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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Hehe.Today actually was supposed to go for blood test,but meh,didnt go.Lazy go la.If I go also,must be there at 8am.Beeehhh.Just now also,I wake up at 8am in the morning.SO,can't go also.Lol.Hmm.


Not going to Malacca because the chalet that we're going to stay in all fully booked.So,maybe going to Langkawi or Penang.Dunno where la.Then got scoldings from my dad yesterday.Why?Coz I don't know the map of Malaysia very well,then he scolded me and saying that he wanted to slap me for once.=P wtf.I hate it la.After he said that,I kept my mouth totally shut man.Eurgh.The bloody Geography didnt really teach which part of Malaysia is which part specifically. Bah. Whatever.Got scoldings just because of that.How ridiculous.


Hmmm.Now I got nothing to talk about now.Later blog again.Going out.


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Monday, November 27, 2006

Gah.Wait.Let me write something first.


Nadiah,my cushen
What in the world?How come Shahrin's name come waaaayy before mine,which is the last?I feel so bad.Haha.No lah,kidding.Yeah,and thanks to you too that I have become soo much lame-er than before.Hwehehe.And your welcome for everything.Nyeheh.And also thank you for listening to me crap and talking an out-of-this-world stuff that I myself do not know of.Rofl.But you're my cousin who listens to me pretty well.Hehe.Thank you!! And jiayous for being in sec 3 next year,huh.


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Ok.I just straightened my hair today.And funnily,we didnt use the hair straightener thing that look like a hair dryer or something.Instead,my maid go and use the iron to "iron" my hair to let it become straight.I was laughing half the time,while my maid tried refraining me form laughing.I swear that it was really stupid.


So anyway,used some hair straightener cream.And after all the things,washed my hair.So then after,my maid used the iron to make my hair even straighter.With "special" technology,at the end of it,I was all wet.Plus my head hit the iron coz I wasn't sitting still.Hoho.And my maid went like saying this , "I think if people see us do like this,people will think we're unique but at the same time crazy." Heh.Really,my maid and I always laugh for no rhyme of reason.Don't know why la.Always like to disturb other people then laugh at ourselves.Really,now my hair is frigging straight with the help of the hot,hot iron.grr.Hehe.

Hmm.Going to Malacca in a weeks' time.Or maybe just going to KL.Dunno.Havent confirmed.Wheeekeeeya!! Giler me.Gonna be fun,I guess.With my cousin Nurul,it'll be fun,if not I'll be surrounded by kids,I swear that I'll be the craziest of all.bah.


K lah,dunno what to talk about already.Byes!!


[PS: I am now only 167.3cm my dear cousin.Im still short,dont worry.]
[PPS: And everybody reading this blog,jiayous for next year!!]


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Saturday, November 25, 2006

God.My dear cousin Nadiah asking me to blog.Haha.Sorry la cuz,i havent been online or to the comp for DAYS!! or maybe AGES!! haha.Kidding.Been kinda busy la actually.


So this whole week was busy with stuff.Gah.My baby cousin.Have to take care of him.And even if I do play the computer,he'll off it.So no point of me playing,right?Then choir.Hmm.So far I've only been to ONE practice this week.Argh.So the guilty man..Coz actually this week got 3 practices.Then Tuesday I didnt go,coz was kinda sick.Had a flu.Bah.Then yesterday,had practice from 8.30 to 3.I mean rehearsal for today's open house,which so obviously I didnt go.Today I was supposed to come,but my mum told me that I had an appointment today at HPB.bleurgh.Today's open house was actually from 7.30 to 5.I know its crazy,but hey,its fun you know.Interacting with your going-to-be juniors.Haha.But too bad I didnt had the chance to.


So anyway,today,woke up at 5.45am.Then,dozed off again until 6.15 to take my shower.Went out at 7 with dad instead of mum.Hmm.Then reached there at 7.46am.Lol.After 10 minutes,my dad told me he's going off to dunno where.So I was all alone there.Boo-hoo.Shoo shad.So anyway,took my height and weight.BLEEAAAHH!! I gained weight,thats the bad news.But good new is,I grew!I GREW!! WHEE!I GREW!! wtf?yeah.By how much?0.3cm.Rofl.Whatever.Then took X-ray.Eurgh.Seems like my backbone is getting worser.Orghh.Hate it.Shits la.If the specialists decide that I have to wear "braces" then,boo-hoo,I have to wear them to straighten the bloody backbone of mine.It hurts you know.I can't really sit straight.Gah.BACKBONE,YOU SUCK. =DDDDD Oh yeah,actually my appointment was at 9am.But my mum thought it was at 8.How pathetic.I could have woken up much,much,much later than 5.45am. Pfft.

