Today sooo fun lahhh..Hahaha.Ok.Not really.Well,did the ACES day dance.Pathetic.So like what like that.Haha.then erm,concert.Kinda boring.But kinda nice when got the street dance one.Haha.Hmm.Saw Haikal played the bass or electric guitar.I dunno what guitar lahh.Hmm.Kind of nice.Haikal's hair was sooooo cute.lOLS.Overall,the concert was averagely rated by ME.So,before assembly,Ms Tay told me,Chahaya,Haqim and Rifdi to see Mr Seng after the celebrations.For prefect interview.Wtf man.Interview.Ok.Lets go to the interview.


Lol.Interview sooo scary lahh.Wth.Mrs Chan,one of my choir teacher,was the interviewee.Plus Mr Seng,of course.First was Chahaya,according to index number lahh.After her,me.Oh god,I swear my ears were going to burst.Ok.How it went.


Mrs Chan[M.C.]: Write your name.
Me:[Writes name]
M.C. :Oh,you are my choir girl.Khaliesan zit?
Me : No,no.Khaliesah.
M.C : Ok.Why do you want to be a prefect?
Me: I want to be a prefect because I want to show good role model skills[???] to my classmates as well as the Swiss students.
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Then i forgot.Coz I was too nervous that i couldnt remember a thing after that.Lols.Ahhh..Chahaya acted cool man.She soo relax one.Bleah.She rocks.So after the 4 of us went fro interview,walked to the bus stop.Me and Chahaya walked under the rain.That was the life man.I mean,so long never play under rain.It was quite heavy.Hhehe.

Hmm.Then,Waited for bus like 20 minutes like that.So long.Grr.Boarded the bus.Thought everyone would be WAITING for ME,but instead,I was the one WAITING for 'em. Haiz..They all ah..TSK,TSK,TSK.Especially Feena.Waaaahh..So the EARLY man..Walked around look for stuff for teachers.Cheap,cheap stuff.all below $4.Cheap right?HEHEHEHE.Ok.Hmm.Feena like damn kan cheong.Dunno why lah.But oh well,had fun anyway.Took bus to my primary school,since it was raining and none of us brought umbrella.Took bus,reached there already,whole bunch of people squeezing to go in.Me and the girls waited under the flat opposite school.There,i saw some LOSERS lah.Danial and Mustain.EEE..They all seriously lah.Loser sign also dunno.Instead of an "L" shape,they go show an upside down "L".Losers right.But Danial was cute.Lols.I dunno whats up with me,but he was cute.I ONCE dreamt about him.It was a disgusting + weird dream.Shall not talk about it.Caught him staring at my school U.Wtf.Whats up with him?? Its just my school uniform!! Haha.Saw Fatin also.I only know some people from the EM3 stream.And,yes,Im friends with them last year.But not now.Hmm,what else? Oh yeah,saw most of our classmates.And I hate to say that there was a furgging long queue.Why?Coz it was sooo troublesome lah.Must give E-zlink card and so forth before can go in.Like got security check sia.Pfft.The principal sucked.And I didnt saw any of my brother's friend.Thought of killing them.But couldnt find any.Oh well,there would be nice time,wont there?And I hate the new colour of the school.All YELLOW.Sucked larh! Like what like that.Talked to Cickgu Haslinah.Talked to her MOST of the time.Haha.Like escorting her like that.No,serious.We were like escorting.Saw Adib and Fitri and Syafiq and Dzul and Chong We and many more lahh.Toured around the school.And guess what?I was jumping on EVERY tile on the parade square!! Crazy right?Yeps.Missed the food there.Uncle from Stall 8 remembered the 6 of us.High-fived with him!! lols.Plus,bought Nasi Lemak from Stall 7.Waaahh,I seriously missed the food there lah..So nice.Especially the Nasi Lemak stall.LOVE THE CHILLI.Yumss.Wish could go there again and eat.Chased after our teachers.Paying tribute like that.Rofl.Mr Roslan didnt really remember our names.Tsk,tsk,tsk.Bumped into Mdm Zalina.She still remembers me.Lols.Basically,walked and walked around the school. Like 3.30 or 4 like that,had to go home.Freaking adminstrator lah.

