So there..Read between the lines and in time,you'll understand..If you recognise it's one of Kelly Clarkson's song.So yeah..Hope that person would read this anyway..If you are..Tag my tag board,ok?

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9:18 PM


I forgot to update yesterday...Bloody me...Yesterday,I had to send my bro to his tuition centre..Like when I wake up at around 10,straight away took my shower..Coz my bro's tuition is around 11.30...So must go out at around 11...After take shower went to eat breakfast...As we were walikng to the bus stop,saw the bus ran after it and got in..But then right...I realised what u know! When we reached his tuition centre,we were like 20 minutes EARLY!! like wth..Waste my energy running after the bus and realised we were 20 mins early..pfft.
Anyways,just send him up..Then decided to go grandma's house..Coz,its nearby..though nearby,still took taxi coz right the freaking guards later ask for my particulars..Yeah..My grandma lives in a condominium..So went in by taxi..haha!Got through! ok..nevermind..Played with baby cuz..his cuteness is killing me..He action2 stand by himself without any support..later he drop later he laugh..Haha.I almost slept ok...coz was too tired...So then, grandma asked to eat first before going..Then my bro and I said ok..2.30 left the house..And walked to the tuition centre...aiyah..Its only like 1km +++.... Besides,its fun i tell you...Yeah..seriously it is..Then fetched bro,came home,and bloody went straight to comp..Played until 5..And then went downstairs...
But..Things were just soo yucky when i went down coz my bro's knee was like bleeding continuously..SO asked my maid to bring him up and wash the wound..Or better still ask him to shower...Yeah..The wound was like 6 cm long and 4cm wide...Very gross..And NOW,bro is like showing me his wound and shouting like a mad woman..I tell you its damm gross..F**k them..eurgghh!So played with this boy...Riight..Dont think on other things..Coz..That boy is only P5!! And short..And besides,he WAS my junior..But fun to talk to coz he doesnt mind me saying f**k and bitch and so forth..He also say..So yeah..played for 1 1/2 hour STRAIGHT!! now,my hand is all wobbly and stuff...But still ok.Its not gonna break..Mann...He's good...Somehow,he kept using smack which is unfair...so,being ME,i took advantage of his height loads of times..And managed to defeat that shorty..Im mean..Well,he's like shorter than my P4 brother...my P4 bro is like 140 like that...so SHORTER! haha.taking advantage of his height..like yay! my index finger,the skin flaking off...but,its ok.I STILL CAN play...yipee! Might be playing again today...So have to defeat this junior of mine..Oh yeah..During the games,we did some crap and random stuff to kirk up the atmosphere...So dull like that..Haha.ok.this is the end of my post for today..

One last thing : Nadiah Ameerah,YOU SUCK!! AND NO THANKS YOU FOR THAT DEDICATION OF YOURS!! BLEAH! >=<

haha.bye ppl.

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12:35 PM



Basically this post would be dedicated to Nadiah..ok..The topic would be about Paul Twohill,the one in the top 28 in Singapore Idol..I dunno whats up with her but,this is just for her..but if you guys wanna know who in the bloody world is Paul Twohill,well,u just have to read on..In a moment you're about to see who is Paul Twohill..[psst...My cuz thinks he's cute..can you ppl correct her?I think her mind a little sot.]
So here they are :



So yeah...but...Just compare..And i mean JUST compare..WHICH IS BETTER?Adil or Paul Twohill?


VS.