Oh yeah,PSLE results were out on Thursday,proudly announcing that my cousin did VERY well besides her situation!!!Whee!! Congratulations to my dear cousin Irah!!And btw,she might be joing the Swiss Family!!Woots!I mean,er,joining my school la.


So,I got nothing more to say.I do quizzes!Yayee!

001. When's the last time you ran?
A few hours ago?Chasing my brother.
002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
So far, no.
003. What are you dreading right now?:
nothing?
004. Do you celebrate 4/20?:
whazzat?
006. What face cleanser do you use?:
some aloevera looking like thing.
007. When was your last doctors visit?:
just this morning. =D
008. Do you get 8 full hours of sleep?:
School- 5-7 hours. School holidays - 11 hours. =DD
09. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?:
you'd be surprised that I take at least 45 minutes to get ready for school.If no school,i take only half an hour.I mean at home.
010. "First Loves Are Never Over" is this true for you?:
hello??Knock yourself into the reality world,jerk.
011. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
nah.I wouldn't want to.
012. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would they find you wearing?
my shorts and my tee and my oh-so-"nice-doing" hair.hehe.
013. Does your school have tornado drills?:
huh?never heard of one.so duh,no.
014. Have you ever been on your schools track team?:
nopes.I can't run that frekaing fast,dammit.
015. Do you own a pair of Converse?
My parents wouldn;t buy that for me.If I want,I have to save my own money la.
016. Who did you cut and paste this survey from?
Nade,Lemonade.Or easy to say Nadiah,my cushen.
017. Do you eat raw cookie dough?
eee.not nice.
018. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
In school.Whoops.The bloody thing won't come out after I put money.So I kicked it.
019. Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by overplaying them?
not really.and why would I,if the songs are good?
020. Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL?
whole video,so the people will shut up for at least 3-4 minutes.
021. Do you watch Trading Spaces?
huh? *grins like a bimbo*
022. How do you eat oreos?
Like that?
023. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone to sign in?
only God knows how long. mehehe.
024. Are you cocky?
er...why would I think myself that way?
025. Shortest relationship?
dunno.
0026. Longest?
with my father,mother,my grandmothers,my aunties,my uncles etc.etc.
030. Could you live without a computer?
hey,i just did these past few days!yayee for meee!
031. Do you wear your shoes in the house?
make house dirrrty only.I hate it when the house is dirty.
032. When you watch movies at home, do you turn the lights off?
hell yea.I LOVE doing that.
033. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
since I was born.
034. How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
hmm.3 house phone,5 cells all together EIIIGHT.
035. What do you do when you're sad?
CRY,cry,CRY and cry some more.
036. Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
Myself?
037. Last time you saw your best friend ever?
hmm.yesterday?she practicing for her speech at the open house today.
038. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
my weight.eurghh.
039. Last movie you rented?
I.Don't.Know.When.
040. Who/What sleeps with you every night?
my bostel,my pillows and my kitty cat!!! =DDD
041. How many times have you been pulled over?
I dont drive.Besides Im just 13 and I would have actually if I drive at THIS age.
042. Pancakes or Frenchtoast?:
Pancakes.Yumms.
043. How do you like your eggs?:
Half fried.
044. Are you in highschool?:
sec school?is it considered as high school?
045. Is anyone on your bad side right now?
mhmm.But it wouldn't be nice to say who.
046. What jewellery are you wearing?:
My anklet.Starz.
047. What's the first thing you do when you get online?:
stare at the homepage?
048. Do you own any TV seasons on DVD?:
erm..Princess Hours?
049. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?:
pardon me?
050. How do most people spell your name?
Kalisa.OR Khalisah. =((
