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Monday, April 30, 2007

sheesh.my back's really hurting.lol.but its okay,it'll soon be okay,i guess.Maybe i've caused too much trouble for my parents.well,that's what i think.I really think so.i mean,only very few of my friends know whats happening to me.lets just justify the number to 2.heh.yeah.

so,why do i feel that i caused too much trouble for my parents.heh,firstly,they spent over $600 for the essential equipments for me to stay in good condition.and i really mean essential for me to be in good condition.

secondly,sometimes i just feel very guilty because they have to take time off to send me and another brother to the hospital regularly.It's like once in two months or once a month they have to take time off.and then,not able to finish their work on time to get both of us to the hospital,they worked really hard[even on saturday and sunday] to like make up what they had not done the day they didn't go to work.so,i feel sad about that.actually,i dont want my whole family to know,but,oh well,they already knew before i could tell my parents not to tell anyone.

lastly,sometimes i see them quarrel on who to take time off and send either of us to the hospital.it's really tiresome and troublesome for them,i know.i mean they are tired after work,yet either of them still have to send us to the hospital regularly.i really feel it's unfair for them.how i wished everything was alright where no one in our family suffers from whatever diseases or deficiency.haiz..how i wished.if everything and everyone was alright,nobody in my family would have to go through this.

Disheartening eh?for some maybe,and for some maybe not at all.seriously i feel bad for them.should i apologise and tell them "i'm sorry to cause a lot of trouble." or should i keep quiet and not thank them for what they had spent on me so that i could live in good shape?

now that the examinations are here again,there's always bound to be some problems that occurs within my family members.really.i hate to say this,but i really have to stay happy all the time dont i?i know i have to.i HAVE to overcome all the sadness that im going through now and replace them with ALL SMILES.I know i can make it through..

damn,i dont wanna think about it anymore.i want to concentrate on my examinations first and then i'll look into the matter after the mid years over.sheesh.i have to get the thing off my mind temporarily.i've got to..




-i know i can't live life to the fullest after this,and so i'm enjoying it before it slowly drifts away and leaves me alone in the dark.


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Saturday, April 28, 2007

OH MY GOD!! My brother is making me lmfao man.Seriously.I was reading as the same time checking his Malay Assesment book.And then i came across tonnes of questions that sounds really funny.Like this one,


" Nur Shahilah memakai kuali di kaki kirinya."
Means: Nur Shahilah is wearing a pan on her left leg.

And also this one,

"Kakak memasak menggunakan kain."
Means: Sister is cooking using cloth.


Like what the hell lahh..Then there's one re-arranging of words sections.the words given were,


di/masjid/bersembahyang/dia/Tiap-tiap/pagi


That were the given words.And how did he arrange it/ what is his answer?


Ans: Tiap-tiap masjid di bersembahyang dia pagi.

-Meaning: Every mosque got to pray him morning.

When is should be:

Tiap-tiap pagi,dia bersembahyang di masjid.

-Meaning :Every morning,he prays at the mosque.


And I tell you there's a hell lot more.Then i looked through some more and i came across a picture of a motorcycle.Instead of writing "motosikal" [motorcycle] he wrote his answer as these two :

motokosila; motosilak


Wtf.MOTOKOSILA.sounds like Godzilla!! HAHAHA!! Seriously,he needs to buck up for Malay.I mean the assessment book he's doing for malay is for PRIMARY ONE!! tsk,tsk,tsk...Also,when he don't know what the picture in malay is called,he wrote in English instead.And his assessment book became a half malay and half english thing.HAHAHA.Then when he was supposed to write "lembu" [cow] he wrote,

"melub"


WOW! what wonderful malay.LOL.sheesh.now my stomach hurts a LOT.eh,okay lah..blog next time.byes!


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Friday, April 27, 2007

Riight.Today,last day of revision week.Sheessh.Next week exams.Lol.And im still not prepared. whatever.





