot what happened during the first few days of the week and what's my aim on writing this post today.Bleh.

So,anyway,yesterday,LDDS,was okay as usual.Haha.and the vocal warm ups,there was a game on "Bang!" ? Riight.Then did costuming and stuff.Did some some stupid stuff alright.Saiful aka Shorty was in our LDDS classroom after he finished his.Haha.He sucks.He ate with me,Aida,Nadz and Rif.Hahah.Shorty! I love making fun of him sia.Damn nice.And he's freaking Sec4 who's only 153cm.That sucks.He's like my big brother lah..Except that he's damn rich,and dammit,he's a playboy.Ishhh. Hmmm.

Got a lot of homework lately.And,tell you the truth,I dont really like Cikgu Zelda.I mean really,she gives us homework,but she said no need pass up.Gahh.Waste my time doing sia.Gah....Lets not talk about it lah kay..

Dad bought a new phone yesterday.I thought he wanted to buy Sony Ericson 850i,instead he bought like Nokia 6288.haha.what the hell.Anyway,this year,will be getting a new phone again.erm,end of year,i think.Thats what my dad said.I never open my mouth about wanting to have a new phone.Oh yeah!! Mum also getting new phone soon.Whee!!Seems like everyone's getting a new phone!! Like what the heck!!My maid also getting new phone,like wheeee!!Haha.Want to ask my mum to buy LG K800.The LG Chocolate series!! That phone is like bloody nice!Hmm.The season/year of economy booming.Heh.

Now,I love the song Tell Me by P.Diddy feat.Christina Aguilera.Damn nice.Haha.You should listen to it man.Plus I also like the song The Sweet Escape by Gwen Stefani.Really nice.Besides,Gwen Stefani sounds cute in the song "the Sweet Escape".

TELL ME

Tell me
Whatcha thinking about when you got me waiting patiently
And usually I don't have to wait for nobody.
But there's something about you that really got me feelin weak,
And I'm trying to find the words to speak.

[Bridge]
Boy I got my eyes on you
So tell me what you want to do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning.
I don't even know your name
Boy I need to know your name
I'm hopin that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it.

[Chorus]
I know your gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You know)
Cuz baby your invited. (Baby)

I know your gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You know)
Cuz baby your invited. (Baby)

Thats the chorus.Damn nice!!Haha.Ok.Now,I got nothing to say.So,byes!!

2007-01-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Lol.Today,school kinda bad and kinda good.Let me start with the bad things first la.

#1 : Had to stand on the table for Literature.And hell yeah,my head almost hit the spinning fan.Wtf.Had to stand on the table coz answered wrongly for 2 questions.Bleh.First girl/person to ever stand on the table for Lit.That just sucks.

#2 : Miss N**a made me look like a fucking idiot okay.She made me bring up the whole stack of A4 visual diary,39 of them,plus files.When I wanted to give it to her,she was, GONE. So fucking irratating.HATE HER MAN.

#3 : My bro go and tell his friend,whom my maid had taken care of before,that my maid is working with me.And that be hell shit man.Coz,I told the sister,who I coincidentally met on the bus,that my maid was in Indonesia. =X What the eff.Grr.

Ok.Now for the good things.

#1 : Finally today,I decided to be good to do my MATHS homework at home,even though I don't know how to do some questions.Ok,that was actually yesterday.Whatever.But still,yay!!

#2 : I FINALLY got to see, ________ on the bus today.He was freaking hot!! Wiipppee! Hhaah.But couldn't have the chance to get his number coz Ain was talking to me in the bus.So,bleh.Next time.Luckily I ran from one end of the bus interchange to the other.Hhaha.That you'll rarely see me do.I ran damn fast just now kay.So wtf-ing.

Actually,usually in the morning also,sometimes,if bus come already,I ran for the bus,if I still walking down from the stairs.Hehhe.

#3 : Today had class debate,and I'm in the Proposition side.Fun.Though Im not under Debate for LDDS,but Nazz got the notes.And did quite well.But tomorrow will be the real debate.Today was only trial.Hhee.

What other things I want to write?Oh yeah,later Aida,Nazz and me going to Woodlands New Town to see the cloth that we're intending to buy.It's for LDDS,coz for SYF we need to sew our own clothes for the play.Im not in the casting,but Aida,Nazz and me under costuming.So thats why.Cannot buy one.Haiz.Will probably have basic sewing lessons,according to Ms Kaur.Hmm.Dunno la.But I just simply love Aida's designs that Aida drew for the casting people.So niice!! So jealous of her man.Got talent to draw clothes.Just kidding.

Anyway,Im so freaking broke these days,no idea why.First 2 days,my money finish already.Wtf.But I NEVER ask for more money.If Im broke,then Im broke la.I dont care if have money or not actually.I dont really eat in school,except for sometimes.

Oh sheet!! I just remembered that next week got Lit presentation.Oh sheetz.Havent do script yet.Music,I kinda cant change to WMP format.Dont know how.Whatever.And Im supposed to be Napoleon,the pig in Animal Farm.That just sucks.

And also.Next week got THREE tests.Maths,Science and Malay.Sucks la.Ishhhhh!!! That just sucks.

K lah,I end this post with a song?For someone.Eheh.But the person doesnt read my blog.Whatever.

Cinta ini
Kadang-kadang tak ada logika
Persis semua hasrat dalam hati
Karna ingin dapat memiliki
Dirimu hanya untuk sesaat

2007-01-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hey people!!School,well,still boring,like duh.Oh wait,did I mention that I was appointed to be the art rep just because I laughed too much.Ok,that just sucks la.Just because I laughed too much then the teacher appointed me as the art rep.Stupid shit.

Anyway,bought a gown on Sunday.Lol.YAYS!! hahaha.Metro having sale.So when I saw this gown,you know what caught my eye??Not the design,not the pattern on it.THE PRICE.How much was it,you may ask.Well now,Im telling you,that it was only...[drum roll]

NINETEEN DOLLARS!!

Yeps,$19.From $139.like wth?So like duh,I bought la.Hehe.By the way,its pink.Though I dont quite like it,but its okay.It'll make me look sweet.HAHAHA.Crap.

Next week got Maths test and Malay test.What the heck la.Only 4th week got test already.Sheetz.Hmm.Got homework,later doing.Wahh,so many.Maths,Science,Malay,English and History.So sucky.Hate it.Whatever la.Fail,fail la.Dont care.

Hmm.You know what?Ok,nevermind.Haha.Ok lah.Remember last me and Paul kinda always fight right?Haha.yeah,remember the days man.It was damn cute la kay.Well,not EXACTLY.My point is,now I get along well with him.Dont know why and dont know how.Sweet ain't it?Nah..Just some normal things.Buahahaha!! i find him sweet at times.heh.

~~So byes for now.Hehe.Sorry for the strike.Wtf.~~

2007-01-14T12:39:00.000+08:00

Whee!!I downloaded Jesse McCartney's song, Just So You Know yesterday!! Woots.Song so nice. WAIT.Let me paste the lyrics.

JESSE MCCARTNEY
Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
There’s so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i don’t know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
Just so you know

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Hahah.So nice.Plus.Got this song.I go get lyrics again.

Sandaran Hati -Letto

Yakinkah ku berdiri
Dilembah tanpa tepi
Bolehkah aku
Mendengarmu

Terkubur dalam emosi
Tanpa bisa bersembunyi
Aku dan nafasku
Merindukanmu

Terkurungku di sini
Teranginya yang sepi
Danku tau pasti
Kau menemani

Dalam hidupku
Kesendirianku

Teringatku teringat
Pada janjimu ku terikat
Hanya sekejapku berdiri
Ku lakukan sepenuh hati

Peduliku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Selingkuh ini tak ada arti
Jika kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati

Inikah yang kau mau
Benarkah ini jalanmu
Hanyalah engkau
Yangku tuju

Pegang erat tanganku
Bimbing langkah kakiku
Aku hilang arah
Tanpa hatimu

Dalam gelapnya
Malam hariku

Teringatku teringat
Pada janjimu ku terikat
Hanya sekejapku berdiri
Ku lakukan sepenuh hati

Peduliku peduli
Siang dan malam yang berganti
Selingkuh ini tak ada arti
Jika kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati

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The tune very nice.The lyrics also quite meaningful la.HEH.Whatever.Want to download more songs later.Hmmm.Got nothing else.Gonna finish my homework.Nyehehe.

Happy Birthday to Fitri!!YOU'RE FREAKING 14 NOW!!

So hope everything will go fine for you,pal.Hehehe. GOOD LUCK for everything you do yeah.

Ok,so done here.Gotta go.Byes!

2007-01-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ok.So long never post.I know.But meh.School has got so boring than ever.2e1-ners not fun already.Almost half going matured,and no more fun can be found.What the hell.What happened to my dearest 1e1'o6?? So,got lots of hoemwork.But can finish them up later.Haiz.Been raining.And wtf,no going out.

And oh by the way,recently quitted Choir because, #1,it sucks. #2, It still sucks and #3,It still sucks like shit.Ok.And decided to be in eLDDS,which stands for English Literary Drama & Debate Society. Ok.More fun than dull,dull choir.Hahha.

Hmm.Anyway,blogging not to post anything about what happened for the past 2 weeks.As you know,my stories,will be boring for sure.So instead,blogging in part of the lyrics of a few Malay songs.Niice.

Hapus Aku -Nidji

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia
Itu yangku sebut cinta

Yakinkanlah ku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarlah waktu
Waktu
Hapus aku

Sedarkanlah ku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarlah waktu
Waktu
Hapus aku

K,can't really think right now.Lol.Coz when they sing,it wasn't that clear.Heh.Cant make it up.So anyways,till here.Byes.

2007-01-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

School sucks.I swear.Been tired during classes.And I almost slept within curriculum time.Hate it.Teachers boring except for some.Blog next time.Tired like,hell.And plus,havent really finished my Malay homework.Heh.Lazy do comeprehension.What the hell la.Malay teacher Mdm Zelda.She's fierce alright.Ok.Fine.Too sleepy to type.And Im off.

2007-01-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!! Sorry didnt post about like what,weeks?? Haha. I was busy with homework,wrapping and loads of things.K,first,gonna tell you guys my trip to Batam.Was fun.Lol.So anyway,went on early Saturday morning.Around 8 am we left.

Day 1 :

Reached Harbourfront at around 8.30am.Mum and dad went to queue up to get the tickets.While my maid,Nurul and me went to buy some card.On the way down,so my grandmother who were also going to Batam with us.In short,they were going on the same ferry as us.Lol.My grandmother and her sibilings with their family.So,went on the 0930 ferry.My God,I had a headache.Sea-sick.Haha.Almost vomitted anyway,but didnt.My brothers did.Gross.But in the ferry,and since we were the closest to the television,we watched "Baby Genuises" or something like that.Lol.After like 20 mins in the ferry,when I could take it anymore,I slept.Reached there,we gathered as a whole family.Haha.Blocked other people's way.Lol.Saw the person that we hired for the van.Then after,we went shopping.Whee!

First to Nagoya Hill Mega Mall.But,there the things freaking expensive.So didnt buy anything in the end.On the way back,had a slight accident.The driver hit the toll gate exit.Whhopps.Lol.He had to pay Rp 30,000.Thats about $6.Cheap la.

After that went to DC Mall.There the dress nice la.But,dont have size.Bleh.Must lose the fats man.So,nothing to buy at one shop,we went to eat.On the way to the food court,one man he gave out flyers of free camera.My dad and I were like happy man.But...Ok,that part comes later.Then we passed this shop of kebaya.My God,the kebaya soo freaking nice.Got my size some more.Guess how much?Rp200,000. Like wtf?Thats ONLY $40.And over here in Singapore,if you were to find those kind of kebaya,it'll be $100.Sheetz la.My dad said that he was on a budget and couldn't buy it for me. ='( Walked around,mum saw carpet that was cheap and she bought it.Hahaha.Went to eat after that.Ate Mi Bakso.So nice.Bakso is actually,meat rolled into balls[caution: No negative thinking,please...] SO,it was really nice.

They have it in Singapore,but around the Orchard area.If anyone wants,I can show you where.But just tell you,the shop name is Es Teler 77.Drop off at Somerset.Cross the road.And its along one of the shops.

Then continued walking.My mum bought a Gucci bag.Not real one.Imitation,thats why cheap.Around Rp180,000.Thats like, $36?Very the cheap.My maid and I bought wallet!! Yay!! So nice.Haha.I make you all jealous la kay.My wallet brand,Guess,you know.I know you jealous la,its okay.Normal.Anyway,back to the topic.Went to the 3rd floor.Went to collect camera.But the person say another 1 hour.Wtf?So,went to buy my maid's shoe.Then,we were kinda tired,we checked into the hotel.It was small,but it's okay.Budget la.Hehe. $20 for one day.Cheap right?

After 1 1/2 hour went to DC Mall again to collect camera.Here's the part.We went to collect camera right?So,went in.The guy talk about dunno what crap.And bla,bla,bla.Dunno what crap.Alas,we got the camera after 20 mins.When we walked out,we took out the cam from the box.What.The.Hell.You know what camera they gave us?They gave us the reloadable camera,which doesnt need battery.It was fake,like duh.My dad,my maid,Nurul and me laughed like mad people.Haha.

After that went to Balerang Bridge.It was nice.Like San Francisco,I mean the structure.It connects to 7 island.Very long.Can see the sun set also.Very nice.But didnt bring cam,so couldnt take picture of it.The ocean also nice.Hehe.Ate some stuff the sold there.Okay la.Not that bad.Went to my grandmother's hotel.Very nice man.Anyway,ate dinner.Went to BCS Mall.Nothing there,and besides we were tired.Didnt walked around much.Went back hotel after that.Bathed,watched tv,sleep.ZZZZZ.