051. Do you wear your boy/girlfriends clothes?:
Like wth?Then there wouldn't be a difference in gender.I mean,if the guy wears the girl's dress,ehem,he'll look gay.And if the girl wears the guy's clothes,she'll look totally like a tomboy.You get what i mean.
053. What do you do before you sleep every night?
recite some prayers?
054. What was the first movie that gave you nightmares?
some horror movie that I forgot.
055. Who's your favorite celebrity couple?
dunno?
056. Favorite 80's teen movie?
Im NOT an oldie.
057. Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson or Elton john?
lemme think.Both.Half,MJ,half Elton John.
058. Do you know anyone who wasn't born in Singapore?
yeah.sure do.
059. Favorite name for a girl?
What about, Nurul Syaza Sarah? Haha.
060. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
duh.my name's precious to me.
061. Your favorite restaurant you don't get to eat at much?
no idea.
062. When is the last time you left your house?
this morning.
063. Do you buy your own school supplies?
yeah.
064. Do you already have your school supplies?
not yet.havent got the time.
065. Have you ever cursed at a teacher?:
lol.yeah.always.
066. How do you eat your steak?:
slice the bloody,open your mouth BIG and WIDE,and then put it in.
068. How do you get to school?
MRT or 187.but prefer 187.
069.If you heard your phone ringing right now, who do you expect it to be?
stranger?
070. What noise do you hear?
the fan making some "grrgrkkgrkkkkgggkr" sound.
071. Would you survive in prison?:
Maybe.If God lets me,though.
072. Next concert you hope to go to?
not planning to go one.
073. What was the last thing you ate?
rice?
074. When was the last time you said I love you and meant it?
Long time ago.
075. Who is the youngest in your family?:
My teddy bear bro.
076. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would be most likely to overpack?
dunno.
077. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Nade's friend.I think.or dunno who.
078. How many syllables does your name have?
four.see.
079. What does your license plates say?
"I LOVE YOU" haah.
080. When is the last time you ate peanut butter?:
years ago.
081. What service is your cell phone?:
telephone singing.Singtel.
082. What's for dinner?
i dunno.
083. What's the last thing you purchased?
forgot.
084. Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
Hell no.They won't even pay back the money I have lent them.pathetic.
085. Where is your cell phone?
On the fan next to me.
086. Is your phone on vibrate or ring most?
Silent.NO SOUND AT ALL.shhh.
087. What brand is your shirt right now?
no brand,but it says, "HONEY MAKES YOU HAPPY" HEHEH.
088. Ever been to Georgia?
nope.but i have been to Gigantia. XD
089. Did you have breakfast this morning?:
yep.sure did.
090. Do you like marshmallows?
i ahte to eat them.
091. What irritates you most on the internet?
Pop-ups.eurgh.bloody irratating.
092. What brand is your digital camera?
i dont have one. ='(
093. Do you watch movies with your parents?:
sometimes.
094. Do you wear short shorts?:
at home,i do.
095. Do you think you could be pregnant?
maybe,maybe not or maybe never.
096. What song describes your love life at the moment?
Stay,the song from Pricess Hours.Damn nice.
097 do you own expensive perfumes?
not really.
098. On average, how much do your jeans cost?
I dont calculate all that, sheetz.
100. Do your parents know you cuss?
don't think so.
101. Do they care?
dunno.
102. Did you see Harold and Kumar go to WhiteCastle?
who are they?and why would i EVER care?
103. Have you ever been to WhiteCastle?:
don't want to.
104. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone?:
With someone.it's scary.but i have to sleep alone.bah.
105. Do you like the Phillies?:
-_____-''
106. Do you like sushi?:
i don't eat them in the 1st place.
107. Do you get your hair cut every month?:
that'll cost me $144 every year!
108. Have you ever made out in front of your parents?
you giler?
109. Do you go online everyday?
not really.I survived!!
110. Last question, do you read everybody's bulletins?
my eyes would be tired.