So,out of the school we went.Feena was acting crazy.She saw Adib,she go scream.Dunno for what.Hmm.Then,I screamed with her.She likes to scream what.So,I scream with her lah.And we were screaming BY the roadside.Wtf.People must have thought we're crazy.Wait,we are crazy.Heh.Took our pics BY the roadside.And when took pic right,didnt realise the losers were sitting on a bench just 2m away from us.So,after we took,then all of us were like shouting like mad that the losers were there.Pathetic sia we all.Haha.Anyways,after that went home under the rain again.I walked under rain soo much until my skirt ALL wet. <_< Went home with Suz,Feena and Feeqah.Feena was still being crazy over Adib when he ran home.I was like o.0?? She siao already.Seriously need to repair the brain.Lmao.

Reached home,now on the comp doing nothing but blogging and listen to songs.No one want to chat with me.Hhehe.Most of them offline anyway.haiz.Bro sick and then I have to take care of him while my maid and younger bro went to playground.Wtf lah my maid.She sucks.Ok,gtg.Byes!Dad home!

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5:19 PM



Went out today.Lol.Soo fun lah.Went to Seoul Garden to eat.Kinda a lot of people.So,couldnt really recall who went.Oh,I remembered.Got like 26 of us.So then eat,eat,eat.Before that,met Gerald at MRT station.He was waiting for Gary Wong to come.He kept saying he'll be coming but havent come yet. Haha.Pity Gerald.Then,everyone came.Ok well,not everyone.Miss Tay didnt coz she had something on.Pfft. We made it for her.And yet,she didnt come.Haiz.Sooo bad lah.No lah.Im joking.Hmm.Sat with the 2 Christopher's.Walao..That Chris Tay like what sia.He go take A LOT of vegetables and the he eat.Like wtf? Haha.

The boys except for 2 Christophers' made this drink,which sucked ass.A drink where they cooked all the stuff and put into the Big Gulp cup.EEEE...It was gross lah please.Yucks.The guys drank it.And I was almost puking already.

After all that eating and stuff went to Timezone.Played.Wah.We're like the noisiest of all lah.Played the racing car thing.Like wtf.The boys conquered like all 6 seats.And then they started racing and making noises.I dunno.They played more than 10 times kay..After one game,they played again and again.Wtf.Until our seniors come lehh.And they were there looking at us.Haha.I played twice lah.And I sucked. One game got 3rd and the other got 4th.Bleah.I SUCK.Pfft.But if go-kart,probably I can lah.Go-kart very fun.Eheh.Ok,where was I? Then some go play dunno what is it called.haha.Wtf.Ok.Let me see,played,played,played.After that went to Nazz's house to follow her go change her 3/4 pants.Then,decided to go Lot 1 for a while.Wanted to buy nazz's teacher's day present.Lols.Hmm.Before buying,we go pay visit to a few of them at the arcade.Lols.After that,came home.Was rushing home for tuition.Thought be late for it,but no.I wasnt.My teacher was late. pfft.

So,teacher came at 7pm.Waaahh!! Ended at 9 and by then I was goddmaned hungry.Haha.tired man.Felt like sleeping.But,I didnt.hhehe.Im a good student.Showed my tuition teacher my results.And so far ONLY improved English,which is like so pathetic lah.Ok.END.

Tired now.Blog tomoro.Byes!

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6:13 PM



Whee!! Just realised that for the straight 4 days I've been blogging continuously.Yay!! Ok.That was a lame topic sentence.So,anyways,today,fun.Lol.Lets start with TAF.

TAF : Ran plus walk plus skipped for 8 rounds.Managed to finsish it in like 25 minutes.Wtf.Not good.Pfft.So,after that took height and weight.Mr Gan said, "4 or 5 more kg to lose and then you can go out." yeah! Like 4 or 5 more kg man!! I can lose that in probably a month more.And thats it! Im out!! But too bad ah,only 2 weeks more of TAF then stop already.Pfft.Argghh!! WHatever.

MT: Fun,fun,fun.Except for when we made Cikgu Arfah kinda mad.Lol.She asked me to copy some stuff for her 2N(A) students.And also asked the class to help file in some stuff for 4N(A) classes..Whee.Slacked kinda a lot actually for today's MT lesson.After did some exercises in Malay textbook,went to the staff room,helped Cikgu with some packing stuff.We found some costumes.NICE,NICE costumes.Hehe.Plus cute,cute masks.Plus cute,cute props.hehe.got one rubber snake in this kinda pot.It was nice.Some of the boys go scare the girls by throwing it at them.Im not included.Haha. =p After that,went back to class for maths.