Adil?Paul Twohill? The choice in your hands..Just tag about what you feel.And at the same time,try to correct my sot cuz...WHO thinks Paul is cute..ok..So today in the morning,I chatted with my insane-looking cuz and like duh. she kept saying "Paul is cuteeee"..Let me show you the conversation I had with her:

-lemoNADE. says:
heeeee he's soooo cute and giler. not cute as in handsome, but cute giler.
-lemoNADE. says:
u see him on TV, he act giler.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
yeah.
-lemoNADE. says:
so cutteeee
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
yesterday i didnt watch.
-lemoNADE. says:
plus he's so so cuteee
-lemoNADE. says:
haha wth
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
yah..
-lemoNADE. says:
HE'S SO CUTEEEEE
-lemoNADE. says:
ACT GILER
-lemoNADE. says:
HAHA
-lemoNADE. says:
u noe when they announce the names rite
-lemoNADE. says:
of who's going to be in the top 28,
-lemoNADE. says:
then he was in
-lemoNADE. says:
then they say individual names and show the contestant's faces rite
-lemoNADE. says:
then they do some sort of dance,
-lemoNADE. says:
then he dance so cuteee
-lemoNADE. says:
so giler.
-lemoNADE. says:
so cuteeee
-lemoNADE. says:
i love paul because he's so giler
-lemoNADE. says:
paul twohill i mean
-lemoNADE. says:
hahaha
-lemoNADE. says:
haha u noe wad
-lemoNADE. says:
he's almost exactly like me
-lemoNADE. says:
he likes blackish stuff
-lemoNADE. says:
he likes mcr's helena
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
riight..
-lemoNADE. says:
he looks like gerard way[wth?]
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
riiight.
-lemoNADE. says:
he wears braces
-lemoNADE. says:
he's giler.
-lemoNADE. says:
MEEE
-lemoNADE. says:
paul twohill, i mean
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
NADIAH AMEERAH
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
!!!!!!
-lemoNADE. says:
YAY
-lemoNADE. says:
HAHAHAH
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
ok.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
wait.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
Ameerah,
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
stop it.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
haha.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
AMEERAH.
-lemoNADE. says:
I LOVE PAUL TWOHILLL
-lemoNADE. says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
-lemoNADE. says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
stop it lahhh.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
before i start calling u ameerah.
-lemoNADE. says:
YAYYYYEEEEE =D
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
are you still staring at his pic.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
?
-lemoNADE. says:
noooooo
-lemoNADE. says:
haha
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
haha.
-lemoNADE. says:
just think he's bloody cute
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
riight.
-lemoNADE. says:
Tell us about a lucky charm that has been with you throughout the competition.
MY SANTA CLAUS BOXERS Somehow they’ve just been there. The furry centre has brought some luck.

-lemoNADE. says:
THAT'S HAT HE SAID
-lemoNADE. says:
SO CUTEEE
-lemoNADE. says:
the last sentence : the furry centre
-lemoNADE. says:
wtf
-lemoNADE. says:
hahah
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
wth!
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
gross lahh.
*^sHaShA^* ==>I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" says:
wth mann.
-lemoNADE. says:
SO CUTEEE
-lemoNADE. says:
cute giler.
-lemoNADE. says:
aku mampos mampos
-lemoNADE. says:
IIIIIIIIIIIII LOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEE PAULLL
-lemoNADE. says:
ahahahahaha

There...Freak..She's sooooo dammn crazy about him..It was a conversation of randomness..thanks to my cuz that is..-_- As you can see,she was damm crazy about that Paul person until she has lost her mind,i think..Well,it looks like it. SHe kept saying that she loves Paul..And then kept saying how cute he was..He's not that cute when u have a close up pic..Seriously..At first,i thought he was cute too..Then after a close up pic,then i changed my mind.no seriously..I sooo changed my mind! No offence cuz..argh...I just cant update about this guy any more..Oh btw,he's 17...While that Adil guy is er.... 22? yeah..So,this post is a post full of randomness and crap...If you really havent got any clue,go to her blog..Its linked..Under Nadiah. bleah! Im out..!