There.Now that Im done.Im off.


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Yesterday went Vivo and like wth.Damn big,damn nice.Met Indonesia's former president Megawati with her husband and bodyguard,I think.My maid went to salam her.Cool.heh.So then,my grandmother was looking at the shoes in Charles and Keith with the rest of us waiting for her outside.After that,went to this shop called Fashion City.Like OH MY GAWD!! The clothes all soo nice,and kinda cheap.I mean really,it's nice and cheap.Got one skirt,quite nice only for how much?!! $19.90!! bleh.Then walked around in the shop some more with my maid,and stumbled upon some gorgeous looking dresses.So niiice! But it's pink.Eww.but like what the hell,for $79.90 for a goddamned beautiful dress?Thats kinda cheap.Heh.My maid said it looks nice on me??Oh well.And I saw one black colour one,I think for $59.90.Yeah.Nice..Bah.I wanna go again with my mum so that she can buy for me. =D

So after that,went to the 3rd floor to play with water.Whee.Nice.Got my baby cousin to walk also,but,he cried when I put him down.Funny.Walk,walk,walk then suddenly started drizzling.Per jer tau.So then decided to walk again on 2nd floor,look for my Gaga's clothes.Ahhh!!Cuteness!How I wish I was still a toddler.The clothes all so0o0o0 cute and nice.LALALA!After that,didnt get him anything.So went down to B2 and bought some candy in Candy Empire.Sluurrpps.Nice chocs.Although I'm not supposed to eat them,but hey,once in a bluemoon.Or is it?Heck.Its freaking nice,what can I do?Never expect me to stare at it and let my brother eat all of them.Muahaha.After buying went Banquet to eat.Ate..er..I forgot what it's called.Whoops.Heh.But it was okay.not bad.Hmm.What else?Oh yeah.After eating we went back up again.Lol.

Play,play,play.Then tired,went home took NEL and then dropped at Sengkang station and took bus 965 to grandma's house.Went home,took shower,sleep.

Today,did nothing.Came back from grandma's house at 11.30.At home,helped to cook.Somehow,I started to have a liking for cooking.Thats weird.But nvm.In the kitchen,kept laughing with my maid.We talked about the most nonsensical stuff until my stomache kinda pain.Lol.Laugh too much ah.My maid la,soo very funny.And also coz we were talking on the phone with my former former maid's friend who knows me and my family very well.Until my grandma also know her.Hehe.My maid and I were teasing her coz she just won the title of Miss Kebaya 2006.So we kept teasing her la..And talked about stuff you guys shouldn't know.The thing is,I laughed until my stomache was about to burst.


Ok la.Gotta go take shower.Got to read the Qur'an later with grandma.Byes!


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Monday, November 20, 2006

Whee!!

Going out today.Hmm.Going to Vivo City.Nyehehe.Going with grandma and aunt and bros and maid.Lol.Dunno what to buy there,but oh well.Gonna find some presents for people,I think.=D See I soo good friend lehz.

K,so,lately,nothing was up.Like,duh?Been at my grandma place since Saturday.Or to be more specific,Sunday morningat 12?Lol.Went for BBQ at Pasir Ris chalet there.Granduncle booked a chalet.Heh.So went,and eat and eat and eat.Grandma and mum cooked a hell lot of stuff.Then my dad,as always,bought Lays + Otak-Otak.I bought chocolate.My daddy buy for me lorh.Sooo the childish man.Then went to BBQ stuff and ate.I swear I acted like a kid.There were no freaking kids around my age man.Garr.Then,next to our pit got this guy damn hot,damn tall.Cute sia.K nvm.

I'll ocntinue next time.Going to grandma house again.Send stuff and then off we go to Bimbo City,eh,wrong,Vivo City.


=DDDDDD


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Thursday, November 16, 2006

OH MY GAWD!!

I go and smsed some stranger saying I know her and stuff.Then we sms and sms,suddenly she call.I never pick up la,like duh.Then my maid ask me divert call.So I decided to divert calls to McDonalds.Lol.Damn nice la.Then after that,I was laughing and laughing.Then the person sms me back saying why I scared to pick up phone.Then I say la,I not scared but just busy.Wtf.She kept calling la.Wtf.But diverted to Mac.Then my maid gave dunno whose number.Changed the number to the one my maid gave me.Lol.Waiting for the call again to lmfao.

Today,choir,as usual sucked.Didnt run today.Coz already ran last week what.heheh.So sat down with Lisa,Xing Zhi and Sherlyn.Sat down until 9??Yeah.SO started choir.Bleh.The first half an hour already sucked,whatsmore the other 2 and a half hour?Yeah.Whatever.Was released at 12.30 instead of 12.The teachers talk dunno what crap.pretended to listen.Crap.After that,took MRT.Went home.

Now,I got nothing to do at home.But gonna get ready and go out in a while more.Go er..Dunno whose house.I just follow.Who cares?I get money.=p And I still havent go ready.hehe.I havent even took my shower.Pro right?I mean since I came back from home la.Ok la.Better get ready now la.Before my grandmother call and scold me.Lol.Bye!


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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Ok.Since some people asking me update,I update noww.