Maths:Did nothing.But went through the angles worksheet yesterday one.Didnt do.I thought for holiday.Heh.

CME: Got my results back.Damn,they are bad.1 A1, 1 A2, 4 B3 & 1 B4. Here they are.I swear I gotta study.

English : 63.0 (B4) [Wtf.I actually passed.]
Maths : 71.7 (A2) [Dropped by 11.3 marks.From A1 to an A2.VERY BAD.]
Malay : 68.0 (B3) [Dropped by 6 marks.Still quite ok,I guess.]
Science : 67.0 (B3) [Ok...I know it sounds and looks bad.Well,it is.Pfft.Dropped.]
History :76.0 (A1) [Finally an A1.Hey.Quite good for first try.Lols.]
Literature(E) : 65.0 (B3) [Almost a B4 kay..Wtf lah..Lit,I dont care already.]
Visual Arts: 65.0(B3) [Who cares about ART?? When Heng teach,who would EVER listen?]


There.My results.Like damn bad ah..EEEE..better buck up sia.My dad gonna scream his head off seeing my maths deprove.and also Science.EE.Scary...Hhaha.Let me see.Erm,got our class photos also.Nice sia.Haha.I look so noob.Then,after that sit down for a while.Presentation.CME presentation.I brought my trophy.Eff man.I was like doing team spirit.And yeah,my trophy which I got when I was in Pri 1. <_< very good right.Others all different than mine.I think I did wrongly.oh,like who cares.I dont care.heh. Got 10-15 mins before History.Everyone walked around asking for autograph.Signed quite a lot of people's card.Popular mah..No lah..Just for fun.Min Li worst lah.Everyone wanted her autograph.Table like full with cards.Haha.Pooor Min Li.So got a lot of people to sign mine.Gah Wai he kind of nice and crazy also go say, " So chubby! but cute...." haha.Wtf.Im not CUTE Gah Wai.But its ok.Thank you!! hah. Gerald one even funnier.He go go draw spiral lines.Then put his thumb on the place where he drew the spiral circle.Wtf.And he did it on everyone's card,I think.Oh well,most of the comments were cute.Lol.


History : Shall not talk about.Very boring sehhh...Forget about history.

Reading : Like omg! Mr Goh like half serious and half funny lahh..He make us laugh like what sia.Like very funny.My stomach wanted to burst.Hhaa.Then Mr Goh go make this sound that I find kind of CUTE.haha.No,seriously,it was quite cute.Lols.Cant describe it here.Wish that Reading lessons were SOOOO much longer.

English: Boring.She scold,scold,scold.Wtf lah she.Fuck off man she. Gary Wong found out her full name. Au Yong Wei Toh. Find it a little funny.SOunds like a boy's name you know.Just passed up files,she checked.And then,she taught us using Heng's method. "Class repeat after me.Abolished." And we were like,"EH! Thats Heng's method of teaching! Copy cat!" So,just like followed what she said.Even she say other stuff,we just followed.Act retarded and stuff.Made her angry,like so what? She failed us,she still not happy zit? She failed Rong Hao's English.36/100? Reasonable not,tell me.I mean not only him ah.Quite a lot failed English.I just had to be in the lucky batch and passed my English and got at LEAST a B4.Phew!


Thought had CCA so went to eat some nuggets.Then put loads of chilli.Hhee.Very spicy!!! Nazz bought water and we shared.Came back class,Jolene,Vera,me and Nazz took pics using Jolene's camera.Haha.Act sooo stupid ah..OK.It was actually VERY stupid.hehe.Jolene,give me the pics if you upload already.Thankies! So,after liek take pics slack and stuff,Shirlyn came to my class and say no choir.And I was,"What???!!!! YAY!! NO CHOIR!!!OMG!! YAY!!" wtf.I was shouting with the teacher inside the class.So retarded like that.Wtf. Went home with the HEAVY bag.and also then rained during the journey.So nice.I slept for a while.So cold and nice to sleep.hehe.The bus driver just had to drive fast and I couldnt sleep longer.Haiz..yeah.Asked my maid to fetch me from the bus stop.I very pampered,I know.No lah.I didnt bring umbrella.And besides,it rained heavily.How am I gonna go home?Later my books that Im carrying ALL wet,I get scoldings.