Day 2:

Woke up quite early. 8.00 WIB. Means, 8 am Indonesian time.Hehe.Okay la.It 9 am SGT.lol.Quite late also.Went to mosque in the kampongs.First time see-ing kampongs.To me it was nice,beacause of the freedom.But environment,not THAT good.Went to the mosque actually to see the sacrificial lambs.But since there were no lambs,they used the cows.Eurgh.Gross.Blood oozing out from the head.I got the picture in my phone.Eurgh,gross.After that recite some prayers,and went off.Went for facial treatment after that.Boo-hoo.Painful.I had an acne treatment.They like poke with needle on my face.But now okay already.Hehe.Shall not talk about it.Painful.After that went to some place,and went home.

Actually,I go Batam want to find dress.But dont have.So yesterday night,when I got nothing to do,I used my blanket to make into a gown.Haha.Very funny.Modelled it around my brothers room.Like crazy woman.Lol.Seriously.My grandmother,maid,cousin and brothers laughed at me sia.Sampuk Batam ah.Haha.

Anyway,gotta go.byes!!Gotta wrap book.

2006-12-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Lol.Okay probably didnt explain why I wasnt online nor blogging for the past 20 days.Hmm.Reason is because I played too much then was banned.Okay,so forget about it.

Well,now,I know how to cook!! Yay!!Thanks to my maid.So,sometimes,I cook for my family instead of my maid.Take turns la.Whee.Hmm.I got nothing to do at home,so I learn how to cook.If I dont learn how to cook now,my dad will start babbling when I will start learning how to cook.So,I did.I learned how to cook,and am proud of it.Heheh.Wtf about the fuss of me knowing how to cook.Haha.

Hmm.Homework,just a tiny more "touch ups" and Im done for the holidays.Yaay!You know,I really hate it when teachers give homework for the holidays.Damn it.

Kay,so today had checkup in the morning.At 8?? Bleh.Backbone.*sobs* My backbone soo pain lehz..Then when doctor show my backbone right.Like snake.EEEEEEEE.So wtfing. Crooked here,crooked there.What.The.Eff.Man.I hate it.Doc said that its either I go for operation or wear braces.And certainly,I don't mean the ones that the dentist put on for you in your mouth.But another kind wear it supports your backbone.It is worn around the waist,of course.Haiz.Operation?Braces?Operation?Braces?Operation?Braces? I DUNNO LAHH.
Headache only.But seriously,my back is aching so much that when I sleep,I have to sleep stone still.What.The.Eff.Even if I walk it'll hurt.EEE.Siao.

So anyway,going out to see places.Haha.Bored at home,so go look at places la.Hehehe.Take bus only no need go down.Wheee.Haha.Taking 168 and then 3 to Geylang,Chinatown and dunno where.Maid bringing us.Whee.Gonna be fun.So tata's.Going to help my maid cook and then go out.WHEEEEE.

2006-12-19T09:24:00.000+08:00

Whee.Back and blogging.I am soo in love with this song.And dont why.Though in Malay,I still like it.Heheh.So nice.haiz.Cant find the song,so I'll type out the lyrics.Wooooo!!

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagiaku denganmu

Pernahkah
Kau meminta
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin
Tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang

If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win our love
Will conquer all
Wouldnt risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart

Pernahkah
Kau meminta
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin
Tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang

Bila kita mencitai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin
Tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang

If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win our love
Will conquer all
Wouldnt risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart
My heart
My heart

Heheh.The song is My Heart.Lol.Laarve it.Hehe.Got another one.ERRM..Maybe this one you might not know la.But its from a band called Ungu.And the song is "Seperti Yang Dulu".Just the chorus.

Semuanya telah berakhir
Antara hatimu dan hatiku
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu

Semuanya telah berakhir
Antara dirimu dan diriku
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu

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haha.done.Eh,blog next time.Gotta go eat,and then take shower and off I go to my grandmother's house.Tata's.

2006-11-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

Hehe.Today actually was supposed to go for blood test,but meh,didnt go.Lazy go la.If I go also,must be there at 8am.Beeehhh.Just now also,I wake up at 8am in the morning.SO,can't go also.Lol.Hmm.

Not going to Malacca because the chalet that we're going to stay in all fully booked.So,maybe going to Langkawi or Penang.Dunno where la.Then got scoldings from my dad yesterday.Why?Coz I don't know the map of Malaysia very well,then he scolded me and saying that he wanted to slap me for once.=P wtf.I hate it la.After he said that,I kept my mouth totally shut man.Eurgh.The bloody Geography didnt really teach which part of Malaysia is which part specifically. Bah. Whatever.Got scoldings just because of that.How ridiculous.

Hmmm.Now I got nothing to talk about now.Later blog again.Going out.

2006-11-27T15:28:00.000+08:00

Gah.Wait.Let me write something first.

Nadiah,my cushen
What in the world?How come Shahrin's name come waaaayy before mine,which is the last?I feel so bad.Haha.No lah,kidding.Yeah,and thanks to you too that I have become soo much lame-er than before.Hwehehe.And your welcome for everything.Nyeheh.And also thank you for listening to me crap and talking an out-of-this-world stuff that I myself do not know of.Rofl.But you're my cousin who listens to me pretty well.Hehe.Thank you!! And jiayous for being in sec 3 next year,huh.

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Ok.I just straightened my hair today.And funnily,we didnt use the hair straightener thing that look like a hair dryer or something.Instead,my maid go and use the iron to "iron" my hair to let it become straight.I was laughing half the time,while my maid tried refraining me form laughing.I swear that it was really stupid.

So anyway,used some hair straightener cream.And after all the things,washed my hair.So then after,my maid used the iron to make my hair even straighter.With "special" technology,at the end of it,I was all wet.Plus my head hit the iron coz I wasn't sitting still.Hoho.And my maid went like saying this , "I think if people see us do like this,people will think we're unique but at the same time crazy." Heh.Really,my maid and I always laugh for no rhyme of reason.Don't know why la.Always like to disturb other people then laugh at ourselves.Really,now my hair is frigging straight with the help of the hot,hot iron.grr.Hehe.

Hmm.Going to Malacca in a weeks' time.Or maybe just going to KL.Dunno.Havent confirmed.Wheeekeeeya!! Giler me.Gonna be fun,I guess.With my cousin Nurul,it'll be fun,if not I'll be surrounded by kids,I swear that I'll be the craziest of all.bah.

K lah,dunno what to talk about already.Byes!!

[PS: I am now only 167.3cm my dear cousin.Im still short,dont worry.]
[PPS: And everybody reading this blog,jiayous for next year!!]

2006-11-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

God.My dear cousin Nadiah asking me to blog.Haha.Sorry la cuz,i havent been online or to the comp for DAYS!! or maybe AGES!! haha.Kidding.Been kinda busy la actually.

So this whole week was busy with stuff.Gah.My baby cousin.Have to take care of him.And even if I do play the computer,he'll off it.So no point of me playing,right?Then choir.Hmm.So far I've only been to ONE practice this week.Argh.So the guilty man..Coz actually this week got 3 practices.Then Tuesday I didnt go,coz was kinda sick.Had a flu.Bah.Then yesterday,had practice from 8.30 to 3.I mean rehearsal for today's open house,which so obviously I didnt go.Today I was supposed to come,but my mum told me that I had an appointment today at HPB.bleurgh.Today's open house was actually from 7.30 to 5.I know its crazy,but hey,its fun you know.Interacting with your going-to-be juniors.Haha.But too bad I didnt had the chance to.

So anyway,today,woke up at 5.45am.Then,dozed off again until 6.15 to take my shower.Went out at 7 with dad instead of mum.Hmm.Then reached there at 7.46am.Lol.After 10 minutes,my dad told me he's going off to dunno where.So I was all alone there.Boo-hoo.Shoo shad.So anyway,took my height and weight.BLEEAAAHH!! I gained weight,thats the bad news.But good new is,I grew!I GREW!! WHEE!I GREW!! wtf?yeah.By how much?0.3cm.Rofl.Whatever.Then took X-ray.Eurgh.Seems like my backbone is getting worser.Orghh.Hate it.Shits la.If the specialists decide that I have to wear "braces" then,boo-hoo,I have to wear them to straighten the bloody backbone of mine.It hurts you know.I can't really sit straight.Gah.BACKBONE,YOU SUCK. =DDDDD Oh yeah,actually my appointment was at 9am.But my mum thought it was at 8.How pathetic.I could have woken up much,much,much later than 5.45am. Pfft.

Oh yeah,PSLE results were out on Thursday,proudly announcing that my cousin did VERY well besides her situation!!!Whee!! Congratulations to my dear cousin Irah!!And btw,she might be joing the Swiss Family!!Woots!I mean,er,joining my school la.

So,I got nothing more to say.I do quizzes!Yayee!

001. When's the last time you ran?
A few hours ago?Chasing my brother.
002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
So far, no.
003. What are you dreading right now?:
nothing?
004. Do you celebrate 4/20?:
whazzat?
006. What face cleanser do you use?:
some aloevera looking like thing.
007. When was your last doctors visit?:
just this morning. =D
008. Do you get 8 full hours of sleep?:
School- 5-7 hours. School holidays - 11 hours. =DD
09. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?:
you'd be surprised that I take at least 45 minutes to get ready for school.If no school,i take only half an hour.I mean at home.
010. "First Loves Are Never Over" is this true for you?:
hello??Knock yourself into the reality world,jerk.
011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
nah.I wouldn't want to.
012. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would they find you wearing?
my shorts and my tee and my oh-so-"nice-doing" hair.hehe.
013. Does your school have tornado drills?:
huh?never heard of one.so duh,no.
014. Have you ever been on your schools track team?:
nopes.I can't run that frekaing fast,dammit.
015. Do you own a pair of Converse?
My parents wouldn;t buy that for me.If I want,I have to save my own money la.
016. Who did you cut and paste this survey from?
Nade,Lemonade.Or easy to say Nadiah,my cushen.
017. Do you eat raw cookie dough?
eee.not nice.
018. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
In school.Whoops.The bloody thing won't come out after I put money.So I kicked it.
019. Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by overplaying them?
not really.and why would I,if the songs are good?
020. Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL?
whole video,so the people will shut up for at least 3-4 minutes.
021. Do you watch Trading Spaces?
huh? *grins like a bimbo*
022. How do you eat oreos?
Like that?
023. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone to sign in?
only God knows how long. mehehe.
024. Are you cocky?
er...why would I think myself that way?
025. Shortest relationship?
dunno.
0026. Longest?
with my father,mother,my grandmothers,my aunties,my uncles etc.etc.
030. Could you live without a computer?
hey,i just did these past few days!yayee for meee!
031. Do you wear your shoes in the house?
make house dirrrty only.I hate it when the house is dirty.
032. When you watch movies at home, do you turn the lights off?
hell yea.I LOVE doing that.
033. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
since I was born.
034. How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
hmm.3 house phone,5 cells all together EIIIGHT.
035. What do you do when you're sad?
CRY,cry,CRY and cry some more.
036. Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
Myself?
037. Last time you saw your best friend ever?
hmm.yesterday?she practicing for her speech at the open house today.
038. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
my weight.eurghh.
039. Last movie you rented?
I.Don't.Know.When.
040. Who/What sleeps with you every night?
my bostel,my pillows and my kitty cat!!! =DDD
041. How many times have you been pulled over?
I dont drive.Besides Im just 13 and I would have actually if I drive at THIS age.
042. Pancakes or Frenchtoast?:
Pancakes.Yumms.
043. How do you like your eggs?:
Half fried.
044. Are you in highschool?:
sec school?is it considered as high school?
045. Is anyone on your bad side right now?
mhmm.But it wouldn't be nice to say who.
046. What jewellery are you wearing?:
My anklet.Starz.
047. What's the first thing you do when you get online?:
stare at the homepage?
048. Do you own any TV seasons on DVD?:
erm..Princess Hours?
049. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?:
pardon me?
050. How do most people spell your name?
Kalisa.OR Khalisah. =((
051. Do you wear your boy/girlfriends clothes?:
Like wth?Then there wouldn't be a difference in gender.I mean,if the guy wears the girl's dress,ehem,he'll look gay.And if the girl wears the guy's clothes,she'll look totally like a tomboy.You get what i mean.
053. What do you do before you sleep every night?
recite some prayers?
054. What was the first movie that gave you nightmares?
some horror movie that I forgot.
055. Who's your favorite celebrity couple?
dunno?
056. Favorite 80's teen movie?
Im NOT an oldie.
057. Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson or Elton john?
lemme think.Both.Half,MJ,half Elton John.
058. Do you know anyone who wasn't born in Singapore?
yeah.sure do.
059. Favorite name for a girl?
What about, Nurul Syaza Sarah? Haha.
060. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
duh.my name's precious to me.
061. Your favorite restaurant you don't get to eat at much?
no idea.
062. When is the last time you left your house?
this morning.
063. Do you buy your own school supplies?
yeah.
064. Do you already have your school supplies?
not yet.havent got the time.
065. Have you ever cursed at a teacher?:
lol.yeah.always.
066. How do you eat your steak?:
slice the bloody,open your mouth BIG and WIDE,and then put it in.
068. How do you get to school?
MRT or 187.but prefer 187.
069.If you heard your phone ringing right now, who do you expect it to be?
stranger?
070. What noise do you hear?
the fan making some "grrgrkkgrkkkkgggkr" sound.
071. Would you survive in prison?:
Maybe.If God lets me,though.
072. Next concert you hope to go to?
not planning to go one.
073. What was the last thing you ate?
rice?
074. When was the last time you said I love you and meant it?
Long time ago.
075. Who is the youngest in your family?:
My teddy bear bro.
076. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would be most likely to overpack?
dunno.
077. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Nade's friend.I think.or dunno who.
078. How many syllables does your name have?
four.see.
079. What does your license plates say?
"I LOVE YOU" haah.
080. When is the last time you ate peanut butter?:
years ago.
081. What service is your cell phone?:
telephone singing.Singtel.
082. What's for dinner?
i dunno.
083. What's the last thing you purchased?
forgot.
084. Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
Hell no.They won't even pay back the money I have lent them.pathetic.
085. Where is your cell phone?
On the fan next to me.
086. Is your phone on vibrate or ring most?
Silent.NO SOUND AT ALL.shhh.
087. What brand is your shirt right now?
no brand,but it says, "HONEY MAKES YOU HAPPY" HEHEH.
088. Ever been to Georgia?
nope.but i have been to Gigantia. XD
089. Did you have breakfast this morning?:
yep.sure did.
090. Do you like marshmallows?
i ahte to eat them.
091. What irritates you most on the internet?
Pop-ups.eurgh.bloody irratating.
092. What brand is your digital camera?
i dont have one. ='(
093. Do you watch movies with your parents?:
sometimes.
094. Do you wear short shorts?:
at home,i do.
095. Do you think you could be pregnant?
maybe,maybe not or maybe never.
096. What song describes your love life at the moment?
Stay,the song from Pricess Hours.Damn nice.
097 do you own expensive perfumes?
not really.
098. On average, how much do your jeans cost?
I dont calculate all that, sheetz.
100. Do your parents know you cuss?
don't think so.
101. Do they care?
dunno.
102. Did you see Harold and Kumar go to WhiteCastle?
who are they?and why would i EVER care?
103. Have you ever been to WhiteCastle?:
don't want to.
104. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone?:
With someone.it's scary.but i have to sleep alone.bah.
105. Do you like the Phillies?:
-_____-''
106. Do you like sushi?:
i don't eat them in the 1st place.
107. Do you get your hair cut every month?:
that'll cost me $144 every year!
108. Have you ever made out in front of your parents?
you giler?
109. Do you go online everyday?
not really.I survived!!
110. Last question, do you read everybody's bulletins?
my eyes would be tired.