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7:32 PM



wheee!!! I highlighted my hair!! wooots! haha.yeah. its not that obvius,i think..did it yesterday with the help of my aunt.Before that,dyed my mum's hair..and before dying my mum's hair,went to saloon to highlight my aunt's hair..lolness.My aunt's hair very nice siah...Two tone one...Bah..Unfairness..But at least i highlighted mine..kekek..Yesterday,went out to Causeway[i think i have gone there for a millionth time!] with aunt,uncle,grandma and my baby cuz, Mirza.So,then after shop around for a while,went to Seoul Garden to eat[heh.sometimes,i make fun of the name Seoul Garden by saying, " Siul Garden"..haha.]..Nearly burst...Eat,eat and eat only sia..I dont think i can eat for month!! And guess what? I STILL FEEL VERY FULL!! garr....haiz...After that met my mum at Causeway at Sea Horse..My grandma bought mattress for baby cuz..Then looked around at Courts for iPod and MP3..All so ex like that..One MP3 I saw its like $599...Cheapest is on $89..ler..So cheap..So,decided to save money and buy laptop better.haha.Only $1,999...So,okay lah...Can save..Went down to Watson buy hair colour,and then I went to the Converse shop..Saw this sling bag,SUPER nice...Black and blue..Got White and Pink also..But it'll get dirty easily...Mum say think about it first..Because,last year before school open,she bought me a bag which costs $29.90,then the string that is attached to my bag tore off..hehe.. AND GUESS WHAT???!!!! Causeway point they got this some sort of carnival..and the carnival was what you know...WINNIE THE POOH!! AHH!! CUTENESS!! The whole place was filled with Winnie the Pooh things,from the pillow,clothes,watches and so forth!!Gawd!!! I actually wanted to but this mat and then place it in front of my room..But mum said no.. =p So in the end,I went back with 2 keychains.Kinda nice. Bought 2.. One says, " I SEE DUMB PEOPLE" and the other is "IT MUST SUCK TO BE THAT UGLY" ...lol..got one about PMS...haha..didnt take that one..Coz,i think its kind of disgusting..XD Today,my aunt gonna bring me go Orchard and buy some things for baby Mirza..He's cute...And no he's going to stand by himself w/o support.Cute.Then he call my grandma what you know, " Mak"..Which means mother in malay...haha..Mak..lolness..Sometimes they are just too cute...ok..need to go up now..[pssh...havent took my shower.]and later wanna watch Power Rangers Dino Thunder...TRENT! haha. ok.byes! [ps: Power Rangers Dino Thunder,every Sunday,10.30 am only on Kids Central..Oh plus,LOOK OUT FOR TRENT!!ok.im being exaggerating here.Just go watch.]

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8:44 AM



Received report books today..And here they are once again..I mean this one is the total-ed up marks that I get for the whole semester 1..Here they are :
English - 50.9 [C6]
Malay -72 [A2]
Maths - 82 [A1]
Science -67.3 [B3]
Geography - 60.8 [B4]
Literature - 69.5 [B3]
Design and Technology - A2
Visual Arts - 63.3 [B4]

So there.My soo horrible marks..Oh yes..And im 18th in class and guess what my mum says?
"Very far from number 1." I was like,"18 is average what..Im still in the top 20..what does she expect me to be ranked in? Top 10?" So then,today Miss Choi's last day of teaching us...Well.she didnt really teach us today..wacthed Corpse Bride in class.. Then maths did absolutely nothing.Exchanged place with Dominic to sit with Val.Rather boring,doing nothing..But during EL,played our phones though Miss Choi on for us the show..When both of us like shiok playing,Miss Choi went behind our seats and sat there.So,both of us stopped IMMEDIATELY to avoid our phones from being confiscated. Then Geog also watched movie, The day after tomorrow..the show boring except for the part where they shoot from space and then show how the sky was like very cool..Nice to see the eye of the storm..Or was it?I dunno.After that,got inspection in class and went home..But the thing is,today i left school at 12.40 and reached home at 2.15..I missed 3 buses coz all 3 buses were damm packed..hrmph! got in the forth one...and that time was already like 1.30? sial ah..i thought i want go home early or something.Ish..

Reached the bus inter and went to Causeway Point walk around with Diane.Go Popular.Saw some books...Thought of buying Princess Diaries,Seventh Heaven,coz got the handphone thing..Kinda nice.and its the new one.So,probably asking my parents to buy for me that and another book which is nice..Cant remember the title..haha.ok.crap around too much already..buh-byes ppl.