Hmm.Now,nothing to do.Going to looks for skins and then change.Byes!

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3:24 PM



Played badminton with some P5's yesterday.Hehhe.They very fun to play with ah.No,seriously.They are.They talk cock sia.There's this P5 kid whose name is Omar.Or Umar.I dunno.He and me had a deal to have a competition.One on one battle.But,our plans were backfired since some faggots kept asking if they could play with us.Like,unfair.It WAS supposed to be a one on one battle.Grr.Eff those kids.So we played.And I kept losing since there was like 3 people on the other side,and IM ALONE.Eff.They suck.They kept playing smack ahh...Grr..But I managed to keep they game going for a few minutes.Yes,a FEW minutes.Not 5 minutes or what.BUT a FEW...Haha.Ok,then,like 6.15 like that.Got this Chinese Sec 2 boy who came to join us play.Wtf man.He was freaking disgusting ah please.Coz my cuz,Irah,was there.And she was like asking me to ask that shorty[Omar],what he wanted to suck.So,I asked.And then they were saying that I wanted to suck his dick??Please ah,that was disgusting.

Then the Chinese boy said what you know,"You put chilli sauce,plus green chilli plus mayonise to eat with it" ? Wtf?Chilli sauce?Green chilli? He was sooo GODDAMNED crazy I tell you.Seriously ah..Then after that,I chased after him for saying that! Yay! I caught him,and beat him up man...Grr,disgusting faggots.So,then,they kept talking about it..Then,during another battle with Omar.People kept disturbing still.And I kept shouting.Like a mad girl.THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE CHINESE BOY WALKED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE COURT AND SAID,"Fuck him,fuck him,fuck him fuck him!!!" I was like wtf by this ok.My cousin helped me out.And she was like,"Shut up lah fucking bastard." And Omar just went,"Well said,Silent girl." Hahah.Omar,omar.After that,they kept saying disgusting stuff until I lay on the ground,laughing real hard.Fucking hell.My dad saw,I think.After I got teased,Irah's turn man.The chinese boy was saying this to Omar,"I know you want to fuck this girl lah.No need to say.You go home and fuck on the sooo comfy bed." Haha.And Omar's hand was like as if he surrended,but also means,"Depends on her." Something like that.Haha.Lmao.Omg,shorty??Please.And Im not being mean,kay.He calls me "Fatty",and I call him "Shorty". <.< So,had fun actually.


Went home,dad asked me,"Who's that boy you played with just now ah?Your boyfriend ah?" I was like, 0.0 . And went,"NO!!! DAD!!! OMG!! NO!!HE PLAYED BADMINTON WITH ALL OF US LAHHH!!! " My dad ah..Lol.I call my dad by a LOT of names. I call him DAD,PAPA,FATHER AND DADDY. Lol.Yeah.My mum also.The same,but just opposites.Hehehe.My dad would just say,"Yes,my daughter?"...Lol.So cute. Ok,that' what I think.My cuz thinks my parents are cute?? whats up with that? Haha.Yeah,they are,sometimes. So,send my cuzs and grandma downstairs to flag a cab down for them.yeps.And off they went.Waaah.

Kae,erm.Took shower.Listened to songs while cutting my hand.Lol.With penknife.Nice to cut like that.hehe.But dont be like me lah,ah.Later you all die than,dont blame ME for it.I didnt ask you to cut yourself or something.Now,my hand got scars already.8 cuts already.Yes,Im crazy.Shut up about it.Lol.My mum gonna kill me if she sees it.but nah.No one in my family has yet to notice it.Rofl.Who cares.I did it for some reasons.Not for no reason.Im still hurt by the fact that...Oh nevermind....I dont wanna talk about it.Cause it just hurts lah..i dont want to tell the whole world about my problems.I dont want anyone to know.I dont wanna make people's life more miserable thinking about MY problems.So,I just wanna solve it myself.Haiz.If I need any suggestions,then I'll post about it.If not,no..I ALWAYS bottle things up.i dont like telling people.On the outside,Im sooo happy.But if you've got the chance to see the inner side of me,Im not the me I am on the outside.Haiz.Forget about me,forget about my problems.THEY HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU GUYS.you guys just concentrate on yourself,and forget about me,kay?Im NOT okay.