So,on Saturday went out with my Uncle Syafiq and friends.First went to Cikgu Juwita's house.Heh.In the bus on the way to her house,Feena kept tying and tying her hair.Very vain.Then in the end,she didnt tie. PFFT.Lol.So from like 11.30 to 2.15 at Cikgu Juwita house.There was this cute boy la.Kept playing with him.His name Nabil.CUUUTTTEEE!!Cikgu Juwita's nephew.Yeah.Then ate and stuff.So after eating and waited for someone to come,we went to Cikgu Rahman's house.The one who's old.Heh.Went there with Cikgu Juwita.Took 964 then at MRT station took a cab to Cikgu Rahman's house.Hehehe.Cikgu paid.bwahaha.Then at cikgu rahman's house.Bleh,as usual,he kept teasing me.Shooo sad.Lol.But he very funny since last time.Whee.My teachers roxs!!By the time we went home,it was still raining heavily.So,took taxi,AGAIN,to Susu's[Suhaira] house.Lol.I paid this time round.Her house damn nice lar.Since her parents not home,we go "mess up" the house.Wakakak.So,10 minutes after we reached her house,her family came back.Bah.Thought we could mess up even more.Hoho.After that was my house.Wheee.Took cab again.LOL.Asnira and Mysara paid.I know la.We all rich,no need to say. XD My house.Mum asked to eat "Mee Bandung" the one she cooked.Nice.Made a move,by 5.10pm.Went to Feena's house.While walking to her house,you know what?We hid behind this pillar w/o Feena realising it.She walked damn fast la.Me,Suz and As followed form behind.Cant catch up with her,so we hid behind pillar.Only like a few minutes after that she then she realised we're not behind her.Lol.So went her house,laughed until stomach gonna burst.Lol.Watched Danny Phantom!! Danny Phantom choooooo cute.Lols.Then ate fried noodles.hehe.Last house Asnira's house.When we reached her house also nobody at home.Her bro went out.Her bro damn handsome la.Lol.Saw his pic.Like Room Raiders,go see his stuff and all.Lucky no one at home.Kekek.SO then,drank.Was in the middle of watching a video Asnira took,then her mum came home,and then we told her mum we were ABOUT to leave.Whatever.Went home with Feena and Suz.Feena acted crazy as usual when she passed by the Fuchun Garden.Always wanted to pass by Adib's house to just SEE Adib,when she just saw Adib like a few hours before that.pfft.She started screaming and all,gah.My ears could burst any moment at that time,but lucky it didnt.


Reached home.Sat down,and saw mum,dad and bros already getting ready to go dunno where.Then dad told me go take shower and get ready too.He said we were gonna fetch my former maid's friend at Harbourfront Ferry Station there.Waited till almost like,10 for her to come out.So not wasting time,went to look for my wittle brother's birthday prezzie.Bought him the bloody Power Rangers SPD thing.Riight.Cost me 10 bucks.Bleh.He suck.Never give me present since last year.My $1 also he havent even return.Babi.I want my Winnie The Pooh stuffed toy also he havent buy for me.Bleh.He sucks.My parents havent buy me present also,only buy for my brother.Not fair la.I ONLY ASKED FOR A FREKAING VCD WHICH COST $44,IS THAT TOO MUCH???!! Lol.heh.To tell you all the truth,thats the cheapest present I've asked for my present.Let me just list.


2002 : I asked for a bicycle
2003 : I asked for a handphone
2004 : I didnt ask for anything
2005 : I asked for a new handphone[but with a condition that I at least get 4 A's which I did.]

Yeah.For the past 4 years.Ok la.Today like got no mood blog.Blog next time.Byes!


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Saturday, November 11, 2006

Lol.Gonna get new maid today.Actually former maid's friend.So I know her quite well.haha.Went out with Uncle Syafiq and friends.Will probably blog about it some other time.VERY LONG STORY.But what I know is that,Syarfeena was being freaking vain by tying[??] her hair over and over again.If her hair short nevermind.This one damn long like Pontianak's.God.Coz she was trying to "impress" Adib,but to no avail.Wakakaka.Ok la,Blog about it next time.The story too long that I cannot finish writing in 1 day.Haha.Kidding.Lols.So byes for now.Gonna fetch my new maid from the ferry terminal.Kekeke.


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Friday, November 10, 2006

Done calling people.Now,I gonna do quizzes?BOREEED.