Anyway,something really funny happened during science lesson.Lol.ok.the story's like this. During science lesson,Paul sat in front of me and asked me for my phone.Then he looked through my playlist,my messages [so fking k-po] and my images. Luckily,i dont have any mushy mushy messages or whatsoever in my phone.only messages with me and maid in Indonesian language which not many in the class knows how to speak.heh. The funny part was when Paul opened my gallery file,and went to see my images.And so,he came across this picture,










And he was like, "Eh,this girl[on the left side of the pic] damn chio.who is it?"



Then at first i kept quiet.After that,i went like, "you really want to know who is it?"


Paul: Yeah.eh,she chio sia.
me: you really want to know?
Paul : yesss.
me : Ok,you know who she is?she looks like she's chinese.anyway, she's my maid.
Paul: wtf? of all people?
me : and i dont think she's suitable for you coz she's 27. =P too bad.





Lol.Then Dominic and me were like paiseh-ing him the whole day.Hahahaha!!! Maybe,if i dont tell that she's my maid, maybe he would like her.. OH MY GOD! i soooooooo would laugh at him man!! Wth,he made me laugh because of that! Lame lahh he.. Every girl he see also chio.tsk,tsk,tsk...




Then today,the stupid bus came super late..Waited for 1 hour at the bus stop with buses passing by all full of people.So then,decided to take cab home. Cost me 9 bucks. From school to home.Impressive.NOT.It was raining super damn heavily lahh just now.Like what sia.Cant even see the road that clearly.Lucky the taxi driver drive slowly from the start.If he drove fast,then it can result in KA-BOOOM!! lol.so,anyway,was tired to walk home.so,might as well take cab from school.




And oh yeah!! OH MY GOD.I really cannot believe it lahh. He viewed my friendster account.And its like,wtf-ing sia.Coz in my friendster profile there's like these 3 pictures whereby i looked seriously sick lahh.I mean sick as in extremely crazy one.Oh my god.its soo the embarrassing man.. damn,in the first place i shouldn't have put in those pictures.Now, im too embarrassed to see him...eurghh..totally sickening.maybe he went to look further in my gallery.eeee...SO THE EFFING EMBARRASSING.and for SOME people who know who he is...do not reveal his name in my tagboard.thank you,for not spamming it with his name.LOLNESS.



ohmann..ok,hmm.what shall i talk about?exams?dont want lahh.it'll just scare me to death.ok.For people who have their exams today,the Sec4's and 5's, wish you good luck for the rest of your papers yea! Jiayouss for the midyear.And also,to my seniors,start studying for your O's too!! You have to make your juniors proud of you know. Especially those Sec 4's in LDDS.
Let me list them.


Beng How,Andrea,Jazreel,Ke Xuan,Catherine,Zheng Gan and Aida.



GOOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MIDYEAR AND O's....



And for others whom i know also taking their O's this year, my cousin, Nazrul. Father's cousin son, Khabir. Cousin's cousin cousin[?], Shahrin.And.... ok,no more.




So,people, study hard for the midyear[esp. History for Sec 2's] and hope you'll pass with flying colours!




ok,you know something.I think i just wrote a long long long testimonial.Who cares.Yeah,hope for the best.And tata for now!


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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I PASSED HISTORY!! A MIRACLE TO PASS SUCH A BORING LESSON CONDUCTED BY MRS SNG!! WOOOHOOO!! I PASSED!! by half a mark..

Lame shit lahh.hey,but at least i passed history for CA1.And bullshit must sign the paper.sheesh.but still,nadz had higher marks than me for history overall.sucks.damn,must really study for the bloody history paper sia. gah. what a mess.


anyway,cikgu zelda was acting lame and cracking lame jokes once again.and she released us 3 mins 45 seconds late.ok,that wasn't that bad.now,let me see what overdue homework do i have left.


- Debate Reflection [ English]
- SA1 Paper 1 and 2 [Mathematics]
- Theory Workbook Chapter 5 [Science]


Wakakakak. 3 overdue-ed homework.pro.but im only minor.There's some other people worse than me.Heheheh.