There.Now that Im done.Im off.

2006-11-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went Vivo and like wth.Damn big,damn nice.Met Indonesia's former president Megawati with her husband and bodyguard,I think.My maid went to salam her.Cool.heh.So then,my grandmother was looking at the shoes in Charles and Keith with the rest of us waiting for her outside.After that,went to this shop called Fashion City.Like OH MY GAWD!! The clothes all soo nice,and kinda cheap.I mean really,it's nice and cheap.Got one skirt,quite nice only for how much?!! $19.90!! bleh.Then walked around in the shop some more with my maid,and stumbled upon some gorgeous looking dresses.So niiice! But it's pink.Eww.but like what the hell,for $79.90 for a goddamned beautiful dress?Thats kinda cheap.Heh.My maid said it looks nice on me??Oh well.And I saw one black colour one,I think for $59.90.Yeah.Nice..Bah.I wanna go again with my mum so that she can buy for me. =D

So after that,went to the 3rd floor to play with water.Whee.Nice.Got my baby cousin to walk also,but,he cried when I put him down.Funny.Walk,walk,walk then suddenly started drizzling.Per jer tau.So then decided to walk again on 2nd floor,look for my Gaga's clothes.Ahhh!!Cuteness!How I wish I was still a toddler.The clothes all so0o0o0 cute and nice.LALALA!After that,didnt get him anything.So went down to B2 and bought some candy in Candy Empire.Sluurrpps.Nice chocs.Although I'm not supposed to eat them,but hey,once in a bluemoon.Or is it?Heck.Its freaking nice,what can I do?Never expect me to stare at it and let my brother eat all of them.Muahaha.After buying went Banquet to eat.Ate..er..I forgot what it's called.Whoops.Heh.But it was okay.not bad.Hmm.What else?Oh yeah.After eating we went back up again.Lol.

Play,play,play.Then tired,went home took NEL and then dropped at Sengkang station and took bus 965 to grandma's house.Went home,took shower,sleep.

Today,did nothing.Came back from grandma's house at 11.30.At home,helped to cook.Somehow,I started to have a liking for cooking.Thats weird.But nvm.In the kitchen,kept laughing with my maid.We talked about the most nonsensical stuff until my stomache kinda pain.Lol.Laugh too much ah.My maid la,soo very funny.And also coz we were talking on the phone with my former former maid's friend who knows me and my family very well.Until my grandma also know her.Hehe.My maid and I were teasing her coz she just won the title of Miss Kebaya 2006.So we kept teasing her la..And talked about stuff you guys shouldn't know.The thing is,I laughed until my stomache was about to burst.

Ok la.Gotta go take shower.Got to read the Qur'an later with grandma.Byes!

2006-11-20T12:16:00.000+08:00

Whee!!

Going out today.Hmm.Going to Vivo City.Nyehehe.Going with grandma and aunt and bros and maid.Lol.Dunno what to buy there,but oh well.Gonna find some presents for people,I think.=D See I soo good friend lehz.

K,so,lately,nothing was up.Like,duh?Been at my grandma place since Saturday.Or to be more specific,Sunday morningat 12?Lol.Went for BBQ at Pasir Ris chalet there.Granduncle booked a chalet.Heh.So went,and eat and eat and eat.Grandma and mum cooked a hell lot of stuff.Then my dad,as always,bought Lays + Otak-Otak.I bought chocolate.My daddy buy for me lorh.Sooo the childish man.Then went to BBQ stuff and ate.I swear I acted like a kid.There were no freaking kids around my age man.Garr.Then,next to our pit got this guy damn hot,damn tall.Cute sia.K nvm.

I'll ocntinue next time.Going to grandma house again.Send stuff and then off we go to Bimbo City,eh,wrong,Vivo City.

=DDDDDD

2006-11-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

OH MY GAWD!!

I go and smsed some stranger saying I know her and stuff.Then we sms and sms,suddenly she call.I never pick up la,like duh.Then my maid ask me divert call.So I decided to divert calls to McDonalds.Lol.Damn nice la.Then after that,I was laughing and laughing.Then the person sms me back saying why I scared to pick up phone.Then I say la,I not scared but just busy.Wtf.She kept calling la.Wtf.But diverted to Mac.Then my maid gave dunno whose number.Changed the number to the one my maid gave me.Lol.Waiting for the call again to lmfao.

Today,choir,as usual sucked.Didnt run today.Coz already ran last week what.heheh.So sat down with Lisa,Xing Zhi and Sherlyn.Sat down until 9??Yeah.SO started choir.Bleh.The first half an hour already sucked,whatsmore the other 2 and a half hour?Yeah.Whatever.Was released at 12.30 instead of 12.The teachers talk dunno what crap.pretended to listen.Crap.After that,took MRT.Went home.

Now,I got nothing to do at home.But gonna get ready and go out in a while more.Go er..Dunno whose house.I just follow.Who cares?I get money.=p And I still havent go ready.hehe.I havent even took my shower.Pro right?I mean since I came back from home la.Ok la.Better get ready now la.Before my grandmother call and scold me.Lol.Bye!

2006-11-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

Ok.Since some people asking me update,I update noww.

So,on Saturday went out with my Uncle Syafiq and friends.First went to Cikgu Juwita's house.Heh.In the bus on the way to her house,Feena kept tying and tying her hair.Very vain.Then in the end,she didnt tie. PFFT.Lol.So from like 11.30 to 2.15 at Cikgu Juwita house.There was this cute boy la.Kept playing with him.His name Nabil.CUUUTTTEEE!!Cikgu Juwita's nephew.Yeah.Then ate and stuff.So after eating and waited for someone to come,we went to Cikgu Rahman's house.The one who's old.Heh.Went there with Cikgu Juwita.Took 964 then at MRT station took a cab to Cikgu Rahman's house.Hehehe.Cikgu paid.bwahaha.Then at cikgu rahman's house.Bleh,as usual,he kept teasing me.Shooo sad.Lol.But he very funny since last time.Whee.My teachers roxs!!By the time we went home,it was still raining heavily.So,took taxi,AGAIN,to Susu's[Suhaira] house.Lol.I paid this time round.Her house damn nice lar.Since her parents not home,we go "mess up" the house.Wakakak.So,10 minutes after we reached her house,her family came back.Bah.Thought we could mess up even more.Hoho.After that was my house.Wheee.Took cab again.LOL.Asnira and Mysara paid.I know la.We all rich,no need to say. XD My house.Mum asked to eat "Mee Bandung" the one she cooked.Nice.Made a move,by 5.10pm.Went to Feena's house.While walking to her house,you know what?We hid behind this pillar w/o Feena realising it.She walked damn fast la.Me,Suz and As followed form behind.Cant catch up with her,so we hid behind pillar.Only like a few minutes after that she then she realised we're not behind her.Lol.So went her house,laughed until stomach gonna burst.Lol.Watched Danny Phantom!! Danny Phantom choooooo cute.Lols.Then ate fried noodles.hehe.Last house Asnira's house.When we reached her house also nobody at home.Her bro went out.Her bro damn handsome la.Lol.Saw his pic.Like Room Raiders,go see his stuff and all.Lucky no one at home.Kekek.SO then,drank.Was in the middle of watching a video Asnira took,then her mum came home,and then we told her mum we were ABOUT to leave.Whatever.Went home with Feena and Suz.Feena acted crazy as usual when she passed by the Fuchun Garden.Always wanted to pass by Adib's house to just SEE Adib,when she just saw Adib like a few hours before that.pfft.She started screaming and all,gah.My ears could burst any moment at that time,but lucky it didnt.

Reached home.Sat down,and saw mum,dad and bros already getting ready to go dunno where.Then dad told me go take shower and get ready too.He said we were gonna fetch my former maid's friend at Harbourfront Ferry Station there.Waited till almost like,10 for her to come out.So not wasting time,went to look for my wittle brother's birthday prezzie.Bought him the bloody Power Rangers SPD thing.Riight.Cost me 10 bucks.Bleh.He suck.Never give me present since last year.My $1 also he havent even return.Babi.I want my Winnie The Pooh stuffed toy also he havent buy for me.Bleh.He sucks.My parents havent buy me present also,only buy for my brother.Not fair la.I ONLY ASKED FOR A FREKAING VCD WHICH COST $44,IS THAT TOO MUCH???!! Lol.heh.To tell you all the truth,thats the cheapest present I've asked for my present.Let me just list.

2002 : I asked for a bicycle
2003 : I asked for a handphone
2004 : I didnt ask for anything
2005 : I asked for a new handphone[but with a condition that I at least get 4 A's which I did.]

Yeah.For the past 4 years.Ok la.Today like got no mood blog.Blog next time.Byes!

2006-11-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

Lol.Gonna get new maid today.Actually former maid's friend.So I know her quite well.haha.Went out with Uncle Syafiq and friends.Will probably blog about it some other time.VERY LONG STORY.But what I know is that,Syarfeena was being freaking vain by tying[??] her hair over and over again.If her hair short nevermind.This one damn long like Pontianak's.God.Coz she was trying to "impress" Adib,but to no avail.Wakakaka.Ok la,Blog about it next time.The story too long that I cannot finish writing in 1 day.Haha.Kidding.Lols.So byes for now.Gonna fetch my new maid from the ferry terminal.Kekeke.

2006-11-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

Done calling people.Now,I gonna do quizzes?BOREEED.

You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.
1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex[brothers.]
4. Slept with someone of the same sex[mum.]
5. Gotten into any fights
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex [dad.]
7. Kissed someone of the same sex [mum.]
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex [brothers, again.]
9. Scolded vulgarities
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents [whoops.]
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself[=D]
18. Hurt someone [not on purpose.]
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed up all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapist
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands[chapunzel & sometimes me]
39. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut[Paris Hilton. -__-]
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school[ONCE]
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age[I always do.I say I'm 16 and people believed.]
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence -_-"
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

total: 39 -_______________-"

I have...
[x] ridden on a motorcycle.
[x] played a gameboy color.
[x] played a gameboy advance.
[x] played a gameboy advance SP.
[ ] ridden a horse.
[x] played frisbee.
[x] been to a temple.
[ ] eaten cinnamon graham goldfish. <- gross
[x] had a xanga account. <- i think so.
[ ] had a DeviantArt account.
[x] washed my hair in a sink.
[ ]licked a rubber duck.
[ ] burned something in the microwave
[ ] seen a deer in headlights.
[ ] hiked two mountains in the same day.<- giler
[x] owned a charm bracelet.
[ ] gone parasailing.
[ ] swung on a rope swing into water.
[ ] used a webcam.
[x] kissed someone younger than me.
[x] kissed someone older than me.
[x] hated and loved the same person.
[ ] made popcorn without using a microwave.
[ ] listened to PlayRadioPlay!.
[ ] witnessed a death.
[ ] had a soda explode in my face.
[ ] burned things for fun.
[ ] been to the emergency room.
[ ] hooked up with a friend.
[x] taken a drive just for the sake of taking a drive.
[ ] participated in the penis game. <-what the fuck?
[x] asked someone what a hook up is.[i still don't know.] <--haha,cuz.Same here.
[x] had a few too many cough drops.
[x] taken three or more medications at the same time.
[ ] been on fire.
[ ] made love to a CHEEZ-IT box
[ ] gotten an expensive graduation present.
[ ] played spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven.
[ ] had a friend named jeff.
[x] known a bisexual.
[x] dialed 911.
[ ] known a transvestite.
[ ] witnessed a gay wedding.
[x] been a flower girl or ring bearer.
[x] bought mini m&ms.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex on the cheek.
[ ] been in a band.
[x] taken a walk while holding hands.
[ ] been severely burned.
[ ] been attacked by bats.
[ ] fallen off a cliff
[ ] swam with dolphins
[ ] forgotten an important birthday
[ ] done hard drugs
[ ] had a roommate
[ ] and hated him/her
[x] danced alone in my room
[ ] slow danced with a love
[ ] had my bags lost in an airport
[x] slept with a stuffed animal in the past week<- my kitty cat.
[ ] dyed my hair more than four times in three months <- hair damage
[ ] licked someones face
[ ] sent over 200 texts in one night<- my parents would kill me!
[x] gone through that horrible simple plan // good charlotte // avril phase
[ ] obsessed with photography
[ ] lived in a dorm
[x] trash talked about something and then lost horribly repeatedly
[x] met someone particularly famous
[ ] won 20 questions
[ ] gone more than two days without wearing pants or a skirt or what not
[x] been really good in one class and failed another
[ ] stayed up all night in the past week
[ ] beaten pokemon red//blue//yellow
[ ] locked myself in somewhere inescapable while playing hide-and-go-seek
[x] dominated at uno
[ ] kissed a seal
[ ] seen fight club
[ ] played psychobabble
[ ] eaten a spoonful of glue
[xxxxx] loved someone like craziness [ =)))) ]
[ ] had a life-threatening injury
[ ] had a life-threatening disease
[x] eaten eel <- very long never eat already.damn its nice.
[ ] watched over 20 movies in a week
[ ] seen someone die in an accident
[ ] forgotten to put on pants
[x] listened to music no one will ever know about
[ ] thought i was ghetto <- wazzat.
[x] loved an author
[ ] hated an author
[ ] cheated on an other
[x] liked the music my parents listen to
[ ] built a birdhouse
[ ] owned more than five furbies
[ ] eaten a poisonous plant // flower
[x] forgotten your best friends name when introducing them
[ ] licked a toad
[ ] TAKEN NUDIE PICS
[ ] been someones personal slave
[ ] been made uncomfortable from the last two questions
[x] listened to jazz
[x] been sent a disgusting picture<- morons

2006-11-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

Love Is Blind

The feeling of Love
Lead me to depression
The thoughts of him
Lead me to confusion

My relationship with him
Was erratic
Nothing was right
Everything was chaotic

For once in my life
I felt impotent
When he showed no sign of Love
And was imprudent

Couldn't help
but think of the past
Hoping that the memories of him
Will fade away,fast

Moving on in Life for now
Was the first thing on my mind
Wonder no more when they say
"Love Is Blind"

Lol.Okay.That poem was kinda random.Lols. Heh.Written in other people's perspective.I just write.Dunno.Probably I was feeling bored when I started thinking of stuff,then poof!I had that poem.Couldn't sleep anyway,thats why I wrote it.In the end slept at 2 in the morning and woke up at 7 am.Bleh.Not enough sleeeeeep.Haha.