Lets move on.Nothing really happened today.Except during P.E very fun.We had to dance for ACES day and stuff.Went through once.And Mr Sashi was like, "Well done for the primary school kids." to 1E1.He calls my class primary school kids.Why?The reason is simple.Everytime for P.E we always run around the basketball court first,like playing catching or something,then teacher come,they still play around.Until Mr Sashi ask all of us to sit,then we sit.Lols.So,after gone through once with teachers,did class by class.As usual,1E1 is always first to go.Pfft.We all soo pathetic ah..The boys go make noise one.Karate sound lah..Tsk,tsk,tsk.But 1E1 we,kind of,OVER - ENTHU.thats a good or a bad thing ah?I dunno.Hehe.Yeah,we only had fun during P.E for today.Mr Wang now more strict.When we talk quite loud,he ask all of us to stand until,either he said "Sit" or until bell rings.HAIZ..Pathetic.Maths test.Screwed only Qn 1.Lol.Did wrongly.Worth only 1 mark.Hopefully I'll do well.Coz im trying to beat Rong Hao and Zhi Chuen in this.They soo action pro want to try to beat me.Haiz...And my calculator had to be sot half way through the test and I had to use MENTAL CALCULATION on BIG numbers.pfft.Asshole calculator.-________- But in the end,I did well,I think.Phew.English,no need to take test.Whee.Hehe.Shit.Homework.Bleah.I'll do it at night.cant really study in the day.hehe.

English!! yay!! FINALLY FOR SEMESTER 2 I PASSED MY ENGLISH TEST!! LIKE ZOMG!!! 37/50. hell yeah!! lol.From fail lehhh..O0O0O0O0O0O...Ok.Wth to me.Vocab,as usual,I failed.Lol.Only 3/10,I think.whatever.And,I helped Ms Au Yong carry her laptop to class.Oh well,just pitied her.Lol.Thats why I helped.if not,hell no,I wont.

Assembly = fun.With Mr Sashi,its like always fun ah.He soo funny,even teachers laugh lehh..And the presentation he did was like half way to end.Then he saw the time 1.10.He quickly go laptop.Then,fast forward,fast forward plus mumbling some stuff to himself.Then suddenly he said,"OK.Finish.I tell you.He just fast forwarded it plus mumble something.And thats IT.Funny lha Mr Sashi.

Nothing else to say.Tomoro must run for TAF.*yawns* Whatever.I running with Rifdi and maybe Jessica and Chloe.Lol.Ok.Nothing to say.Byes!

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3:56 PM



ok.Super bored.So,here i am blogging about,er,I dunno what to blog about.Lol.Ok.I shall write a poem.Just felt like doing one after a LONG time of not writing one.Lolness.Thinking back.I shall not.Idea-less.Haha.New word.Yay!! Into my dictionary. Or is there such a word already?I dunno.My vocabulary list very shallow.Lol.I not very good unlike some people. <.< Faggots.neverminds.nice time ah..Kae?Let me see what to talk about.Eh,basically nothing eh...Hmm..

Oh yeah.Yesterday,celebrated my one year old cuz's b'day.Yeah.He sooo cute.Kissed him loads and loads of times.!! Lol.And I took pics with him.Eheh...Cuteness!! lol. He can walk in his playpen but dun wanna walk on the floor.Grr.So geram you know..So tembamly cute..Kkeekk..Ok.Then.Cut birthday cake.Lol.2 CAKES LEHHHH....wtf man..One chocolate and the other one WHITE chocolate.!! yumsss..So niiiiisssshhhhheeee!!! Ok...But too bad,cant really eat much.I was sooo goddamned full lah.My grandma cook all NICE,NICE ,NICE food.Yeps.She cook ALL nice food.So then,ate,ate,took pictures and stuff.Lol.Bored.SMS some people for help about something...Lol.Please.I need help.Ok.Wait,actually i dont.Lol.kakaka.My cousin is the one who needs help.Wtf.

Sometimes,I just wonder why people hurt others.I mean yeah.Why?Lol.Trying to be happy.But maybe I am and maybe Im not.Its just too confusing and complicated that I cant even see my mind up there.Lol.Was that a phrase?Oh,who cares.No mood to talk about it.Oh well.