Didn't manage to get anything in my head during History,Maths,English and Mother Tongue lesssons just now.Was too sleepy.SO,washed my face during MT class.Im sitting beside a sink in MT class.So i washed my face.heh. I cant open my eyes.


Anyway,didnt do anything for the whole day except to go to the computer lab during the first three lessons.hahaa.Dom,Zhi Chuen,Yun Peng and me were like playing games though forbided by the teacher to do so.But,who cares? Then,we go enter into websites like, www.dominic.com , www.jessica.com, www.jolene.com, www.minli.com, www.youli.com and a lot more.haha.damn funny lahh. we didnt know that there's even a website called www.noob.com and www.lameshit.com , and even, www.dumbass.com .wtf? noob lah the people who created these websites.


im super bored at the same time sleepy.sheesh.its raining and i feel like sleeping.grrr.can i? eh,wait,actually i can.why hadnt i thought about it before this?that was lame wasn't it?

oh yes,i wonder why these days, some guy strangers come up to me and say "hi" and asking me if they could know me.like wtf?but,lol, i didnt react much to it.HAHA.I just acted deaf and walked away.Mean aren't i? i just find it weird lahh. but nvm,maybe if anyone come up to me and "hi" again, I SHALL say "hi" back.i SHALL not be a meanie again.hahaha. ok.till then people.im going off now.


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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Well,everyone knows my blog is dead.So be it.Anyway, great news today!! HAHAHA



SWISS COTTAGE SECONDARY SCHOOL


Award attained in SYF : SILVER




WOOOOOOOOOTTTTTSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! SILVER!!!! YIPPPEEEEE!!!! hahah.damn happy.like what the heck?I mean seriously,EVERYONE did a SUPER GREAT JOB that got us getting a SILVER,though not YET a GOLD.However,there will be next time,which is 2 more years.So relax.We have to work much more harder to attain the GOLD the next SYF.okies? PHEWW!! lalala.



So anyways,went for health checkup as usual,I had to go to HPB again for another check up and blablablabla.Going this Saturday to HPB.like what the heck?blablabla.Then maths found out for CA1 i got a B4 for it? Its going down.Sheesh.I must work harder for SA1.I must beat Rongy. He's betting on 2 bucks for Maths SA1.I need to get MONEY.haha,I DONT want to LOSE money.Hehehe.Money face.Heh.


Albert Einstein COMPLAINED to ME about the class.And she went blablabla about the class.sheesh.and how much I HATE her.lol.But during her lesson,was memorising my peribahasa meanings.all 35 of them which excludes some which has 2-3 meaning.brrr. my head burst-ed just now.but when CIkgu Zelda test us on the peribahasa,i got full marks! yay! its a credit to studying so hard.<---- riiiight.


science,went through answers for theory.and Reading,well, discussed on the Virginia Tech University Massacre. From pictures to text.And sadly,i was sitting with Haikal who talked crap during Science lesson when we were going through chapters on Reproduction organs and issues on sex.Sheesh.I and Nazz strongly feel that he had memorised everything by heart.i mean he remembered the parts of the guys and girls damn well,without refering to the bloody textbook.Congrats to him man!!


blablabla.Im like so goddamned bored.And so far,I have only been studying chapters 1 and 2 for History and Science.The rest haven't studied.And i haven't even do the Art stuff for exams.Pro ain't I?


feeling tired right now.I think i wanna take shower.Do half my homework,sleep and then wake up do again.hahahaha.byes!!sayonara!


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Friday, April 20, 2007

Shit.Seriously,i TOTALLY screwed my English.Like wth? I failed,yeah.What the hell lahh.Damn.How could I fail such an easy paper?Should have concentrated.Oh well.Its okay.Must try harder next time.Sheetz lahh.