Choir today,sucks.As usual.Instead of using AVA1,used Project room in Library.God,everyone was soo fucking sleepy.Then me and Chloe found out why. When we're tired,we're supposed to look at green stuff,right?So the room was painted GREEN,and when we looked at the colour it will relax our eyes,and therefore,making everyone sleepy.HAHAHA.Lame wasn't it?Had a freaking long break.Damn nice.Almost like,1 hour or something.Hehe.Then practice whole song of "Gamelan".Wait,it's not a song,but the whole piece is made up of 5 different sounds ONLY. "Dong,Deng,Dung,Dang ,Ding".Thats the ONLY sounds we make throughout the whole song.Lol.In short,it's something like a cappella.Quite nice.But I still prefer the Jap piece called "A Poem For April".That song damn nice.Anyway,back to the topic.Choir sang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and My Bonnie for warm ups.Hmm.Ok la.Had to do canon for BOTH songs.Quite difficult la.So yeah.Ran 3 rounds for discipline.Can die already.So long never run.Haha.Lisa was like asking me slow down,when I couldn't slow down anymore.Haha.Coz I was running quite fast,then Lisa ask me slow down,so I slowed down.And after I slowed down,she still thinks Im running fast.Probably because of my long legs?No one knows.

Now,I actually have to call people up for the Hari Raya outing tomorrow.I and my uncle Syafiq plan and plan and plan but havent told anyone yet.Stupid right?Haha.Last minute.Heh.And actually Syarfeena too.We all last minute people.But lucky date already confirmed.It's just the meeting time not confirmed.Yeah.So,tata!Gotta go call!

2006-11-09T11:46:00.000+08:00

I swear me and Nazz were feeling high today.LOL.We were talking about laptops all of a sudden and she was complaining about how unfair it is that Im PROBABLY getting a laptop and Rifdi's gotten one.And so,this is what we talked about.Very interesting.Lol.

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unfair
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unfair
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unfair
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unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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unfair
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unfair
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unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfaor
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
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unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfir
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfaor
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
unfair.
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
ok.
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
im tired.
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair
unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
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unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair.UNFAIR[x1000] says:
unfair

Lol.We're nuts.If you realised.We changed our nicks to unfair TOO!! haha.Lol.It was all out of boredom.heh.

2006-11-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

Reading books will help in your studies

gah.Wanna know the reason I type that bloody thing?BECAUSE,I am assigned to read 5 DARN old BOOKS which I particularly HATE.Why do I hate those books?Coz one of the farking books are written by Shakespeare where the story will have these words that I fucking dont understand.Bloody hell.That one is only assigned by MY dad.Another one is from school.Animal Farm.So total 6 books to be read.Bleh.Must finish 1 book each week.Fuck.Then not only that,I have to find meanings of words and have a "Word Bank" and plus have a summary of EACH book where my dad will ask me at the end of the year.Shit la.I hate it you know.Then this morning,I found another book which my dad placed on top of the 5 DARN OLD BOOKS.AND the title of the book is General Science???Ftw.Let me list the title of the books.

#1 :To kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee [currently reading]
#2 :The Rainbow Abyss -Barbara Hambly
#3 :Cry,The Beloved Country -Alan Paton
#4 :The Merchant of Venice -Shekspeare
#5 : The Crocodile Dies Twice -Shamus Frazer
#6 :Animal Farm

Gah.Do ANYONE of you know/heard of the titles of those books,except for Animal Farm,that I have just listed??!! Darn old books.Seriously,there WILL be more.My dad's gonna take out the books that he wants me to read.Books that are 20-30 years old.Bleh.Stupid shit.Whatever.Only 5 pages and it took up 1 hour of my life.Find meanings and shit la.I tell you 1 page of the book = 20 new words. So far around 100 words.BULLSHIT.Haiz.Anyways,gotta go take my shower and then send my maid for her medical check up.And btw,if ANYONE of you knows what the bloody hell "duckfluff" is,please kindly tag it on my tagboard.FANKIES.Lol.Byes everyone!

2006-11-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

FOURTH OF NOVEMBER TWO THOUSAND AND SIX

The event in my life that is always forgotten each and EVERY year.So,yeah.I won't expect much though.Haiz.Just soo sad.

Lol.Nevermind about that.So,woke up feeling normal.No feeling of excitement,no nothing.If ANY of you know what I mean la.LOLS.Haiz.K la.Wont keep you guys guessing.Today my birthday.So,not celebrating,and thats like a duh.Coz every year,I NEVER celebrate my birthday.Kinda used to it.SADLY,my parents and brothers don't really remember.So,it happens every year,and I dont care.haha.if i dont celebrate better.why?coz i'll NEVER grow up.haha.ok.crap.Dont know what to talk about.Seems like people forget about me.Oh wells.Im soo freaking used to it,so I'll stop fucking complaining about it.bah.But i feel like im forgotten.*sobs*

bah.dont want to blog.Byes!

2006-11-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

GAH!! FUCKING SCREWED! DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SCREWED I AM??!! DO YOU??!!
bleah!! so freaking screwed.Somehow,I feel that Im cursed by someone or something you know.Shit.Why I'm screwed?

#1 : My aunt read my blog about why hari raya sucked,because of her acts?
#2 :I told my cousin something that she shouldn't know of and then she told everyone about it when she PROMISED me not to.
#3 :Hurt people's feelings.
#4 :I'm in deep shit when my parents know what I did.

BAH.I'm sooo freaking screwed.FUCKNG SCREWED.SOOOOO FUCKING SCREWED THAT I LOST MY MIND FOR A SECOND.Im gonna call my cousin and screaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm at her until probably she cry.gah.she promised lah,shit.And plus,gonna babble and babble and talk shit with her about brekaing promises and stuff.I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IRRITATE ME BY ASKING THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER AGAIN!! So,when i get irratated,I spill the beans,if you know what I mean.Gah.She really made me do that.Im killing her when I see her.BLEH.This whole thing can kill me you know.I'm so off.Going to screaaaaaammmm as much as I could until I lose my voice or something.Pfft.fuckers.

2006-11-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hey!!Yesterday sucked like hell.Choir.Gah.KEPT SINGING THE WHOLE SONG AGAIN AND ANGAIN BECAUSE EVERYONE'S TUNING WAS FREAKING WRONG!!!Tiring sia.Then it was supposed to end at 4pm.But guess what?My instructor released the whole choir 1 hour 10 minutes later.Wtf.Then I was supposed to meet Rifdi at Bukit Gombak MRT station at 4.30,so I ended up meeting him late coz instructor and Mrs Chan released us sooo late.Haiz.Gonna die man like this.Until the end of holidays still have lehh.And its like "WOAHH!!WHAT KIND OF HOLIDAY IS THIS??!!"..Until 29 dec you know.Freaking assholish la.And thats just because got SYF next year.Gah.Stupid,stupid.Can die like this.I should have joined NCC(Air)..Gah..This is a ridicule man..I cannot stand it.Pfft.I HATE CHOIR.bleh.Why in the first place did I join Choir?BAH.

Lets not talk about choir.Freaking irratating.Ok.Erm.My brother.Hmm.You know what?My brother couldn't get in the special school that my mum and dad had applied him in.So,now they're looking for other schools which are really sooo much further from Woodlands,like a special school at Chai Chee??And thats like freaking far man.Quite near to Kembangan?Lol.If he cannot get in that school also,my mum and dad plans to put him in a religious school.God.FUCKING QIHUA PRIMARY SCHOOL PRINICPAL KEPT ASKING WHETHER MY PARENTS HAD SENT THE APPLICATION FORM TO GRACE ORCHARD.That indirectly indicates that the fucking principal doesnt want my brother to be in that fucking school anymore.So mean sia.Then yesterday,I read my brother's IQ test report.Most of the report shocked me,really.Like his Working skills was stated as "Extemely Low"..But then,as Nade has said,"God takes and gives something in return." So,though his IQ is at the 7 years 5 months old range,his processing skills was stated as "Above Average"..I was thrilled with that one.As I read that part of the report,I was smiling to myself.And knew that God was quite fair with my brother.I forgot what my brother was suffering from.Dunno what Hyperactivity Deficiency.Something like that.Haiz.Sadness.All I can do is to pray for him.Hmm.Its soo heartbreaking to see my brother's life lehh.Never mind about that.

Ok.I think I got absolutely nothing to do,and also,I am also suffering from something.Im suffering from something called boredom.Gah.SOMEONE TALK TO MEEEE!!

2006-10-31T09:13:00.000+08:00

Been lazy to blog nowadays.Well,lately,nothing really happened.Well,not really.I found out some people are spying on me everytime I go home from school.Lol.Seriously.Shit,now Im warned not to play with my phone on the road.Shitz.Wtf la.The person is my mum's aunt.I dont even know her.Lol.Well,maybe now I do but,gah,never mind.Today need go school for CCA.From 1pm to 4pm.I hate it! I ABSOLUTELY hate going to school for CCA's.So freaking annoying.So,anyways it's until 4pm.By the way,my seniors will NEVER let us go on time.They'll release us 10-30 minutes later.grr.So bad la.Then Friday also going school.Boring.Got nothing much to say.So bye-byes!!

[PS: Jessica is in hospital,if anyone wanna visit her,tell me.I also wanna go!!]
[PPS: Upcoming event in 4 more days!!Lols.]

2006-10-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

Name: Nur Khaliesah
Nicks: Shasha,Khalie,Khaliesauce,Curry sauce,Sha,Lisha,Nisha etc.etc.
Name spelled backwards: Haseilahk Run
Name without vowels: Nr Khlsh
Name without consonants: u aiea o.0
B'day: 4th November 1993
Ethnicity: Lol.Hell lot of mixtures : Javanese,Malay,Chinese,Pakistan,Indian and a little of Dutch
Glasses/Contacts: Glasses. =(
Hair colour: brownish-reddish-black.haha.
Hair length: slightly longer than shoulder length
Hair style: ponytail + paul twohill fringe. =D
Pets: none. so sad liao.

-Favourites-
Animal: Meows.<== xiia0ma0 Band: Evanescence,PCD,Danity Kane,BSB,Linkin' Park and many more Brand name of clothes: er..no idea? Brand name of shoes: northstar?bison?Lol. Candy: any sweet you give me,I eat.Got sweet tooth. Cereal: i don't eat cereal.heh. Colour: PURPLE,black,white,light blue and green. Cookie: famous amos Day: saturday&sunday Disney character: WINNIE THE POOH!! woots,cuteness. Drink: F&N Apple. Fast food places: Macs & KFC. Food: Ice cream. Holiday: definitely EOY's Ice cream flavour: chocolate,chocolate chip,chocolate mint and anything with chocolate in it. Month: November and the holidays. Number: 4,and im obssessed with it. Perfume:Stitch No.12 Pie flavour: blueberry? Pizza topping: anything that is edible. Restaurant: dont have one. Subject in school: maths and music and history. Type of music: R&B and Hip-Hop Type of sandwich: heh.Dont have. All of Your Friends- The best advisor: Nazz The best hair: Haikal.Tsunami hair. The best handwriting: Jessica,MinLi,Sheena,Vals. The dirtiest mind: Wahaha.Porn masters,Foo Zhi Chuen & Gary Wong Chun Ho.They admitted it themselves. The funniest: Lol.Most 1e1-ners are funny.So dunno. The loudest: Chris Ng. The prettiest: Shikin and Sheena. The most trusting: er..All? The nicest eyes: me??paiseh,paiseh. The shortest: either Wen Qiang or Hannah.I dunno. The smartest: Definitely Gabrielle. The tallest: Chris Ng and Chris Tay -Have you ever?- Asked out a crush: no Been on stage: yes Been scared to get a shot: yes. Cheated on a test: no.see I very good girl. Cried during a movie: >.<>

Hari raya

This year,hari raya 100% sucked.And I shall not elaborate on about it due to some personal reasons.

If that part of the post had affected you really badly,IM TERRIBLY SORRY.I was just venting out my anger and didnt realise what would happen.So, really really sorry for what I wrote.

My tributes

Firstly, its to my best 1e1-ners friends.You guys just rock all the way.Lol.And this one is for you.
1e1-ners,

Never had I have the best people in the world to be by my side to support and encourage me all the way.You people are just the marvellous out of the best.Lol.So hope that everything goes the same next year,except that we just have to work harder.Thats all.Next year,let's try to make a record by being the best class..Shall we?Lol.From the worst to the best,kinda impossible,but hey,remember this,"Nothing is impossible" ?So,hopefully,can lah..And,psst,maybe try not to be soo noisy la.I think all the teachers know us for being the nosiest and naughtiest class.But its okay.Thats how we're known,you know.Next year,must be as fun as this year,kaes?? Love you guys and gals!! Rofl.