Actually,I seriously got nothing to do.Oh yeah.You know what?Pranked a guy in my cuz's school.Like damn fun ah..He was like,"Gilenye betina!" Eh,nice to talk crap with P6's now.Their mind quite mature lehh.I mean he was talking about some mature stuff.Haha.Me and my cuz were laughing.He call me "betina" and I call him "jantan". Wtf lah.Nice,nice.I think,P6 are more mature than Sec 1's nowadays.Seriously.Haha.They very open-minded.Unlike Sec 1's,some not even open minded AT ALL.wtf.Must find more P6's to be my "adik angkat"...oK MAHH...Lol.

Ok.Nothing more to say.Byes!

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1:17 PM



ok.Gonna do some quiz my cuz asked me to do.Its damn gross lah please.So,anyway,I'll just do the quiz for her sake.And,dont blame me if im tagging you blog.Coz,everyone's tagboard is gone on my comp.Pfft.Freaking comp.I'll ask for a laptop for my birthday.If possible,a Winnie The Pooh one.Hehehe.
ANyways,here it is:

A- You like to curse a lot
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- you live to have fun.
M- one to have fun.
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fcukin Crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
Z- Always ready.

My name:

N- You are dead sexy.[fuck.no.]
U- You really like to chill.[slack,to be exact]
R- Fcukin Crazy[yeah.I guess i am.]

K- You are really silly.[as always.Lol.Never not a seconf have i not been silly.]
H- You have a very good personality and looks.[as i have said,fuck no.]
A- You like to curse a lot[yep.I do.My PE teachers.]
L- you live to have fun.[not exactly.]
I- You have a fine ass[ewww..NO.wtf to this.]
E- Damn good kisser.[ok.like damn gross lah.im 13.I dont kiss.gross,gross,gross.]
S- Easy to fall in love with.[erm.No. =<]
A- You like to curse a lot[yesssss...Dont you get it???]
H- You have a very good personality and looks[grr.NO!!!!!!]


That was like damn stupid lah can.Lol.For those who tagged my taggie,sorry lah.Cant tag.I tag some other time,if this comp doesnt go sot again.Grr.Ok.Since I cant tag.Well,I'll reply ur tags here.Lol.Wtf.

rin : Haha.no need to say.I know my blog emo lah,no need to comment about it.And,yes,thnak you for telling me that my GRAMMAR is wrong.Lol.And how'd I get E8? Like that lah.See,you even er,corrected my grammar.Okok.I failed my SA1 test.I failed my paper and failed my paper 2 really,really badly.So my total for SA1 is like 43/100.Isnt that E8?Or D7?I dunno.Lol.

nade : lol.Nurul is like my sister of my age.My twin.You are my elder sister.Lol.hehe.And I dont care if Jimmy EAT world is a band coz I dont know them.Lol.Wtf.And shahrin cute?Like omg? He's a monster.How can he be cute?Lol.Rin,joking.

Fiza : tag you're it again.Lol.


Ok.oh yeah.I forgot to add something.Rin,you suck.Grr. Haha.Im being mean.Yay! Like yay! wtf is wrong with me?Ok.Never mind.

Yesterday,lol.Scary.Ran 18rounds,when im not supposed to run.Yes.Im being stubborn.Im not supposed to run,but I ran.ayyee..i dont feel right not running for 1 whole week.And what do you expect me not to run for 2 weeks?I feel even more miserable.So then,not knowing that my aunt is there to spy on me again,I ran all the rounds.And she told my mum and my grandma.Then,my grandma told my mum again.SO,MY MUM WAS LIKE PMS-ING ABOUT ME RUNNING AND BEING STUBBORN AND STUFF!! grr..I hate it man.I run also cannot.But actually I should have listened to my mum,lol.Because at the start of choir,I got the attack again.Haizz..Wtf..Yeah,and i havent told ANYONE of MY FAMILY MEMBERS.yep.I dun wanna tell them.Later they will keep asking me what Im so stressed about and ask me to rest and stuff.I dont like to be treated that way.And Chloe was kinda shocked when broke down and being breathless and stuff.Thanks for the help Chloe.(: AND nazz was there too.She helped me too..Since she knew what to do,she helped me too.Lol.yeah,I told her what to do if in case I got breathless again.Thanks to you too,nazz. (:

Lol.Im a stubborn kid,ya know.And I was sooo sick during lesson time,that i could barely write a thing.But i pushed myself again.To continue with the day,till it ends.I mean,Im not that kind who like going home and rest.I still want to study the chapter my science teacher is going to go through.Yeah,he started a new chapter.I felt like vomitting during MT and Science lesson,btw.But managed to control it.hehe.So,then,Rifdi and Nazz kept asking me if I want to go home.Like no.Coz,I already went home early on Monday.So no.Ok.I think I got nothing more to say.So,i'll end with another quiz.Another one form my cuz blog.