And so today had CME.nothing much except that it was freaking long.Hahaah.So,when i was bored during English AND science, I drew on my table, "Illusions are dreams that comes alive". Riight.I dont know what i was writing about.But what the heck.It was to kill boredom.Lol.Anyway,today nothing much.


Oh yes,i made up a 1 stanza poem.Anyone bother to continue it for me,please do.thanks.and so this is the stanza.


Words of love from him,
Sincere enough it may seem;
Entrusting his words eternally,
My mind in a state of euphoria internally



Anyone would bother to continue?if you do,send me the whole poem through my email.haha.there's not really a prize,but your help is 100% appreciated! haha.yeah.


So now,very sleepy and tired.gonna get rest since im sick.bye people!


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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Ok,today was an average school day.like hell yeah it was.so then,had art lesson.hahaha to albert einstein.tsk,tsk,tsk..talking to herself again.oh too bad that i dont want to help her out as an art rep. =p riight.

and then, had malay peribahasa test.and everyone knows how much i sucked in that section especially when the teacher's the one giving the peribahasa and we're supposed to write down the meaning.and so,being me,i gave up half way.Punishment was to write the EACH peribahasa meaning 10 times which is actually equals to around 300 sentences to write.wtf.and stupidly,that mdm zelda said no need to write anymore at the end of the lesson.and like guess what?i tire myself by writing 15 sentences already.damn her.sheesh.let's not talk about that.


moving on to science.k,ms chew was showing us slides on sexual reproduction and all.so,before teaching us about it,she showed us this powerpoint presentation which pictures of animals having sex?wtf? and then came this slide, " But,what about us human beings?" And you know what come out, " WAAHHH...OOOOHHHH....." and something else.being the class that we were,we were like "OH MY GODD!THE PICTURE COMING OUT!RELAX PEOPLE!" haha. then what DID come out was this,

" HAHAHA! NEVER A CHANCE!"


And most of them we were like awww.. hahah.whatever.it was disgusting for all i know.so,continued with the chapter of sexual reproduction and all.somehow,Jess and me find it rather humiliating.lols.but,its for the sake of the exams that im learning this.heh.whatever.Jess sat beside me during science lesson and we talked.aiya,we all slacked at the back of the class.like the teacher would notice like that.lucky dont have history.if not,i have slept already lahh.


And reading was the same.Read whats up.think,think,think.then slack and blah,blah,blah. end of school,yay!

Went home with gerald.HE sat with me in the bus.talked crap and also about the sec ones.so mean of us to be talking about them.blame it on gerald.haha.then on "whats up",there was Venom from Spiderman 3.Then all of a sudden he took the paper from me,pointed the picture and said, "BLACK!" at the same time pointing to himself.WAKAKAK!Guess that Gerald do admit it by himself.aww.. but still,that couldn't take his NEW best friend away from him.nyehehheh[referring to jolene's blog.lol.]. sorry Gerald,but its for your own good.bwhahaha.


Now,at home doing nothing.slacking to be specific.heh.wait.let me upload a few more pics.



lol.the cat showing the butt.nice pose,kitty.



believe it or not,this is my boyfriend.bwahaha.cute lahh.



my cute lil' cuz giving blur blur face.but veh cute lahh. love him!!



another pic of him.cute riiight.i know you jealous coz my cousin is a eurasian.hehehe.


i think thats about it for now.i'll post more pics next time aites? adios!


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Friday, April 13, 2007

OH MY GOSH!! I SOO CAN'T BELIEVE IT! LIKE WHOA!! haha.lol.crazy already.Today LDDS end like 1 1/2 hour earlier than usual.Reason being we had our Anual General Meeting(AGM) today.It means to understand the objectives in LDDS,and the promotion in the LDDS hierachy.AND SO,a few people whom I know very well got promoted,examples are Visha,Anisa,Siti,Brigette,Alexandra and Oon Yee Jeng! Hhaha.