Now,to Jessica.

Jessica,

My friend,hope your op will go smoothly. >.< Well,just pray for the best la.You have to take care of yourself and well,watch on your diet the day before your op,just in case.Im not cursing you,just advicing you only la.Then when you hospitalised,I go see you kaes?I bring maybe another present for you.Haha.Ok.Take care girl, and love ya always!!

Hmm.End.And 1 more thing,dont think I les lor.Thats how we show our appreciation to each other.Lols.We love each other like sibilings.Especially the girls.Hehe.So dont think I les hor.Ok.SO anyways,going to go visting.And byes for now.

2006-10-26T17:36:00.000+08:00

Hari raya sucked.My results,sucked.And everything in this goddamned world suck.EURGH.Blog about it tomoro.Stupid comp deleted my post.Fuck you comp.

2006-10-23T08:25:00.000+08:00

hehe.didnt go school today.instead at home helping to cook.lol.then you must be wondering,if im helping in the kitchen why im on the comp now right?gas spoilt so must wait for the perosn to send gas to my house and at the same time fix it.lol.so,woke up at 6.30am.then came down.bros were getting ready to go school.mum and grandma were doing the ketupat.damn difficult.confusing sia.heh.mum asked me to take shower first before helping,which i was reluctant to do.very lazy take shower.then mum like scold me then i go take shower.haha.i purposely spent half an hour in the shower.giler.nevermind.then after that helped out.my dad sleeping.i having stomach cramps.shit.pain sia.and yes,im not fasting.heh.because i got it yesterday.bleh.wasted.so gotta go now.hafta go back to the kitchen to help!byes!

To all my Muslim friends/relatives : Di bulan yang mulia ini,ku pinta dipohon maaf atas segala kesalahanku,tidak kira apa sahaja.Harap janganlah dendam kepadaku.Kalau ada kesalahan terus terang je la,k?Di sini,ku mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

suddenly type malay sia.some more soo broken.lol.K,really gtg.byes.

2006-10-22T07:31:00.000+08:00

lol.yeah i know its early in the morning.but heck.i have to help go market coz dad forced me to.haiz.now waiting for mum to get ready.seems like ages till she could get ready.lol.gonna buy the stuff to cook for tomorrow.my grandma coming and cooking for us.yummy.but it still wouldn't be fun without my cousins.haiz.and right.sadly,tomorrow i also have to help.darn it.i hate helping in the kitchen especially when a lot of people are in the kitchen going here and there like mad people.i mean walking around the kitchen.lol.im so frekaing bored now.nothing to do except waiting for mum to get ready.take so long one.dad sleeping.later he wake up at 2 or something.and mum still have make pineapple tart,sugee and chocolate chips.i have to help to make them.i love doing the baking and stuff but i dont like cooking the gravy and all kinds of the food they have for hari raya.i only love to eat the food people cook.hehe.eh,ok la.i think my mum ready already.and YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO GALLERY.god,that song is gonna be a hit single soon man.nice nice song. loving it man.lol.

It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

2006-10-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,no hike coz of haze.Stupid haze.I hate it.Then in the end we watched a movie,"The Benchwarmers".Boring.But kinda funny at the same time.Lol.Nothing to do at home now.And its like 3 more days to Hari Raya but I don't feel like celebrating it.Its as if there's nothing to celebrate if my family's is in a situation like this.Not fun like the previous years.My cousins aren't coming along with us this time round,and I'll be the only teenager there,with no one to talk to.That'll be freaking boring.I'll be talking to kids not AT ALL around my age.Wtf.I MISS MY COUSINS,especially you, NADIAH AMEERAH.gah.Why must our family be like this at the WRONG time?This wouldn't be called Hari Raya if the family is still not together.What kind of celebration is it if families are not together?Grrr.I dont know what the family is going to be nor I don't know what family I'll be brought up in.Seriously.I shall not blog anything more about this broken family,but instead post a song lyric.The song in this blog,btw.

Gallery - Mario Vazquez

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your lungs close
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

2006-10-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hey people.The post Im going to write is actually yesterday's.But dunno why it can't be posted.So i try it again.Kaes?

18/10/2006

Hey!! Lol.so lame.Anyways.got ALL my results back.Phew.Dont have any C's and Im proud of it.Nyehehe.So here they are.

English : 62/100 [B4]
Maths :85/100 [A1]
Science : 59.5/100[B4] (Round up become 60.)
Malay :71[A2]
History : 71[A2]
Literature: 76[A1]
Art: 66[B3]
Home Econs: 68[B3]

There.Lol.I think I did fairly well this term than last term.Except Science la.The rest,a job well done?Ok.Yeah.Er.Right.Let me talk about yesterday.

Yesterday,did the bloody CIP thing within 20 minutes.While the rest er,well,took an hour or so.Lols.GIRL POWER man.Hahah.So after that we got nothing to do.Sit around take care stuff.I felt like lying down on the ground.But couldnt coz it was dirty.Yeah.Oh yeah.When we went to one of the houses right,then got dog sia.MinLi and I were just knocking on the door la.then suddenly,out of nowhere,this dog came and barked at us sia.I mean,inside the house.Lol.Until I screamed sia.I mean so suddenly.Then after I scream,I laugh? Rofl.I must be crazy.So in the end,collected 3 huge piles.Nice right?Its only my group's one lehh.Haha.Then I dont know what else to say.

And oh yeah.Yesterday,the one hour before CIP,ran around the school chasing Chahaya.She took my bag,dammit.Ran all over the school.Then,she took my file,dunno put where.Grr.Then she gave back.But the fun part was to bully Luqman and Chahaya.They all like pairing up to take Rifdi,Nazz and my things la.So,Luqman took my stuff,i took his drum sticks.I,Nazz and Rif were playing like relay sia.Pass and pass and pass to each other.Then Luqman being greedy,go take more of our stuff.So,then I gave him a chase.Damn nice.He run until I dunno how,his keys dropped.I think his pocket got hole or something.Hahah.So,I took his key,ran to Nazz.And guess what Nazz do?She go drop the key in the drainage system outside our class.Lol.Then Rif go guard that place,making sure he doesnt open the grills and get his key back.He has to give back our stuff before he could get his key and his drum sticks.It was soo furgging cool.At the end,after much running,everyone surrended.Including Paul.He was being such a califare.grr.I took his bag and confiscated his stuff.Haha.So at last,we showed each other what we took from them on tables,and took back our stuff.It was my idea anyway.Haha.I was being rather bitchy.Lols.But anyhows,it was THEIR fault.

Today,was EXTREMELY boring.E.T period,Miss Tay[principle] came in and talk to us about some school stuff.Boring.After talking about 15 minutes,finally she went off.So,class went take out phones and stuff that we're not supposed to bring.Heh.After that got English.Freaking boring.Watched Ice Age,which was a lame show.So,me and Shikin combined tables and,well,slept while movie is on.Boring.MinLi,Jess,Sheena & Vals played Poker cards during EL, and Au Yong took it.I mean really take it.She DIDNT return it back.AT ALL. She told MinLi that it wasnt supposed to be returned.wth?Maths,Mrs Low came in,take over our class.Did whatever we wanted.Gen,Paul,Ah gong,Chris Ng,Haikal,Sheena,MinLi,Vals,Shikin,Jess and me played Truth or Dare. Yes,One whole group of us.Combined only 2 tables.Lol.Played until siao.Especially dare la.Stupid.Damn stupid.Got one,Gen must wear Jolene's hairband.Nice.Cute,somehow.haha.Then I have to say "I love you" to Paul.Gross.Haikal's tsunami hair had to be ruined because of a Dare.Haha.Very funny la.soo nice.Played until the end of the day.Boring lehh.Oh yeah.During Science,MinLi's and Paul's phone was confiscated by Mr Seow.We were sending Gen's photo among us.then Mr Seow saw,confiscated MinLi's and Paul's.Lucky the rest ones never get confiscated lorh.I was waiting for Paul to send me the pic.But lucky send finish already,Mr Seow then confiscate liao.Haiz...

So,today,veh boring.So boring that I could sleep one whole day in class if there was a mattress or sth.Nice.Kay,so today didnt meet him.But I was hoping to.But I think he took the bus already.haiz.So sad la..I wanna see his CUTE looking face.Bullshit.Lols.So,anyways,now,Im off and wanna sleep.Nights.Or should it?

OK.that was yesterday's post.Lol.Today,did nothing.But played hide and seek in the morning with my bros.Lol.I cycle until dunno where already,then go look all over for me sia.Nice.Its like as if I just disappeared into thin air.HAHA.Shall not post about it.Oh yeah.My poems.Terribly sorry.But still havent finished ah..Very lazy to think.No inspirational things around me,so I couldnt write.Haha.Even if you want,you have to get it from me on MSN.I use Words to type ALL of it.Haiz.So,anyways,nothing to blog about.And oh yeah.Syafiq's being an ass by not letting me bring somebody for our Hari Raya outing.Eff him.And if I do bring,I have to pay him 20 bucks? Wth.And that money is actually for his date.Ok.Part of the total amount of money he wanted.Haiz.So cruel.Then yesterday,talked to him on the phone at night.Eee.He was being soo retarded la.Soo mean.Call me names.Grr.Call me "babi","bahalol" and "bongok".Giler.Call me only then start call me names sia.Stupid asshole.I hate him la.Grr.Then talk crap with him.The thing that I cant believe I talked to him about was kissing.That was just plain gross.Eurgh.Dunno how it came up.Gross,gross,gross.Shall not elaborate more on it.What I know is that MY OLD UNCLE SYAFIQ IS BEING WAAAAYY TOO GROSS.very the gross.eurgh.How can he talk to his niece about kissing??Tsk,tsk,tsk.What a very bad example of him being an uncle.Tsk,tsk.Like that right,he ask me to respect him.Hell no man.Im not going to. =P He never respect me,so how can I EVER respect him back?Wth la he.

Kay.Now,I seriously nothing to talk about.So,byes!! And do tell me your results on MSN yeah.I k-po2 one.Lol.

2006-10-16T16:37:00.000+08:00

So got half of the papers back.Eww.My results sucks.I swear.Thanks to the poor memory I have.Screw the teachers.And because of my results,I lost $3 coz I and Rong Hao challenged each other who get higher.If any got higher pay the other $2 per subject.So I won in only 1 FREAKING subject,which is only $1,coz Rong Hao was being an ass,by giving it a 50% discount and the subject is Home Econs.So here are my terrible results..

English = 66/110 [hah.At least I passed.I put effort you know.]
Maths Paper 1 = 46/50
Maths Paper 2 =39/50
Total Maths -85/100
Science = >.< 59.5/100 [okay..I know its freaking bad.No need comment.]
Art = 66/100 [dunno why.but seems like i got the 66 fever.]
Home Econs = 32/50 [lol.I soo didnt study.pro right?]

There.Dammit. Look at the freaking horrible marks.Well,except for maths.And art,as usual,Miss Heng is blind.The one small small she give 70++,then the whole paper one,she give 60++.She's never fair sia.Haiz.I can never understand her.English,phew.Thanks to my 900 word compo,I passed.Haha.Yes,900 words. You wanna count? Lol.Then right,for the first time,after Miss Choi left,my summary I scored, 16/25.Finally I passed.Waah.But my dad is gonna scream at me for Science.And Im prepared,I think.And so,my History,Im flunking it and I know it.LOL.I die already lahh..Malay?Sian. Did it in 20-30 mins? So malay Im dead also.What else?Literature.Oh even worse.That one,you can say I wrote a hell lot of crap.I dont even know what I write.Lols.

Hmm..Then right..Tomorrow after the bloody CIP hour thing,got Choir.Wtf la.Stupid.Why must have CCA one?I hate it.Then some more later choir end at 6,then I reach home at what?7 pm? That will be time to break fast.Haiz.And stupid,stupid school.Never pity Sec 1's.Sec 2 went for camp,left with only Sec 3 and 1 lorh..Haiz.Stupid thing.Ok lahh.I shall stop bragging about it.

And nade,dont try to act crazy lah can? My friends call me Paul Threehill kay..hehe.Except that Im not a guy la.Coz I got a fringe like Paul Twohill.I know you jealous la..But sorry,I got the name.Muahaha.And yes,the quiz bloody irratating,coz I feel so bored.So I did the bloody thing.And the thing spelled "bulemic" not my fault.Until I find in dictionary also dont have sia.Stupid asshole.

Never mind.Kays.Wanna go now.And oh yeah.If you want my poem right,it'll be ready by, 19th October 2006,Thursday.Lol.I bet no one wants to read sia.Lol.I just have 2 poems to finish and Im done! Yay! So byes for now.

2006-10-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

So,I did this bloody irratating quiz from Bzoink.And I tell you its soo bloody irratating lah..Let me get the code.