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3:46 PM



ouch,ouch,ouch..Haha...Basically,im expressing what im feeling now..Well,feeling kind of burnt..Because...Went to National Stadium on Monday & Tuesday[which make me miss lessons for the 2 days] and then had to dance for the stupid SYF opening ceremony,under the hot sun..For 2 days...Let me spell it out...T-W-O D-A-Y-S..!!so now im like half tanned and the other half of me,burnt.haha.no,im serious.I can only feel the heat..Damm hot/warm..eerrggghhhh..!!Well,the schools that took part in this thing were Swiss Cottage,Fajar,Dunearn,Yishun,Bedok South,Naval Base,Regent,Bukit Batok,St. Theresa Convent,St. Joseph Institution,Serangoon,Hong Kah,Jurong West,Coral...and i cant remember the rest.Lolness. Monday,er...Mr Lee[no,no..ZOOKEEPER.Much better.] and Miss Heng was caught on my camera for sitting together all day long..haha..So,to both of them, YOU'RE BOTH CAUGHT ON CAMERA! yay! the pic still on my phone. Haha. Then today, zookeeper kept looking at me when i passed by him..I was just like smiling,showing my innocent looking face like that.Haha.
Ouch,so itchy.
Ok. dont bother about that.argh!! Dots on my hand.Looks like rashes..AHHH!! ok.nevermind.So,under hot sun dance here,dance there.Hate the part when we had to dance Absolutely everybody[or i think it is.]...the dance like siao siah..looks soo....oh well,whatever it is,i still have to dance for SYF opening ceremony.Blah.That would be under the hot sun again.The real opening ceremony is on 1st July, which is on a Saturday.Why must they make it on a Saturday??Like unfair you know.what the crap?
And today,well,er...Did nothing for MT coz no MT..But dunno why,some english teachers come in during those periods and then we all were asked to read books.So read some books.After that had Science followed by recess.Then CME,did totally nothing for the 1 hour but slacked around like lazy pigs like that..After that D & T...wth mann...Mr Lim didnt let us do a thing but watch the Eureka or what show that he videotaped.F**k him..For 1 1/2 hours ok! It was like all about how products were made about in the early centuries..SO BORING LIKE THAT,UNTIL JOLENE FELL ASLEEP.So,childish siah..Got automatic door lah,parachute lah,ice cream bars lah,this lah,that lah...Is like,"omg..why do we have to be stuck with this lame teacher?"
So yep.today super boring..did nothing..Slacked almost the whole day and tmr will be another day for me to slack..[riiiightt..]

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2:37 PM



Well,today received our er...English and Geog results..Damm its terrible..Miss Choi and Mdm Junaina[again] didnt come to school..SO,other teachers of those subjects had to relieve us and also give us our papers back..Embarassing sia when other teachers give back OUR exam papers..like so wtf..Anyways let me reveal my horrible marks..

English : Paper 1 : Letter writing- 18/30
Free Writing - 12/30 [wtf.i actually failed my compo.f**k it.]
Paper 2 : 18/50[another one.failed by 7 marks.I tell you.The failing keeps on going.]
Overall : 50.9[includes CA1 & SA1.yay!I passed! by 0.9 marks.Pathetic]
Geography : 61.5 [another finally "I passed" subject.]
Malay : 74 /100 [I tell you,with only 74,I'm second in class.like wth?shouldnt it be higher?]