You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.
1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex[brothers.]
4. Slept with someone of the same sex[mum.]
5. Gotten into any fights
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex [dad.]
7. Kissed someone of the same sex [mum.]
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex [brothers, again.]
9. Scolded vulgarities
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents [whoops.]
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself[=D]
18. Hurt someone [not on purpose.]
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed up all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapist
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands[chapunzel & sometimes me]
39. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut[Paris Hilton. -__-]
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school[ONCE]
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age[I always do.I say I'm 16 and people believed.]
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence -_-"
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

total: 39 -_______________-"


I have...
[x] ridden on a motorcycle.
[x] played a gameboy color.
[x] played a gameboy advance.
[x] played a gameboy advance SP.
[ ] ridden a horse.
[x] played frisbee.
[x] been to a temple.
[ ] eaten cinnamon graham goldfish. <- gross
[x] had a xanga account. <- i think so.
[ ] had a DeviantArt account.
[x] washed my hair in a sink.
[ ]licked a rubber duck.
[ ] burned something in the microwave
[ ] seen a deer in headlights.
[ ] hiked two mountains in the same day.<- giler
[x] owned a charm bracelet.
[ ] gone parasailing.
[ ] swung on a rope swing into water.
[ ] used a webcam.
[x] kissed someone younger than me.
[x] kissed someone older than me.
[x] hated and loved the same person.
[ ] made popcorn without using a microwave.
[ ] listened to PlayRadioPlay!.
[ ] witnessed a death.
[ ] had a soda explode in my face.
[ ] burned things for fun.
[ ] been to the emergency room.
[ ] hooked up with a friend.
[x] taken a drive just for the sake of taking a drive.
[ ] participated in the penis game. <-what the fuck?
[x] asked someone what a hook up is.[i still don't know.] <--haha,cuz.Same here.
[x] had a few too many cough drops.
[x] taken three or more medications at the same time.
[ ] been on fire.
[ ] made love to a CHEEZ-IT box
[ ] gotten an expensive graduation present.
[ ] played spin the bottle or seven minutes in heaven.
[ ] had a friend named jeff.
[x] known a bisexual.
[x] dialed 911.
[ ] known a transvestite.
[ ] witnessed a gay wedding.
[x] been a flower girl or ring bearer.
[x] bought mini m&ms.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex on the cheek.
[ ] been in a band.
[x] taken a walk while holding hands.
[ ] been severely burned.
[ ] been attacked by bats.
[ ] fallen off a cliff
[ ] swam with dolphins
[ ] forgotten an important birthday
[ ] done hard drugs
[ ] had a roommate
[ ] and hated him/her
[x] danced alone in my room
[ ] slow danced with a love
[ ] had my bags lost in an airport
[x] slept with a stuffed animal in the past week<- my kitty cat.
[ ] dyed my hair more than four times in three months <- hair damage
[ ] licked someones face
[ ] sent over 200 texts in one night<- my parents would kill me!
[x] gone through that horrible simple plan // good charlotte // avril phase
[ ] obsessed with photography
[ ] lived in a dorm
[x] trash talked about something and then lost horribly repeatedly
[x] met someone particularly famous
[ ] won 20 questions
[ ] gone more than two days without wearing pants or a skirt or what not
[x] been really good in one class and failed another
[ ] stayed up all night in the past week
[ ] beaten pokemon red//blue//yellow
[ ] locked myself in somewhere inescapable while playing hide-and-go-seek
[x] dominated at uno
[ ] kissed a seal
[ ] seen fight club
[ ] played psychobabble
[ ] eaten a spoonful of glue
[xxxxx] loved someone like craziness [ =)))) ]
[ ] had a life-threatening injury
[ ] had a life-threatening disease
[x] eaten eel <- very long never eat already.damn its nice.
[ ] watched over 20 movies in a week
[ ] seen someone die in an accident
[ ] forgotten to put on pants
[x] listened to music no one will ever know about
[ ] thought i was ghetto <- wazzat.
[x] loved an author
[ ] hated an author
[ ] cheated on an other
[x] liked the music my parents listen to
[ ] built a birdhouse
[ ] owned more than five furbies
[ ] eaten a poisonous plant // flower
[x] forgotten your best friends name when introducing them
[ ] licked a toad
[ ] TAKEN NUDIE PICS
[ ] been someones personal slave
[ ] been made uncomfortable from the last two questions
[x] listened to jazz
[x] been sent a disgusting picture<- morons


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3:52 PM



Love Is Blind

The feeling of Love
Lead me to depression
The thoughts of him
Lead me to confusion

My relationship with him
Was erratic
Nothing was right
Everything was chaotic

For once in my life
I felt impotent
When he showed no sign of Love
And was imprudent

Couldn't help
but think of the past
Hoping that the memories of him
Will fade away,fast

Moving on in Life for now
Was the first thing on my mind
Wonder no more when they say
"Love Is Blind"


Lol.Okay.That poem was kinda random.Lols. Heh.Written in other people's perspective.I just write.Dunno.Probably I was feeling bored when I started thinking of stuff,then poof!I had that poem.Couldn't sleep anyway,thats why I wrote it.In the end slept at 2 in the morning and woke up at 7 am.Bleh.Not enough sleeeeeep.Haha.