*i bet you've never heard these questions before*
.:A little about you:.
okay so whats ur name?:	Shasha
how old are you?:	Almost 13
what do you do for fun?:	splash water at people?
whens ur bday?:	0411
do you wish u were older?:	yeah.I wanna get a car!!
hmm ill bet u do:	nothing?
whats your best physical feature?:	....
are u a dumb blonde?:	no.i hate blondes.
okay enough of this:	wtf?
time to brag!
do you have a cell phone?:	yeah.duh.
what kind is it?:	Nokia 3230.
wanna give out your number? i bet you dont.:	not to you people.
does anyone love you?:	why would they?
do you have a job?:	nopes.
how much money you get per week?:	sadly, $10.
how much money do u have in hands right now?:	$0.00
are you rich?:	not that rich.
are u happy?:	not really why?
so, what you wanna brag about now?:	this thing is stupid man.
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend:	nah..I dont wanna have one.lol.
can you speak another language?:	i can speak 3 languages!! English,malay & french.hah.
are u sure?:	im gonna kill this thing.
are you lying?:	GAH!! DONT MAKE MY BLOOD GO UPSTAIRS!!
alright then:	finally you said that.
so how was your day?:	i just woke up.and i think its quite good.
anything exciting happen?:	like what?
haha:	o.0
did anyone buy you anything today?:	nope.
are u a loser?:	no,YOU are the loser!
if u say so.:	bloody hell.
did u eat anything today?:	a piece of bread?
are u anerexic?:	huh?No.
how bout bulemic?:	is there such a word?
do you have a pool?:	no.
hot tub?:	no.
anything?:	a shower,a toilet bowl,a sink & a cupboard.
okay so tell me*
why are you taking this quiz?:	because im bored.
are u a virgin?:	what do you expect from a 13 year old??
liar:	do i look like im lying?
have you ever been called a slut?:	i dunno.
a whore?:	i dunno.
okay:	its not okay,jerkass.
are u bored yet?:	you're making me bored,you know.
your room!!!!
what size bed do you have?:	Queen.
do you even have a bed?:	yes.im not THAT poor asshole.
do you sleep on your floor?:	sometimes,when my mood is low.
do u have a big closet?:	2 combined to one.hehe.
what color are your walls?:	GREEN.and i hate it.
what color is your carpet?:	what carpet?
or is your floor made of wood?:	no.but the stairs is. =D
do u even have a floor?:	Yes,lar..I wouldnt want to step on creepy crawlies,you know.
i hope so?:	wtf?? what is the aim of this quiz man?
do you live on the streets?:	no.if i do,i wouldnt be doing this quiz.grr.
hmm:	this thing is a bloody f**ker man.
how many windows do u have?:	do i look like i would bother to count?
how many phones u have?:	so far 2.
u like ur room??:	nope.its too cramped.
do u have a mirror?:	yeah..Im a girl,and i need mirror,for er,stuff.
do u look at yourself constantly?:	i wouldnt wanna do that.
okayy did u enjoy this quiz?:	hell no.this quiz made me feel like killing the computer.
Take this survey Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

see.how irratating can a quiz go?Eurgh.Made my blood boil sia.Wished I never had done this quiz.So,got nothing else.Byes.And i hope you do this quiz.Grr.

2006-10-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

Lol.Gonna do 2 quizzes.Both from Nade's.Lol.Here they are.

The rules are simple:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to thequestion even if it doesn't make sense.NO CHEATING! Some of the answers I got werestrange. Others, downright funny! Let me knowwhat happens with yours.

1. How are you feeling today? - Karma [??]

2. Will you get far in life? - Promiscuous [ o.0 ]

3. How do your friends see you? - Beautiful Disaster [Wtf.Im not a disaster.]

4.Will you get married?- I promise [Huh?Wth.]

5. What is your best friend's theme song? - Never Had A Dream Come True [Well,kinda.I think.]

6. What is the story of your life? - A Little Crush [wtfwtf.]

7. What was high school like? - Dilemma [yeah.it sure is.]

8. How can you get ahead in life? - Cry me a river [Lmao.]

9. What is the best thing about your friends? - Call On Me [Rofl.Call on me??]

10. What is today going to be like? - Foolish

11. What is in store for the weekend? - Show Stoppers [er..?]

12. What song describes you? - Love you so [hey.This is soo right..]

13.To describe your grandparents? - Don't Forget About Us [HAHA.Goes pretty well for both my grandmothers.]

14. How is your life going? -When It All Falls Apart

15. What song will they play at your funeral? - The Way I do [For a funeral??]

16. How does the world see you? - Boston [Im not boston.Gah.]

17. Will you have a happy life? - Only You [that doesnt make sense.]

18. What do your friends really think of you? - Sway [right.I dont think so]

19. Do people secretly lust after you? - I don't need a man [LMFAO!!!]

20. How can I make myself happy? - El Nin-Yo! [hell no.]

Now for the other one.

3 YEARS AGO TODAY [14/10/2006]

How old were you?
About 9..Well,about to be 10..

What grade were you in?
primary 4..Whhee.I <3 those days and treasure them very the much.

Where did you go to school?
: Qihua Primary School [not many people heard about this school.]

Where did you work?
:No where? Wait.At home.Tutoring my brother.

Where did you live? :Woodlands!! How was your hair style?
: Plaited ponytail. My maid and sometimes my mum does the plaiting for me.Hehs.

Did you wear braces?
:No. Lol.

Did you wear glasses?
: Yeah..I've been wearing them since I was 5?

Who was your best friend?
:Hmm.My friend who had passed away. <=( Soufiyyah.She's like my sister.

Who was your celebrity crush?
: Psst...It was Aaron Aziz. WAS.

What was your favorite band/group?
:Evanescene.I can't really remember.Lol.

What was your worst fear?
:Not getting A's for streaming.Coz if I don't,I won't get a phone.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
:Nah..

Had you gotten drunk/high yet?
: High!!

Had you been to a real party yet?
:birthday parties,yes.But the one where you drink and so stuff in the club,no.God.I was only going to be 10!!

Had your heart broken?
:er...Not really.

Had broken someone's heart?
: I think I did.But I dunno who lahh..

HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!

How old are you?
:ALMOST 13. Countdown days : 21 more days..Thats less than A MONTH!!

Where do you go to school?
: Swiss Cottage Secondary School.This school just rocks.Especially my class, 1E1!! Rock till the end.And the uniform kinda nice too.Hehe.

Where do you work?:
I still am not working.But ONLY a volunteer at SCRS. But I dont get paid for it.

Where do you live?
: WOODLANDS.

How is your hair style?
: Ponytail + Paul Twohill style = PonyHill [???]

Do you have braces?
:Naw.. I don't need one.Coz my teeth staright enough already.

Do you wear glasses?
: yeps.It's been like 8 years since I first wore my first specs.Lol.

Who is your best friend?
: Rifdi,Nazz, Chapunzel,Jess & Vals. <3 you guys!!

Still talk to any of your old friends?
:DUH.Im still in contact with my P6 friends,considering ONE of them is my UNCLE.

Who is your celebrity crush?
: The Crown Prince from princess hours.Cuteness.

How many tattoos?
:None.Tattoos are soo not nice..Eurgh.They just make me puke.

What is your biggest fear?
:life after death, how your soul gets taken out from your body once you die, etc. [HOHO!! YEAH!!]

Have you smoked a cigarette yet?
: Nope.I dont intend to,anyway.My brothers and I ALWAYS lecture my dad about smoking.Saying that its bad for the family's health and so forth.And even forbided him to stop smoking,but ah,to no avail.Shitz.

Have you gotten drunk or high?
:High.

Have you been to a real party?
:I'll say this again.I WILL NEVER GO TO THE PARTIES IN THE CLUBS.COZ PEOPLE IN THERE ARE CRAZY AND DRUNK.eurgh.

Has your heart been broken?
: Yeah.very the broken until i cry??

Have you broken someones heart?
: Maybe.And if I DID,I'll apologise.

there.Lols.You know,now IM SOOO ADDICTED TO PRINCESS HOURS!! Woots.The story soo freaking nice + funny.Lol.But the later part of the show,it'll be kinda sad la..Cant wait.Oh and if you wanna watch right,it's on Channel U,every Monday - Friday at 7pm.Okies? Im soo addicted to it man.

So now,i dunno what to talk about besides me complaining about how BORING it is to be at home!! Gah.Soo stranded man.And plus,poems,havent got them ready yet.But it'll be out in a few more days,the most is A WEEK.ok?So wait for it!! Hmm..Nothing to talk about lehh..I feel soo bored at home,mum and dad went to Johor.Then waiting for Rifdi's call since morning.Gah.Make me wait by the phone for soo long.Lols.Last time I used to talk to Nazz,but her mum already lecture about her bills,so not calling her for her sake.Plus,she have to pay her mum back.Im trying to save her money.See.I very good girl,you know.I can't wait for Sec 1 hike and oh well,Monday!! Whee..Why?Coz got P.E..P.E is soo fun la..So yeps.Nothing to say already.Byes.

2006-10-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

Not writing in my poems yet.Coz its not ready.Gonna tell what happened today.Lol.It was fun,but accompanied with anger and ok,well,basically everything related to happiness. ^^ Let's start with oral.Woots.

Before Oral : Min Li was feeling so high.Dunno what got into her.Seriously.Me,Fiza and Sheena were practically laughing at her actions and total accent through out waiting for us to be called for our orals.She said that her age was 82 and her name was, "Ong Shit Shit"?? Wth. And though she IS 82 years old,her skin is soo smooth,coz she use SK 2. And to her it was " very effective". Then she say she got married to younger guys in their 20's and divorced him?? Plus according to her,she's still youthful.Haiz.She went 100% nuts.It wasn't the Min Li I know of.Haha.So laughed until I cried.Hahah.Seriously,laughed too much already.Until get scolded by Miss Tay.Whoops.

During Oral :Teacher damn soft la.Can't hear what he saying liao.Then when I was in the middle of saying my sentence,he go cut and say what you know, "OK,now I'm going to start a conversation with you" ??? Wth.I was saying a sentence,and haven't got to my conclusion for the picture,he soo rudely cut my sentence.Hrmph.Look soo blur some more sia.Garrr.Hate it.And for Malay,oh-so-screwed. I let Cikgu Arfah help me.And she was smiling all the way since she knows I was talking crap.Serious. =D Thanks cikgu for helping me.Haha.

After Oral : Sat down outside General Office.Was waiting for Valerie.But she sooo long,so decided to go to the Sec 1 block.There,saw her coming down.Lols.Then, Jess,MinLi,Nazz,ChrisNg,YongXuan,Sheena,Val,me and some other people were standing outside canteen,play with phone.If Mdm Tang pass by,we're dead already.Then quarrelled about stuff.Lol.Yong Xuan and Chris followed me,Jess,MinLi & Nazz to 7-11.Didnt buy food or drinks la,just walked around,see stuff,coz we were bored.Lol.The 2 guys had to go for Oral[psst.their oral shift was at 10.30,they came at 8.45-9am??].So,walked to the MRT station.Heh.With MinLi & Jess & Nazz.Val,Sheena & Jolene didnt follow.They went some where,I think.While walking,MinLi was talking about her oh-smooth-skin...Haah.She said SK 2 was effective as the mask will burn your skin,then after you take out the mask,it'll be your flesh.After that,your skin will grow back in 5 years time,producing a very smooth texture???Or sth like that.Went to Jurong Entertainment Centre btw.There.Sooo fun la.Let me tell you.

When we reached JEC,it was only 10?? Or I think so.Wanted to watch Stay Alive.So,we went there first and waited for the boys[Paul,Chris Ng, Yong Xuan & Genesis]...We partially rotted while waiting for them liao..Guess how long girls had to wait for guys to just come?? 3 BLOODY FREAKING HOURS!!!! What did we do in JEC for 3 bloody hours?? First,went to KFC.Jess and MinLi wanted to eat,so followed them.The way MinLi ate her Cheesy Fries was sooo seductive man.Shall not talk about that.Went to this machine called "The Mouth of Truth" ?? Then the stupid result was plain asshole-ish.Serious.I won't tell you the results.Very stupid and asshole-ish.If you want to know,ask me on MSN.Dont ask here.The results have 5 different categories in which is, Life,Love,Luck,Health and Sex.I'm not kidding.They'll rate it by analysing you palms.Ewww..Gross topis.Shall not talka about it.Then,went 2nd floor[JEC only has FOUR floors.].Up there,see wallet,and stuff.Lols.Walk round already,and looked at time was already 11am. 1hour passed.So fast.Then we decided to waste time by standing/sitting near the railings.Jess went to sit on the railings,and security guard came lehh.He said, "Don't sit on the railings,you'll fall down." After that Jess went like,"If I die,throw down my phone." Haha.So cute.So sat on the steps which supported the railings.Sat there for half and hour,take pictures.Finally when we got totally bored,guess what we did,we took pictures of our fingers and legs.Yeah.Made it into some shapes,and we had a piece of art.People passing by thought we were crazy.They even confronted us by saying,"Never go school is it?" Wth.But we didnt care.Oh well.Then take some more pictures.We were sooo bored waiting for them.Grrrr. So walked on 2nd floor,got nothing,but lame stuff.So,me being lame,cracked up some lame jokes la.Coz I was ssooo bored.And what do I do when Im bored?Create lame jokes.We walk until like crazy.Look at earrings and things.But still,they havent called us yet.Wtf la they all.Talk with the teacher sooo goddamned long one.hrmph!! By then,2 hour had passed.So,Jess decided to eat her favourite ice cream,McFlurry,at Mac. We spent a bloody 30 minutes or sth in there.Slack a lot.Talked about stuff at the same time.Lols.HMM.So after eating,made a move.Sat outside Mac.We thought of waiting for them outside and greeting them.Hell no,after 10 mins sitting outside also,no sign of them.Went to the ladies.Crap around.Then finally,Yong Xuan called.So,when they called.We hatched a plan.What was it? To make them run around JEC to find us.Hah.When they called,asked where we were,we said we're at Macs.So i think they went to find us there.But we weren't there.We went up to K-Box which was on the 3rd floor.At the same time,we saw people skating.Saw our senior.Oh-oh..Then a call came again.Yong Xuan asked where we were,and we said,we were at K-Box.Instead of waiting for them THERE,we went another level UP.Sounds sooo fun.Then,they looked all over for us liao.So funny.We saw them form 4 th floor.Damn funny la..We all wanted to laugh so loud,but didn't.We were tired of it,and ended it.Called the boys out from arcade with our school uniform.Started a fight with them.We argued about them being late and so forth.Then complain how long we waited.We were being bitchy man.Complain soo much.Serious.I fought with Paul,Jess went to fight with Gen.HAHA.It was retardedly funny.MinLi & Nazz went one side and laughed at me n jess.Ask yourself.How can girls wait for guys for a long period of time like our case,3 HOURS???Haiz.We put this angry face on our faces man after Paul said,"What did we do???!!!" when Jess went in the arcade and scolded them. They owe us a kick on each of their ass.Grr.Pathetic.