Visha's --> CIP leader
Anisa --> students affair
Siti -->Miss Secretary
Brigette -->students affair
Alex --> Vice President
Yee Jeng --->Our president!

Woo-hoo!! COngrats people.

And okay,I too was promoted.heh.Im the under the Public relations category.and i was kind of shocked that i got promoted la,i mean really.I mean i just joined this year and got promoted already.Kinda feel real bad for those who were in LDDS longer than I have been.Sheesh.


So anyway,had bio test today.Riight,th paper was okay,i guess.Also I had Malay test.But before going for malay test after school,had to go for rehearsal for Monday's Assembly.Once again,the lower sec will see my face.Except that,I wont be talking.Thats a thank god thing.hehe.will be the scorer for the IFD quiz for lower sec.awww.haha.


Frankly,im tired of seeing/HEARING my name.Especially from that BAABII teacher,I mean,Miss _______.Everytime,Lit class,it will be...


"Khaliesah!" here and "KHALIESAH!" there.damn it.Like got nobody else to call upon man.Everytime got questions,the first person she'll shoot the question at is who? "KHALIESAH!What do you think of this?"

Like who the heck is she to call my name a few hundred times in her lesson? So irritating sia...I think i should change my name and never respond to "Khaliesah" ever again.sheesh.i really am tired of responding to her questions.I really hate people calling me a few hundred times.Like there is no other bloody people in the world left...GRR.I SUPER DUPER HATE IT!


Thinking back,I dont know why teachers call my name so many times.And i dont actually do anything wrong.like what in the world.Haiz,i really want to change name lahh.ftw.


And so,malay test,whatever.did it within 40 mins.screw it.anyway,i gotta go lah now.My grandmother calling me to take shower and then read the holy book.okok.Buaiss!


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Thursday, April 12, 2007

i dont know how i'll fair in maths and history,but most probably gonna fail.i dunno.so anyway,ms jolene sng is asking me to post pics onto my blog.fine,i will.and here it is.long time ago pics.




haha.me and jols.lol.she and her face.tsk,tsk,tsk.



hehe,me??duh.



me and maid.my maid was acting like some kind of ghost.



yea,yeah...again it's me.who else would it be?



hahah.this one,my maid pretended to hold a knife,while i was supposed to be scared of her.it's lame.and out of boredom.





hahahaha.chapunzel,i mean chahaya.lol.cutefacethere.



me,jols and siti.hehhe.in class.




ok,thats about all folks..post more next time kay?byes!


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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

lol.today,didnt go school coz had a gastric in the morning.so yeah.then today,my maid like went for a competition on on the radio Ria.And GUESS WHAT?My maid won the competition.VICTORY! Haha.it was something like acting a line in any drama series that which aried on Suria Channel.It was like damn cool man.She sound EXACTLY like the person in the drama.I mean the character which played in the drama.I won't let you guys hear it first.Lol.Give you all tension a bit lahh.Lol.I helped her to improve a bit.I mean her tone must be angry coz it's supposed to be that way.heh.AND we won!EVERYONE voted for her.WOOTS!


Anyway,last Saturday my speech was okaay..Screwed up at the last part.sheet.but only a bit lahh.Not really that much.Comments received were good.So,i did well.but still,since i screwed up at the last part,i gotta read some more books and some read out loud things.heh.yeah.


Yesterday,Mrs Wong commented on my performance.It was good lahh.AIya.I feel like im boasting about it.so forget about it..heh.


I think thats all for now.Coz I think Im really having a serious gastric right now.Accidentally drank a cup of cold water. -.- wtf. Sheesh mannn.Ok.BYES PEOPLE!!


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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

fucking tired now.but i dont know why the hell am i still blogging.fuck it.i'll update on what happened on saturday and some other stuff on either thursday or friday.most probably friday,coz thursday there's cross country.TIRED.got no more energy to even open my eyes.gotta take shower,then,do maths and part of history and then SLEEEP!! gahh. i need sleep,damn.i got to.


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