Choir today,sucks.As usual.Instead of using AVA1,used Project room in Library.God,everyone was soo fucking sleepy.Then me and Chloe found out why. When we're tired,we're supposed to look at green stuff,right?So the room was painted GREEN,and when we looked at the colour it will relax our eyes,and therefore,making everyone sleepy.HAHAHA.Lame wasn't it?Had a freaking long break.Damn nice.Almost like,1 hour or something.Hehe.Then practice whole song of "Gamelan".Wait,it's not a song,but the whole piece is made up of 5 different sounds ONLY. "Dong,Deng,Dung,Dang ,Ding".Thats the ONLY sounds we make throughout the whole song.Lol.In short,it's something like a cappella.Quite nice.But I still prefer the Jap piece called "A Poem For April".That song damn nice.Anyway,back to the topic.Choir sang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and My Bonnie for warm ups.Hmm.Ok la.Had to do canon for BOTH songs.Quite difficult la.So yeah.Ran 3 rounds for discipline.Can die already.So long never run.Haha.Lisa was like asking me slow down,when I couldn't slow down anymore.Haha.Coz I was running quite fast,then Lisa ask me slow down,so I slowed down.And after I slowed down,she still thinks Im running fast.Probably because of my long legs?No one knows.

Now,I actually have to call people up for the Hari Raya outing tomorrow.I and my uncle Syafiq plan and plan and plan but havent told anyone yet.Stupid right?Haha.Last minute.Heh.And actually Syarfeena too.We all last minute people.But lucky date already confirmed.It's just the meeting time not confirmed.Yeah.So,tata!Gotta go call!


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2:44 PM



Thursday, November 09, 2006

I swear me and Nazz were feeling high today.LOL.We were talking about laptops all of a sudden and she was complaining about how unfair it is that Im PROBABLY getting a laptop and Rifdi's gotten one.And so,this is what we talked about.Very interesting.Lol.



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unfair.
♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
ok.
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♥♥ sHaShA ♥♥ ---->unfair.unfair.unfair.unfair says:
im tired.
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Lol.We're nuts.If you realised.We changed our nicks to unfair TOO!! haha.Lol.It was all out of boredom.heh.


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11:46 AM



Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Reading books will help in your studies


gah.Wanna know the reason I type that bloody thing?BECAUSE,I am assigned to read 5 DARN old BOOKS which I particularly HATE.Why do I hate those books?Coz one of the farking books are written by Shakespeare where the story will have these words that I fucking dont understand.Bloody hell.That one is only assigned by MY dad.Another one is from school.Animal Farm.So total 6 books to be read.Bleh.Must finish 1 book each week.Fuck.Then not only that,I have to find meanings of words and have a "Word Bank" and plus have a summary of EACH book where my dad will ask me at the end of the year.Shit la.I hate it you know.Then this morning,I found another book which my dad placed on top of the 5 DARN OLD BOOKS.AND the title of the book is General Science???Ftw.Let me list the title of the books.


#1 :To kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee [currently reading]
#2 :The Rainbow Abyss -Barbara Hambly
#3 :Cry,The Beloved Country -Alan Paton
#4 :The Merchant of Venice -Shekspeare
#5 : The Crocodile Dies Twice -Shamus Frazer
#6 :Animal Farm


Gah.Do ANYONE of you know/heard of the titles of those books,except for Animal Farm,that I have just listed??!! Darn old books.Seriously,there WILL be more.My dad's gonna take out the books that he wants me to read.Books that are 20-30 years old.Bleh.Stupid shit.Whatever.Only 5 pages and it took up 1 hour of my life.Find meanings and shit la.I tell you 1 page of the book = 20 new words. So far around 100 words.BULLSHIT.Haiz.Anyways,gotta go take my shower and then send my maid for her medical check up.And btw,if ANYONE of you knows what the bloody hell "duckfluff" is,please kindly tag it on my tagboard.FANKIES.Lol.Byes everyone!


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10:29 AM



Saturday, November 04, 2006

FOURTH OF NOVEMBER TWO THOUSAND AND SIX


The event in my life that is always forgotten each and EVERY year.So,yeah.I won't expect much though.Haiz.Just soo sad.