So there you go..Terrible right? Oh plus malay,its just a total marks i got for whole malay..So,English Miss Choi didnt come and this HOD of English came in our class..She explained to us this and that and this and that to us...like yeah...I was only half listening after being so devastated over my English marks...Then all of a sudden she was telling us this, "The lowest marks we gave to a student for the compo was 2 out of 30."..I was like,"omg?!! only 2?!! wth..?"
Then she gave us a compliment[or i think it was.] that 1E1 is the only batch who speaks English very often and not speaking our MT language in class...I think she meant that..like really? i failed english you know,and you still can say that?? hmmzz....never mind...and compo..i think i went wwwwaaaaayyyyyy out of point and teacher only give me 11 for content and 1 for paragraphing or some sort...Failed..blah...Got C6 and im dead as soon as my dad knows my results...oh well,im prepared for it...Besides,this is like my first paper for sec 1...and i can expect nothing much from it..when time goes by,i will improve...or probably "deprove"...ok lahh...whatever....And Literature for this term got only 66/100...My portfolio kind of sucks and only scored like 19/30? yeah...so,didnt do really well this term..but next semester i will try harder for Lit..done blogging for today,and im off....

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4:53 PM



Hmmm...Today nothing really happened...Kind of bored actually..Well,today my class was "awarded" with 5 free periods...Boredom..Nothing to do..First 2 periods,Geog,but Mdm Junaina didnt come so was free...Then 2 periods of English whereby we got our results...Er...Failed English Paper 2.Blah. I'm going to get scoldings anyway,so,not much to be bothered about..then recess,then Science went through paper.Horrible.And the question about fuelling up a rocket[or issit?] got it correct...yay? So,after 3 boring periods of science[lol.almost slept.],it was maths!! yay!! Miss Tay say she'll continue her lessons next week..So in class,2 periods sit there like stones like that..Then the boys started playing dunno what,Kallang Wave??? Boys very siao like that..Then when they bored or what,they decided to change the game into some passing games[you know the one where one person creates a message and the message will be passed on?yeah.that game.]....They all laugh like f**k for dunno what reason...After maths,music.no teacher.Almost everyone started running here and there playing catching..In the class..Make loads of noise,though other classes are having lessons and our form teacher is just like,next door?Who cares?
Then after school got this talk about Outraged Modesty[wtf.]for girls...The seargant talk about dunno what f**k about modesty and stuff...The talk was damm boring..Then she asked the girls to like help the police officers to look out for a few people who broke into 6 childcares and took the valuables?or something. The case was unsolved.[Damm..How are we going to solve when police alone are unable to solve it?] Cant the childcares put a camera or something so that police can catch the thieves faster? Its kind of stupid you know..Even a kindergarten kid can tell.I mean look,you dont know what will happen to the centre when you're away,so,you can put a 24 hour surveillance camera right?I seriously dont know where they put their brains you know..I thought police are born to be smart....Haiz...
Ok,whatever lah..After that freaking talk,decided to go library at Woodlands,myself,and borrow some books...So, i did borrow 6 books;2 Malay books and 4 English books.Just came back and now on comp,doing nothing.

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3:07 PM



Today,not a really good day.Well,started off with E.T...only run like 5 rounds? eheh. So,after that Maths..Yikes..Got back our papers...Bleh. whatever. Followed by malay whereby my marks sucks even more..F**k it..And then got Science paper doublely sucked in it..Failed for Section A but overall for science i passed. -.-
Curse you Shahrin for hoping that I failed in Science..But too bad I didnt fail for the whole thing..Only part of it. Argh..Still, I hate you for cursing me.. So,want to know my marks?? I bet you dont...ok.nvm..I'll just reveal my terrible,horrible marks to you ppl.

Maths => 83 [Yay! A1.]
Malay => Paper 1(letter)=13/20
(compo)= 27/40
Paper 2 = 67 /90 [Yes.I admit that I suck in this subject.]
Science => [Shut eyes] >_< 63/100 [sooo what the hell]

So there you go...F**k it. I have to buck up in Science and Malay..My English,i dont know how I fair..Wtf? Then Geog also...Argh...WHATEVER!! tomoro first paper that I'll be getting ===> Geography. Yeah right...Probably failing it..Like who cares? Oh wait.My dad cares..Oh no..Im going to be soooo dead if I get any C's...Oh shucks...Ok...Whatever.I cant bear to see my marks tomoro.So,I wont probably care,coz I slacked too much already..So yeah.End of today's entry.