Watched Silk instead of Stay Alive.Coz there wasnt any Stay Alive.Shit.While watching,Jess and Minli were practically laughing during the show.It's a HORROR movie,not a COMEDY.Jess say the ghost very funny.Come from the bottom.Go watch.It's nice.It's for people who don't believe in ghosts.Lols.And I had to sit beside Paul.Oh bloody hell.He talk and talk and talk and talk during the movie.Wtf la he.I n Nazz grabbed each others hands so tightly.Damn.Overall,the movie was nice.Especially when the person is dead.the dead looks like its going to attack somebody.Lol.Then after the show,MinLi Jess Nazz n me took MRT while the boys go play arcade.Then in the train,I was being insane,I go look u der our seats for ghosts.Lol.Go watch Silk.It's a nice movie.But I wanna watch Stay Alive.Haiz...Next time watch la...

At the end of the day,I feel that today is a retardedly insane day.Really.Laughed too much,slacked too much.Lols.So anyway.Going nows.Buais everyone.Tomoro not schooling and I'll be happily sleeping.Dont disturb me. =P

Tata everyone,
<3<3 Shasha <3<3

2006-10-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

Screwed every paper in EOY. Seriously.Not because I didn't study.But,oh well.Short term memory loss.Hmm.Oh btw. 1E1 is the best class.No one become prefect.Very good right??!!Lols.It means we're free from being spied on,free from being babbled on and everything!! Woots.If got 1 prefect and he/she become exco,that will be shit man.I mean 1E1??Please.Our class roxs! No other Sec 1 E can beat us man.So anyways,left with Oral.And thats it.But first.Me go a quiz first.

Name 25 people at the top of your head. [no order]
1. Nadzirah
2. Rifdi
3.Chahaya
4. Valerie
5. jessica
6. Yong Xuan
7. Sheena
8. Haikal
9. Luqman
10. Jolene
11. Hafiza
12. Shikin
13. Min Li
14. Nadiah
15. Gah Wai
16. Gerald
17. Rong Hao
18. Iskandar
19. Vera
20. Danial
21. Paul
22. Genesis
23. Chris Ng
24. Chris Tay
25. Zhi Chuen

Now for the questions

what is an inside joke with #7?[Sheena]
; No idea.

what about #22?[Genesis]
; er.He's the beginning of EVERYTHING.lol.

would you go out with #12?[Shikin]
; Me not les.But as a friend,yes.

whats one word that describes #5?[Jessica]
; Rocks.

would #4 look good with #25?[Val & Zhi Chuen]
; Omgomg.No comments.besides,they're mother and son.Lol.

would u go out with #19?[Vera]
; Lols.Friends.

when is #11's birthday?[Hafiza]
; 15/01/1993

would you make out with #11?[Hafiza]
; er.hell no.

are #3 and #18 BEST friends?[Chahaya & Iskandar]
; omgomg.More like,ehem.haha.Kidding.

have you ever liked #21?[Paul]
; wtf.Hell no.EW.Gross.

have you ever liked #13?[Min Li]
; Lol.

have you ever liked #6?[Yong Xuan]
; omfg.No.He's my ah gong.

can you tell #17 anything?[Rong Hao]
; I tell him EVERYTHING,ok,well,not really.Coz he sits beside me.Wahaha.

how much do you love #4?[Valerie]
; VERY MUCH.lol.no.I love her as a friend. =D

how do you know #20?[Danial]
; primary school. loser.lol.

would you make out with #9?[Luqman]
; EEEEEE....He's more fit for Chahaya man.

how'd you meet #18?[Iskandar]
; Sec 1.Lol.Next to my class.

what word comes to your mind when you hear #23's name?[Chris Ng]
; no comments la.

have you ever had a crush on #16?[Gerald]
; zomg.gerald?Please.too short.

what about #2?[Rifdi]
; ehem.I dont.He's 1 of my best friends.

whats one word that describes #15?[Gah Wai]
; obsessed.

what do you think #9 will be when he/she grows up?[Luqman]
; a road sweeper. XD

give me one random fact about #16?[Gerald]
; psst.he comes from africa.Hahah.

and #8[Haikal]
; He owns a tsunami hair.

and what about #1?[Nadzirah]
; she is OBSESSED with Khairul Anuar.No kidding.

and #11?[Hafiza]
; i dunno lehh.

what song does #14 relate to?[Nadiah]
;I'm Not Okay by MCR. [she really is NOT ok.]

what movie could #24 be in?[Chris Tay]
; DX Generation. XD

what famous person does/should #7 meet?[Sheena]
; dunno.

what do you think of #10?[Jolene]
; shes afraid of lizards and bugs,and she'll scream her head off when she sees one.

would you make out with #1?[Nadzirah]
; Never in my dreams man.haha.

what about #17?[Rong Hao]
; O.O

an inside joke with #11?[Hafiza]
; None.

u ever liked #8?[Haikal]
; Never in my WHOLE life.

could you live without #20?[Danial]
; maybe.most probably,no.

would #13 make a good couple with #16[Min Li and Gerald]
; er....Gerald too talkative.SO,no.

what about #23 and #5?[Chris Ng & Jess]
; Im so gonna get screwed.I'll say no,before they beat me up tmr.

whats a random fact about #6?[Yong Xuan]
; He's old.

ever had a crush on #5?[Jessica]
; no.but she's my good friend.

or #25?[Zhi Chuen]
; God,he's a porn master man..Hell no.

has #4 ever liked you?[Valerie]
; I dunno.hahas.no lah.Obvious right?

what about #19?[Vera]
; wtf.No.Aiya.I not les la.

one word about #1.[Nadzirah]
; Insane.

do you know anyone that likes #24?[Chris Tay]
; NRS.ok.Kidding.

is #3 your friend? why?[chahaya]
; yeah.dunno why.

where do you see #21 in 20 years?[paul]
; rubbish dump.Hahah.lol.

what about #22?[Genesis]
; smart ass like him.hmm.i dunno.

would you make out with #2?[Rifdi]
; He's taken man.Anyway,HELL NO I WON'T.

have you ever made out with #14?[nadiah]
; ROFL.YEAH.no la.Stupid.

what # can you most see youself with?
; 1,2,4,5,6

What # should #11 go out with next?
; i got no bloody comments.

So,anyway,it was stupid.Gah.Screwed exams.I'll get damn low marks for sure.Then,today went to distribute flyers,damn it was easy.Within 5 minutes,we were done.The boys,being them,go put the flyers on cars,as if they were fines.Me,being the good me,took it all out.Zhi Chuen,he go put on every doorstep.Wtf.And sad to say,he's in my group.Wahlao...He retarded la.what else?oohh.after that,me nazz rif go walk and walk and walk until MRT station.Saw loads of cars,and ALL OF THEM BELONG TO ME SUCKERS.Nyehehe.I have a driver,you know.Like real.heh.today kinda fun.rif threatened to pull my hair,but hey,i pull it down first.Too bad.And I ran away from both of them.Nazz and me loitered at the MRT station.Nothing to do what.Then,took MRT,thought of going Jurong Entertainment Centre.But was freaking tired.So,went home.Haha.Rif and nazz,being mean,go talk about FOOD all the way.I was kinda hungry,coz I didnt eat in the morning.Not didnt,but I cant.Haha.Dunno what la they talk about.Octopus balls???? FTW. I plugged my ears with my ear piece.Volume was like more than half of it.

Can't wait for hike.And then 26 Oct last day of school!! Damn cool man.I can slack already.Woots.Ok.Nothing more to talk about.And wait for my poems,which will be coming real soon.Just doing a little beet more,and you'll have my poems.Ok.Now,going off.And try to speak with my "american" accent,for tomoro's oral.Wish me luck!!

2006-10-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

Though I said Im not gonna blog till Wednesday,but oh well.Boredom.Found this really cool Q&A thing in Nade's blog.Seriously,her answers are making me lmfao man..Go read her blog.But now,Im gonna type MY answers.

Type ur reactions when somebody say these phrases to u:

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?

"You're not happy with it?Then f**k off."

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU

"Gosh..Really?I do NOT appreciate that.Thank you."

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME

"You know something? Probably I'll cry all day being with you coz you'll hantam me for sure."

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT

"You want me to smile?What the eff for?And please.Don't insult by saying I'm cute." Hahaha.Wtf.

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO

"No sweat,Your Royal Highness."

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU

"Aww..Thats SWEET of you.Really."

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?

"Wouldn't it be the same if Tuesdays come before Mondays??Everyday's the same. o.O"

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?

"GIVE ME ALL OF THEM DUDE!! I OWE YOU ONE MAN!"

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?

"No,I dont know.But now I know.Why do you choose me to be one of the SPECIAL people in your life??"

I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU

"BACK OFF MAN!!SHHOOO!! You're giving me the creeps!eurgh."

I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU

"Lol.You can't smile without me?Well,I can. =D See.I just did."

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM/HER

"Your welcome.And OF COURSE I'm not him/her.Isn't it obvious??"

NOTHING

"What la? Tell me or I'll run away with your money."

WHAT'S YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?

"Do you really want my number?Coz I don't have one.Kidding."

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?

"Erm..Ok.But don't blame me if you fall."

MAY I ESCORT YOU?

"Of course you MUST escort me.I'm the PRINCESS.God."

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TIL NOW?

"No.I gave up on him.But heh,found another one to have a crush on." =D

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED

"Hey,that was under a Copyright law.Don't you know THAT?"

WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?

"My eyes can't be eaten.And it'll never be in the palms of your hand,FOREVER."
____

Lol.Stupid questions,stupid answers.K lah.Im off. Go read other people's blog for more quizzes or anything.

With Love,
<3 Shasha <3

2006-10-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

Today,going to buy hari raya clothes.Damn it.I HATE going to GEYLANG.That place sucks la.I'm more to the city kinda girl.Though it's a place where there's full of memories,well for old people like my parents and grandmothers.But for me,nah.I'd rather go to Orchard Rd man.Haha.Anyway,this year,my family's going....BLUE,blue,BLUE,blue.Yeah.Ok.You guys got it right?Hmm.Light blue actually.Lols.Probably blue coz it signifies calm?? Haha.Yeah,I mean after a hectic year for my family.So,the colour would be bleue clair ,which means light blue in French.Haha.yeah.Haiz.Wouldnt be blogging maybe until I do my Maths Paper 2.Im not supposed to be on the computer anyway.But dad still sleeping,taking advantage la..Haha.Okies.Byes for now.

Calendar for Sec 1 of SCSS :

Wednesday [11.10.06] : Distribute flyers at Bukit Batok st 32 & 33[wtf la.]
Tuesday [17.10.06] : Collect recycling items at the flats[??]
Friday [20.10.06] :Sec 1 Hike[Yay!!Can't wait!!]

2006-10-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

Science paper.So screwed.I swear it was sooo goddamned screwed.Gah.See.Nothing went in my mind while studying.Bah.Sucks man.gahhhhh..Im gonna fail for sure..Im betting on it man..I cant answer a single question fully in Section C!!!Freaking bad.Im not a smart ass,when I think I am.GAH.God help me!!Screw the difficult Science paper.

Warning : Muhammad Rifdi Bin Jaafar.This is a warning.If you EVER open your mouth about me liking him,you're gonna be sooo frekaing dead I tell you!! Make sure you don't!! Gah.Please la...Kay?I owe you one man...

Exam timetable for SCSS :

Monday[09.10.06] : MT Paper 2
Tuesday[10.10.06] : Home Economics
Wednesday[11.10.06] : Maths Paper 2
Thursday[12.10.06] : Oral sex Examination

Lol.Haha.Ok.Good luck 1E1-ners.Hope for the best,and probably achieve your goals.1E1-ners ROX TO THE END!!! lolx.That was supposed to be encouraging.Or maybe it isnt THAT encouraging.K,gtg.Byes!

Things are better now.Hope it'll be there by me all the way.

2006-10-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm. 5 PAPERS DONE, AND 6 MORE TO GO!! WHEEEE!!! Hahah.Yeah.Down to 6 more papers.Yay!! So,good luck to everyone in their exams.I'll pray for the best for you people.And of course,for myself also la..

Well,today rained damn heavily.It was raining cats and dogs.Gah.Didnt bring umbrella.And,well,walked under the rain.Nicest thing to do in the world.Walked/run to the bus stop,which is like around the school,with Shikin.At least she has a jacket.Heh.Haiz.My uniform was soaking wet.SUPER DUPER WET.Then reached bus stop and I swear my uniform and skirt and my hair was dripping.So wet..Haha.Lol.Luckily,the bus saved us all.Then in the bus,opened my hair coz i dont like to tie my hair when its soaking wet.Lol.Wahh..Skirt wet and sat on the chair,the chair wet.And you know,when both of us plus Swarup and Luqman boarded the bus,people in the bus was I think staring at how wet we were.And you know something?We got to know that the back gate was open when we reached the bus stop.Haiz.Shoulda waited.And I think because of the 4 of us,the narrow space at the front part of the bus was very wet too.Sorry,bus driver.We didnt have a choice.Hehe.

So after that walked around CP with Shikin.Wanted to go Popular,but damn it.It was closed.You know,we walked from I think 10am to 11am still it wasnt open.Went to Tom & Steafanie,bought some stuff there.Shikin was being sweet and bought shoes for her nephew.Aww..The shoes were cute.Haha.Liked it.The lady at the counter was nice.She wished us good luck in our exam and said it was for our future.How nice is that?Haha.Bought earrings too!Yeah!Spent my money on those things but didnt buy newspaper.Whoops!! Forgot.Lol.Went home,took bus.Coz it was still kinda drizzling.Yeah.Since I lazy get down the first stop after bus interchange,I sit until it made half a round to my house.Nearer,but take more time.

OK.So thats the end of today.Still gotta revise some BASIC maths stuff.Especially stupid bisector.Which I dont even get what it is,in the first place.Well,try my best tomorrow.And try my luck,guessing how the hell to do the questions on bisector.Haha.Byes people!!

2006-09-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

English paper kinda easy.Hoping for the best.And hope I won't drop this semester.Lols.Garr.Still fighting.And fighting for my own rights.I can be nice at times.But never think that I can't be VERY mean.Or should I say very EVIL.Stop following me where I go.Go on your own route and pretend I never exist in your life.