Lol.Nevermind about that.So,woke up feeling normal.No feeling of excitement,no nothing.If ANY of you know what I mean la.LOLS.Haiz.K la.Wont keep you guys guessing.Today my birthday.So,not celebrating,and thats like a duh.Coz every year,I NEVER celebrate my birthday.Kinda used to it.SADLY,my parents and brothers don't really remember.So,it happens every year,and I dont care.haha.if i dont celebrate better.why?coz i'll NEVER grow up.haha.ok.crap.Dont know what to talk about.Seems like people forget about me.Oh wells.Im soo freaking used to it,so I'll stop fucking complaining about it.bah.But i feel like im forgotten.*sobs*

bah.dont want to blog.Byes!


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12:52 PM



Thursday, November 02, 2006

GAH!! FUCKING SCREWED! DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SCREWED I AM??!! DO YOU??!!
bleah!! so freaking screwed.Somehow,I feel that Im cursed by someone or something you know.Shit.Why I'm screwed?


#1 : My aunt read my blog about why hari raya sucked,because of her acts?
#2 :I told my cousin something that she shouldn't know of and then she told everyone about it when she PROMISED me not to.
#3 :Hurt people's feelings.
#4 :I'm in deep shit when my parents know what I did.


BAH.I'm sooo freaking screwed.FUCKNG SCREWED.SOOOOO FUCKING SCREWED THAT I LOST MY MIND FOR A SECOND.Im gonna call my cousin and screaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm at her until probably she cry.gah.she promised lah,shit.And plus,gonna babble and babble and talk shit with her about brekaing promises and stuff.I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IRRITATE ME BY ASKING THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER AGAIN!! So,when i get irratated,I spill the beans,if you know what I mean.Gah.She really made me do that.Im killing her when I see her.BLEH.This whole thing can kill me you know.I'm so off.Going to screaaaaaammmm as much as I could until I lose my voice or something.Pfft.fuckers.


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11:30 AM



Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Hey!!Yesterday sucked like hell.Choir.Gah.KEPT SINGING THE WHOLE SONG AGAIN AND ANGAIN BECAUSE EVERYONE'S TUNING WAS FREAKING WRONG!!!Tiring sia.Then it was supposed to end at 4pm.But guess what?My instructor released the whole choir 1 hour 10 minutes later.Wtf.Then I was supposed to meet Rifdi at Bukit Gombak MRT station at 4.30,so I ended up meeting him late coz instructor and Mrs Chan released us sooo late.Haiz.Gonna die man like this.Until the end of holidays still have lehh.And its like "WOAHH!!WHAT KIND OF HOLIDAY IS THIS??!!"..Until 29 dec you know.Freaking assholish la.And thats just because got SYF next year.Gah.Stupid,stupid.Can die like this.I should have joined NCC(Air)..Gah..This is a ridicule man..I cannot stand it.Pfft.I HATE CHOIR.bleh.Why in the first place did I join Choir?BAH.


Lets not talk about choir.Freaking irratating.Ok.Erm.My brother.Hmm.You know what?My brother couldn't get in the special school that my mum and dad had applied him in.So,now they're looking for other schools which are really sooo much further from Woodlands,like a special school at Chai Chee??And thats like freaking far man.Quite near to Kembangan?Lol.If he cannot get in that school also,my mum and dad plans to put him in a religious school.God.FUCKING QIHUA PRIMARY SCHOOL PRINICPAL KEPT ASKING WHETHER MY PARENTS HAD SENT THE APPLICATION FORM TO GRACE ORCHARD.That indirectly indicates that the fucking principal doesnt want my brother to be in that fucking school anymore.So mean sia.Then yesterday,I read my brother's IQ test report.Most of the report shocked me,really.Like his Working skills was stated as "Extemely Low"..But then,as Nade has said,"God takes and gives something in return." So,though his IQ is at the 7 years 5 months old range,his processing skills was stated as "Above Average"..I was thrilled with that one.As I read that part of the report,I was smiling to myself.And knew that God was quite fair with my brother.I forgot what my brother was suffering from.Dunno what Hyperactivity Deficiency.Something like that.Haiz.Sadness.All I can do is to pray for him.Hmm.Its soo heartbreaking to see my brother's life lehh.Never mind about that.


Ok.I think I got absolutely nothing to do,and also,I am also suffering from something.Im suffering from something called boredom.Gah.SOMEONE TALK TO MEEEE!!


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1:28 PM