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3:58 PM



yipee!! Do you see anything new?? Eheh..Changed my blogskin..Yay! nice? Well,I had to choose 4 or 5 skins before I chose this to be my blogskin.But that thing on top so messy like that.. Not nice siah..but nevermind.It kind of match..So,its ok...Actually i wanted purple,but then when i previewed it everything was like in a mess..Didnt really want to choose pink but...no other colours.Besides ,its cute..I love it.Except for the colour that is. Haiz..I want to change to purple..I thought about it again..Rather not.i'll make a mess and it wont match with the words,"Would you be my valentine?"..hehe...It kind of reminds me of this funny song....Be my valentine by Don and Drew..Some people from the 987 crew...So here you go,my new skin..And im proud of it..Hehe..Byes for now..Gotta go get ready for my appointment at the Health Promotion Board..Hope that I wont end up in the hospital or something...Scary...okies?pray for me..byes.

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1:00 PM



Lol. I think im obsessed with the white ranger from Power Rangers Dino Thunder.The white ranger aka Trent is EXTREMELY cute!! LLLOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEE ITTT!! I seriously think so.. He's really cute.I got some of his pics from the show. [I watch the show for the sake of watching him on tv. Damm i love him. I bet u guys are rofl at my childish-ity.] Here are some of the pics i have :



=D

These are the some only.. Doesnt he look cute? Ahakx! Especially the 2nd one..Looks like...er...Nvm... Forget about it...I dunno. I think his real name is Jeffrey Parazzo.. Or something like that.I forgot..But anyways, LLOOOVVEEE HIIM... ok. whatever lahh..Does anyone think he's cute or something? Or is it just me who's crazy for him? nah.. I dun think so...i think some like him too...or wants to be like him. ahakx!! wait..i got one pic of him in ranger form..


yay! ranger form. Im damm crazy about him lahh... I dunno if that one is the evil one or what..But nvm..I read about the last episode where they destroy the gems and lead a normal life or something..Of course they also destroyed the evil monster.Whats the name? I dunno. Kind of forgot actually..heh.Go to: www.rangercentral.com/episodes/ep532 I dunno whats the last episode..Go find out..hehe...So,anyone interested in him now?I mean those who wasnt interested in the first place then got interested.. -.- ok what crap am i talking about? argh...nvms...I want to download the episode where Trent becomes the main character in the episode..Cannot download siah.. =<
I'll find a way to do so...It was yesterday's episode..Damm...Of course didnt miss it..eheh..Never going to miss it anyway...But next week one the Thunder storm rangers coming back..Aiyah..that one is boring siah...Nvm..In case Trent come out. Im going to watch..Hahaha...Ok.Now im off!! Buais everyone!

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2:19 PM



ok...yay!!
??
Nvm...was just letting out my feelings..haha...Maths was kind of easy i should say...Why is it easy? If im not wrong,its for Express and Normal Academic students?? SO yeah...it was kind of easy...Hoping to score full marks..hehe...but i know i wont coz i made one silly mistake... the question went like this:
State which of the following numbers which are irrational.
So,instead of putting the 2 irrational numbers,i wrote 22/7,which is a rational number,as 1 of my answers....Argh..2 marks some more....then the last question luckily i checked...made a freaking mistake...the question wrote " a+d "....in my working i wrote , " a-d "...Thankfully, i checked...Coz after doing the paper i still have erm..half hour?though the paper is 1h 15min...I did my paper for 45 mins!! yay to me!!
Thank god I could wake up today,coz i slept at around 10.30 last night? Went to CGH to see my great,grandaunt...So,I left my house at 5.. Wanted to take 168 to Tampines then from there go take taxi...But my dad called up asking to hurry up..(once he calls,definitely he will ask to take taxi one..I mean when we're meeting him somewhere larh.) ...Wahlao...The bus came just as when we boarded the taxi....argh!! DOUBLE-DECKER SOME MORE!! Then,in the taxi,kept quiet along the way,while my mum and taxi driver about dunno what crap..Hospital thing and the election thing,i think..aiyah..i dunno larh..my ears were plugged.haha...once reached at CGH,saw my dad,went searching for the ward...before searching for the ward,went to 7-Eleven...Bought mineral water,coz thirsty[duh.] and some chocolates that my mum wanted..I though i need to pay for all..My mum gave me money...[my precious money.]SO then..went to visit,and blah,blah,blah....was there until 7... After that,i thought would be going home,but went to Bedok Corner to eat dinner...Had some noodles[dunno the name leh..] we ate until it was 9.30..what siah..we reached there 7.35 or what...and went back at 9.30...reached home at 10.took shower and went to bed[i cant go to sleep w/o taking my shower..feel so sticky and dirty sia.]...
ok..whatever..now im sitting in front of comp,doing nothing...im bored..ok..this the end of today's entry...I'll write some other time...Probably when i come back on Wednesday..

