Thursday, July 20, 2006
Fuck, to those who screwed me up on Tuesday...Ok..Its been almost a week that I didnt blog.I know.Busy lah dhey.I was so fucking busy that I didnt on the comp for like 4 days.Wtfh.Monday,bored.Did nothing.Assembly,kinda fun.Got this drama by this dunno what group.Then one character so retarded.Name is Simon.Then he say some vocab word,I forgot.Then at the end his "mother" said that word and he went asking,"Mum,what's _____?" Retarded.So anyways.For the past few days,there were ups and downs of my life.So,let's start with Tuesday?Ok.Let's begin...
Tuesday,CCA day.And also "sajak" day..LOL.Chahaya gave me sajak after MT lesson.Luckily no test,coz Cikgu Arfah rocks! No lah,coz she havent print the papers.Anyways,CCA..I thought it was normal,just sing..Then,at the end of Choir,wth,was called out lah..Mrs Chan called me "Khaliesan"??? Wth. Then,it was like er..6pm already..Wahlao..She didnt even scold Chloe for not coming on Friday.Grr.After that,she go talk dunno what crap to the 7 of us until like 7pm???Grr.Screw her..I didnt come last Friday because of valid reason.And then,she scold me like hell lorh.I didnt like do anything.And when I sing,I projected my voice as loud as I can lah.Grr.Then,she threatened us if we didnt come right,they'll kick us out of SYF..fuckers.Hate it man..Ok.That one nevermind lah..But she scold until almost 7 pm..?She siao or something lah..At least half an hour enough arh..But 1 hour?She want us to die?On the bus,aunt called,saying to meet her at CP.I went coz I seriously need the toilet.Ate ice cream[surprisingly,today I checked,I lost.Heh.Ice cream some more.]..After that went to buy stuff.Yeah,Tuesday like already bad enough.Oh plus had Oral presentation and scored 4 out of 5.Yay!My lucky number.again.
Wednesday.Science day.Mr Wang,broke the record again.With 137 "Okays" in 50 mins.Worse than last week lorh.Too bad tomoro no science coz go report at Bukit Gombak stadium.Yay!School ends like 1 hour earlier.Cool.Can go home faster.Ok.Whatever.Had French. "Il est cinq heures cinq." which means,It is 5.05.Haha.Then Monsieur Emanuel challenged us to read 4 paragraphs in French.
L'automneEn automne il fait frais,il y a du vent et il pleut souvent.Les feuilles mortes tombent des abres.
Meaning: In autumn it is cool,there are wind and it rains a lot.The dead leaves fall off the trees.
Yeah.I think its like that,I mean,something like that arh.Haha,then,Wednesday in French it's Mecredi.I go and say "Mercedes".Lame.Learnt loads of things during French.oh btw,Monsieur means Mr. lah.Haha.ANd this is only 1 of them.Grr.Next week got French test.Only like 5 questions.Have to write the answer in French lah.Difficult lehh...Spelling and so forth ah.Hmm.
Then,yesterday,my dad came back super early because he went to my brothers school.Principal called in for dad.Bro did something wrong in school.Found that,my brother's friends are making use of him and during P.E lessons,he always plays alone.Coz his friends
ALL think he's weird.Like,you tell me,if you were me,and you heard from my dad that my brother's friends all think he is weird,how would you feel?? You will definitely feel hurt right?Especially when you have a brother who's IQ is pulled a year or two back..And I actually part of my Oral presentation,I brought it up.Back to the topic again.I mean,it's like very rude to say that my brother is weird especially when you say it to a teacher..I feel hurt you know..Now,my dad's gonna send him to Grace Orchard school.Imagine how far he has to go to school to after my dad knew about his friends using him just to get him settled down with children with the same problem as him.His friends are really fuckers man...On Teacher's Day,when I go back to that school of mine,Im gonna kill his friends one by one..They act gangster some more.Try it on me.I'll talk to the all fuckers of how to take care of other people's feelings.They never think you know.I dont know how they'll fair in PSLE with attitude like that.Grr.So fucking angry with those fuckers who are using my brother.Until I dunno how many times I say the word related to "fuck" in this post.Im just damn angry at them larh!! It's not a single teeeny beet fair you know..I know he's weird but no need to tell until the teacher lah..What if they were my brother,and then he did all the troubles and he got himself in hot soup.In the end my parents will be in fault,my brother will be in fault.My brother he does what other people says.But dont take it for granted lah! He has a kind heart,I know.But you cant take advantage of him just because he's like that..Its not fair to me..
ITS NEVER FAIR TO ME FOR THOSE WHO FREAKING TREAT MY BROTHER LIKE THAT!!!!! And you know,I prayed to God to protect him from them..Its because I have sympathy towards my only sibilings,that I'll do anything to help them...And I even heard some adults talking about his weird behaviour..I just kept quiet and ignored them..
PEOPLE NEVER THINK OF OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELING!! It's just unfair to me..Its totally unreasonable...Those fuckers are gonna get it from me when I return to Qihua Primary.They're really gonna get it!! I swear to god,if they hurt my brother pysically,Im gonna sue them and I dont freaking care how young they are...And guess what??After writing about this,Im like crying just thinking of his safety now and then in his school.I mean he has no friends, no one with him in school except for his brother....His friends thinks he's weird and so forth,using him as an easy target of escaping trouble..He always gets trouble.And what next?GANG FIGHT? I wont let that happen.Its not going to.Only some people care to think about my brother.My aunt who has taken care of him since the day he was born.And,duh,my family + relatives. Outsiders,no.They just freaking think my brother is a retard.Which is not..Ok.Let me tell those people,
MY BROTHER IS NOT A RETARD NOR IS HE CRAZY,HE IS JUST A NORMAL KID EXCEPT FOR HIS LOW IQ??DONT YOU GET IT??!! Life's not being fair to my brother,it's just not.I hope he'll get new friends in Grace Orchard.Coz life would be better there rather than seeing him being indirectly hurt by his freaking friends.Ok.
Finally got that out of my chest.So,after much crying,I calmed down.Now,for today.Well,had Mt after History.Today History quite boring.Mrs Sng didnt tell us interesting stories.Instead she told us the skills for SQB for History exam.Yeah..MT duh,got test.2nd last to start but 1st to finish.I think I did Ok.But most probably I'll get a borderline mark.So,anyway.Cikgu Arfah rocks! Haha.Wth.As usual,after MT got a postwoman to give me a sajak.This time the sajak damn stupid until I laugh then cannot laugh anymore.I hit the wall once or twice.Yeah.Hit the WALLS.Pain sia.My head some more.Ok.Then went for Music,still laughing like a mad woman.Lolx!Stayed back bacause of remedial.Actually got Green House meeting also.But didnt go coz study is more important than that stupid cheer thing.Actually main reason of not going is coz I dun wanna cheer.Is like damn girlish lahhh.....Anyways,time clash..Haha.Ok..What else?Hmm.Nothing.So,my post ends here today...
Au revoir people.Tomoro Sports Day! Yay! Oh plus,did I tell you Im a lawyer to Lim Yong Xuan.Some stupid stuff that I'll elaborate some other time,kaes?For now,I really gtg.Revoir!
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