Thank you for co-operating with me and my temper.

2006-09-27T14:58:00.001+08:00

Hmm.School was GOOD.Lols.Why?NO ENGLISH!!! woots.Au Yong didnt come today.So 4 periods,well,free.Hhaha.But thinking twice,WHY DIDNT SHE COME TODAY??!! WHY MUST IT BE TODAY??!!! Lols.Yea,I mean English exam just like on Friday.And today's last lesson of English.So,didnt like go through composition and compre lehh.Compo i soo lan one lehhh..Okies.Nevermind. Hmm.Art still sucks.Shall not talk about it.Heng came 20 minutes earlier.Walao...So early.Science fun.Learnt about the respiration thing and well,did an experiment on breathing.Heheh.Didnt breathe for around 1 minute to see if anyone would drop dead by not breathing.Hoho.Drop dead by not breathing.Thats plain stupid lah.... Lmao.The rest of the school day just sucked.Bleah.Hate it.

After school,went home with Shikin.Just realised something.It was soooo fun talking to her sia.serious.Especially when she tell most of her experience of NCC.Sounds fun.Man,I should have joined NCC.brrr. Found out from her the haunted places in our school.She said the hall,some of the toilets[esp. the one near D&T room and Home Econs room] and some other places,that I couldnt remember haunted.Sorry Shikin,got short term memory la..Hehe.The hall story was kinda the scariest.She said she heard people say, early in the morning right,can see 2 people,one girl and one boy walking around the hall.And according to what people say,they're Hwa Chong Institution students.Nice.Lols.Wish I could see.Hehh..Maybe.One day I will find out.nyehehe.Talking to her was nice.We were talking behind people's back especially about Miss Heng,when we're not supposed to anyway.Hmm.So had fun time talking to her about loads of things.All her stories like interesting sia.Haha.Followed her go Civic Centre for a while and took bus home.Lazy walk.So,now,here I am.On the comp,not studying.K,byes.Wanna open my book and read up the chapters.Haiz.Havent studied enough science.Garr.Byes.

Note to some people[you know who you are.] : Shut up kay.Its your fault to make me this way.You want to see the other side of me so much,I give it to you.Yes,I know true friends forgive each other.But sad to say,you went to far and that's why till now,I havent forgive you yet.You went too far to test my LIMITED amount of patience.No matter how much you apologise,I wont forgive you until I'm ready to.So,too bad,you've got to wait until I settle down.. It's just too bad la.You're the cause,own it yourself.Don't blame me if I'm not talking to you.Don't bother me anymore.Look,I've warned you.Don't come and tell me,I didn't.Because I just did.

2006-09-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

What happens when boredom strikes? Do quizzes.Stupid,lame quizzes.

A - Age: 12 on going to 13.
B - Band listening to right now: P!ATD <3
C - Career: Student and volunteer at SRCS
D - Drink or smoke: Nyehehe.None.
E - Easiest person/s to talk to: Myself/ Nazz
F - Favorite song/s at the moment: Natalie - Love you so
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Worms.
J - Junk foods you like: Chocolate.Ice -cream. <3 <3 <3 <3
L - Longest car ride ever: Hmm.From here to KL. Man. 6 hours +.
M - My favorite Sport/s: Bowling/Swimming/Badminton
N - Number of relationships you've had: Erm.... Er...Hmm...1.Then broke up because off something.And I swear I never met my ex before.Lols.Its just basically sms-ing and calling.And it happened when I was P5 and my ex was 18 at that time.Yes,18.
O - One wish you have: TO BE A SINGER.WTF.
P - Phobias: Failing in missions.Lols.
Q - Favorite Quote: Fuck you....!!!
R - Reason to smile: Smile also cannot meh?
S- Song: Nelly Furtado - Man Eater
T- Time you woke up: 5 am
U - Unknown fact about you: If it's unknown,do you expect me to know?Stupid question.
V - Vegetable/fruit you hate: Very easy.Tapioca.
W - Worst habit: Hmm.Biting my nails.yeah.I still do.Bleah.
X - X-rays you've had: Probably less than 5.I dunno.
Y- Yummy food/s: I dunno whats yummy.Everything seems to be yummy.
Z- Zodiac sign: Scorpio <3

2006-09-21T16:13:00.000+08:00

Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit.

Yeah.Shit.Why?Let me list.

#1 : Got fucking wet before school started.
#2 : My water bottle that I bought for 70 cents and still practically full of water was confiscated by Ms Tay coz there was a freaking small hole in it.
#3 : Ms Tay found out that me,Nazyra,Rifdi,Chahaya & Luqman were spraying at each other.Shit.
#4 : Flunked Literature Test 2.
#5 : Got ONLY 14/20 for yesterday's science test.And surprisingly,Chahaya got higher marks than me in this test.
#6 : EOY are just NEXT WEEK and I still havent finished studying!!

Yeah.Shit,again.Wtf man.My water bottle was confiscated!! Waaah!! Thanks to the freaking small hole.So let's start in the morning.Chahaya was being a bitch by saying me and Rifdi,ehem.And then,me Nazz & Rifdi all chase after her.Man,she's too goddamned fast for us.We 3 against 1 also cannot beat her. GARRR!! So,was running after her straight away after Morning Assembly.And I dunno why,when I was chasing after Chahaya,Vera and Chloe were chasing after me?? Huh?Why were they running after me? Lols.They cant catch up with me,dunno why also.But oh well.Ran quite fast anyway.Been running A LOT lately.HEHE.Woots.So went back to class,swaped Chahaya's things with Luqman's.And they were damn puzzled after they found that their books were under the other person's table.Haha.
Screw Literature test.

Recess.Chahaya just happen to came up and spray at me again.And Rifdi.He was super duper wet la.His whole uniform wet leh.I mean from the shirt to the pants.Wow.Ran after her ALL around the school.But,today wasnt a lucky day.Miss Tay confiscated my newly bought water bottle.Wah,sian.Coz went back to class and poked.So,Ms Tay saw and she said she would confiscate it la.Then ran out without realising that the bottle already had a hole coz Haikal poked into it.Haiz.Ms Tay like saw us running around the school,and she confiscated mine coz there was ONE SMALL PATHETIC hole.Pfft.Unfair-ness.Yeah,still chased her around the school no matter what.Her mouth like seriously need to be stitched man.All the dirty minded stuff ALWAYS come out of her mouth.Grr.Then,when she started it first,she blame on people ??Wtf man she.She retarded.Just like her boyfriend.Lols.Psst,it's Gary Wong.Bwahahaha!!!!Lols.Ok.

End of day.Nothing happened.M.T slacked again.But did some stuff in workbook and that's it.Cool.Cikgu Arfah damn nice lah.She very kind.Ehehe.Erm,music.Kinda bored.Except to listen to the thing we composed for music SA.Min Li's was the nicest la..Like damn nice.Haha.Yeah.The end of today.Byes.Nothing happened after school,btw.Except that my bag had to be a fucker and break off half way walking home.And I bought my pencilbox after Chahaya finally paid me.Lol.hehe.Byes everyone.

Oh yeah,did I mentioned that Sheena made this nice banner to represent that 1E1-ners rock with water?? Wah.Damn nice la.Then,Miss Tay just had to come back to class.And everyone started to be kan-cheong and go in class,pretending nothing happened.Miss Tay saw it,and she asked me who did it.So I was like," Eh,who do the thing outside the class ah?".And Sheena was like laughing and admitting the truth.Lol.Damn nice.Next time must use spray can.That'll be sooo nice.

2006-09-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

HEY!! Lols.Today,looks like many people PMS-ed about er,nothing.Siao.Lols.So Nazz,pms-ed,Chahaya-kinda.Lols.So,then,before school already,chased freaking Chahaya.Coz she spray me coz I write on her table.Then,she thought,Nazz wrote it on her table.Then Chahaya wrote on Nazz table with permanent marker.Eh,we were fair kay.I wrote with pen that CAN be erased.But she write with PERMANENT marker.Tsk,tsk.No wonder Nazz PMS-ed.Ok.Then got sprayed before school even started.Yeah,was wet.ALL THANKS TO NUR CHAHAYA PUTRI BTE SAPARI. Or a..k.a Chapunzel. Hehs.Hmm.Skirt wet,blouse wet.Wtf man.

So,E.T ran 7 rounds around the goddamned big field.I think 400 m.Looks like it.or is it 200m?I dunno.Looks like 400m to me.So,TAF students had to run 10 rounds actually.But dunno why,by 6/7 rounds people already sit down.Wtf.Ran on our own anyway.I and Jess ran quite fast.But our shoes all muddy in the end.Haiz.Had to take our weight.Phew.I thought I would gain since I ate ice-cream yesterday.Chocolate some more.But instead,I lost.WOOO-HOOO!!!! Haha.Siao.3kg more to go!! I can do it!!Holiday I go run 12 rounds everyday man.I must do that man.MUST.12 rounds.That'll be 2.4km.Hmm.hey,12 rounds only right?It'll be easy.Every week also run.Haha.No problem.Ok.

So,nothing more to talk.Besides chasing Chahaya around the whole school.Tomoro must chase her again man.She's gonna be dead tomoro.Gr.Gonna spray her till she wet,I dun care.Haiz.oookay.Very dizzy already.COz while writing this post shaking my head with my baby cuz for fun.Man.My head pain sia.Haha.Then head-banged to the song But it's better if you do by Panic!At the Disco.The song nice!! HAHA.Ok.Byes!Nothing to talk.
=D

Byes!!!

PANIC! AT THE DISCO
"But It's Better If You Do"

Now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in a cabaret.
Somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen may even ask my name
As she sheds her skin on stage
I'm seated and sweating to a dance song on the club's P.A.

The strip joint veteran sits two away
Smirking between dignified sips of his dignified peach and lime daiquiri
And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, but I'm afraid that I
Well, I may of faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, that I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Well, I'm afraid that IWell, I may of faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, that's right, well I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

And isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
Oh, and isn't this exactly where you'd like me
I'm exactly where you'd like me, you know
Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety

Praying for love and paying in naivety
Praying for love and paying in naivety, oh

HEh.Love that song!!Hehhe.

2006-09-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

Tired liaoz.But fun day.LOL.Ok.School was boring as usual except for M.T lesson.Fucking wet.Write about it later.Hmm.After school was waaaayyy fun.Fun.Fun.Went out,thats why fun.K,now,we start with MT first.

Before M.T,me,Nazyra,Chahaya,Luqman and Rifdi were walking to M.T class ah.Then,Chahaya was talking crap about me and Rifdi.She's insane,I swear.So we chased after her.I got a chance to pull her hair! Yes,finally after like 9 months man.So pulled her Rapunzel-like hair.She got angry.She pushed me towards the wall.Ouch.Hit my head sia.Pain.Then ran up the stairs.So,when I was walking up to the 3rd level,Luqman go spray water from 4th level.I was milimetres away from being wet.Reached class,kinda killed Luqman.Hoho.But,then I dunno why,Chahaya take my water bottle,open cap,splash water on my skirt!!! Grr!! My skirt was super fucking wet!! Wet!! Luqman thought that I had wet dreams.Wtf. -___- So,my uniform was also kinda wet.Picked up my water bottle.Wanted to splash back,but ah,she ran away already.Fuck.Missed.So,Nazyra offered help.She soo kind la.She ran till the end of corridor chasing after Chahaya with my water bottle OPEN.Yeah.While I saw Nazyra chased after Chahaya,went out of the classroom,and went to the toilet.Went was walking towards the toilet,which was beside my M.T class,this group of malay N(A) boys said,"Wah,wet sia." I was like "huh?". Anyways,went to dry it under dry cleaner.Fuck man.Took me 3 minutes to at least make it HALF -DRY.While Chahaya went in and out of the toilet looking for a mop.Tsk,tsk.After she mop,she came in again she splash some more sia.Once again,thanks to Chahaya,my skirt was wet again.Pfft.Chahaya's a mentally retarded person,serious.Had compre test for Malay.Kinda easy.Oh yeah,plus.Cikgu Arfah's pregnant again for 3 months.Eh,she JUST gave birth in May.Wow.Fast.Haha.So,congrats to her!!

After school.Had my revenge towards Chahaya.Poked holes on my water bottle.Loads of them.Sprayed into her eyes and shirt and skirt.Yes,Im mean.Coz she's mean to me too.Grr.After that had to rot while me and Jessica waited for Nazyra and Val to finish up their homework.Tsk,tsk.Never finish homework.Ok.So after like ages,they finally finished their work.Yeah,while they doing me and Jess were pulling the projector screen for fun.After that,went to Lot 1 with them.Always go Lot 1 like boring lehh.Haha.But anyways,went to buy ice -cream first.Jessica and Val were craving for them.And kept talking about ice-cream on the way to Lot 1.Diaoz.Bought Hot fudge sundae.Yumss.So long never eat sundae already liaoz.Hmm.SO ate while looking at stuff.WALKED LIKE ALL OVER LIKE THAT.or i think we did.Haha.So,Val Jess Nazz & me went round and round.Lolz.Look at cute cute bears and stuffed toys.CDs also and basically almost everything in the mall.Hmm.bought keychain for phone.hehe.Next week,if mum give money,i go buy again.Lols.But,shit,next week already fasting.Oh,nevermind.Oh yeah.Bloody shit.Exam also.Bah. I'll try my best.Back to the topic.After quite tired already,went home.Before that,Jess bought McFlurry.Again.She got sweet tooth la..Heheh.So actually in the middle of looking at stuff,we were all crapping around.Mouth got hole lah,hand got hole lah.Oh,nevermind.You wont get it.Hehs.Nice leh.Next time must take neoprints.Val is crazing about neoprints.And also anime.Tsk,tsk.

Ok.End of today's post.Havent eat.Yeah.Hungry.Lols.Im always hungry in the first place.But unlike my brother,he's hungry 24 hours a day.Even when he just ate like an hour ago,he'll say that he's hungry and he hasnt ate his meal?? He must be crazy..Stomach always empty.Tsk,tsk.Ok lah.I go eat,study,do homework.Then maybe sing.And sleep.