[ PS:OH YAY! i cant wait for my cuzzens from KL to come..Missed them..Haha..hopefully to go out with them..My treat? I'm NOT a rich brat.]

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11:00 AM



Had science test today...i think i did terribly...Coz some maths kind of question,i got no bloody idea how to do...But the rest,I can answer but i think its not what it expects students to answer...Bleh..ANYWAY,i dont know which element is used to fuel up an airplane,i think....Is it Helium or Hydrogen arh?I wrote hydrogen...F**k it lah...I dont care already....heh.
Geog yesterday was,erm,ok.....But, i dont know some questions on the structured essay....i dont know what crap they ask,so i also answered in "crap" form...Haha...lame...so yeah..Otherwise,i think i did OK...yep..OK,ONLY...
Tomorrow English pt 2...oops..Vocab...i kept failing vocab...Die liao...AND summary..Summary i always write the extra things..ish....too bad for me...IF I fail for english,my dad will DEFINITELY scream at me,for failing or having a just pass marks...oh-oh....Deep trouble..I probably will get punishment,which might be no playing comp...Just hope for the best lahh..
AHHHHHHH.....!!!! Malay,i dont know what to say...But,im think i will do well, IF i study...Hehe...usually malay i dont know what to study,and i end up not studying for it...Whee...!!No worries...My dad wont kill me for malay...He's only interested in my other subjects especially English..Yep...English y'all...What good is there in English?Oh wait.Its an international language in Singapore..
Ok..Now i really got nothing to say..Im off to study...before my brothers get home...


~~Im up for the fight...A deal, is a deal~~

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11:42 AM



I dont know why im feeling sooo depressed...But what i know is that its not because of exams...I dont know whats the reason that made me like this....my mind is sooo elsewhere...Im not concentrating on my work anymore...Im thinking of that somebody whom I ONLY think i would be with for my whole life but i know it wouldnt happen....Sometimes i just think that im a useless brat...I mean I get almost everything that I want and I expect a maid to do every single thing in the house,when i should be helping around...I really am useless...And I just realised it...WOW!!!
The person whom I've a huge crush for 1 year,4 months and 6 days just treats me as a fren and nothing more...How i wish i have someone to really trust to and spill out all my problems...Because i just cant bottle everything up in me...I cant stand it any longer....Can I just jump down from a hundred storey building?! Can I? I wish I could...Nobody knows my true feelings...If all of you reading my blog read my diaries,then you'll really know the real me..I dont tell everyone my problems whether it is at home,in school or with anyone...It's all written in my precious diaries where I wrote how I feel for the things that other people do or what i did....My feelings and everything,you can find in there...I'd rather bottle things up rather than telling someone and being laughed or humiliated at...I just don't know what to do...
I dont know if im alive when im typing this thing...I seriously am clueless you know...I just want to ease my mind and sit by the beach watching the calm sea all by MYSELF...It might be helpful..Or maybe not...Ok...I dont really have the strength to type this thing...How I wish I was killed in that accident last year..So I wouldnt have caused much trouble to others...I just wished that would happen again..............

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