Name 3 things you've done and people didn't know:1) Curse other people in my diary.And some of them tempted to read my diary,but I managed to snatch it away from them. 2)Go cut myself with penknife.Hehe.Nice to cut.hehe. 3)hmm.Let me see.Finding alphabets on my body.Lol.I have a H on my arm.And an X on my knee.

Name 3 people you're thinking of now:1)My crush. XD2) Nadiah [my cousin who asked me to do this.3) Nazz[sms-ing her.-.-]

Name 3 things these people have done to/with you:1) Hugged me.2) Pinched my bloody cheeks.3)most importantly, GET CRAZY WITH ME! lolol.

Name 3 things that you can imagine yourself doing but others can't:1) singapore idol. XD 2) not being me at all at school.being somebody else.3) Having a birthday party with the theme,"Winnie the pooh".Hehehe.

Name 3 things that you can't imagine yourself doing but others can:1) Kissing some stranger. 2) modelling with skimpy clothes.Im not the type who likes to wear those kind of clothes.Ok.Well,maybe,soemtimes,i do. O.o 3) one night stands. honestly you animals. *rolls eyes* <-----hahah.tsk,tsk,tsk.Animals,Wtf man.


Name 3 things you want to do in the future: 1) Sing in front of millions of people.2) get a high paying job.3) Get a child of my own.[wtf,wtf.Im sooo the very exaggerating about my future.]

Name 3 things you do not wish to do now:1)get off the comp.2) die. >_< 3) eat my medicine.[it sucks.]


Name 3 things you want to change about yourself:1) My iman. [i.e how good/bad you are as a Muslim.] 2)My whole self! 3) My weighttttt. >=O


Tag 3 People to do this survey:hmm, actually i want more than that. I WANT EVERYBODY WHO COME TO MY BLOG TO GO AND DO THIS THING!!! YAYEEEE!


Ok.done.So,byes!

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9:23 AM



Lol.Im bored.So I'll just do this quiz from my cuzzie's blog..Lol.Here it goes.


Type the FIRST THING THAT COMES INTO MIND when you hear these 35 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction please):

1.Cigarette:Smoking Kills. lol.the freaking smoking campaign thing.

2. friends: MY WORLD!! Lol.My friend,your friend,everybody's friend.[was that a song?]

3.Relationship: my crush. =D lol.I can dream on forever!

[EH,WHAT HAPPENED TO MY NUMBER 4??!! >=O]

5. Power rangers: Trent Fernandez!! Oh my gawd!! AHHHH!! BLOODY HAWT GUY!!

6. Marijuana: hey,sounds like a malay word.Wtf. I dunno.

7. Crack: Crrrraaaaaccckk,piiiiiaaaaaannnnnngggggg!!

8. Food: Yummy,yummy food.Lol.Delicious,very tempting.

9. Love: Love makes the world go round???hehe.

10. War: George Bush.He's a dick man.War only.

11. Car: Vrooooom. <-----nad,this is a sound of a mototcycle. <_<

12. Gas Prices: Up,up,up and away!! yeah.they're going up.

13. Halloween: Pumpkin head!! Where they scare people by being headless.What the crap?

14. Bon Jovi:Have a nice day >=>

15. Religion: One's own belief in life.

16. MySpace: MSN. =D

17.Worst fear: God.He's the GREATEST and He CREATED US.

[Lol.What happened to question 18-21??I guess my cousin must have eaten it all up..]

22: Work: Jimmy Eat World. :D<----Tsk,tsk,tsk.Jimmy must be really fat.

23: Past time: Blogging,doodling and slacking in school.

24: Football: FRANCE!!! >=O Italy beat them just because of the headbutt.pfft.

25: One night stands: Eurgh. Why does this quiz seriously have to ask this? Having sex with the other gender for only one day?Or sth like that.

26: Pet Peeve: what in the world is that. O.o

27. Pixie Stix: eee...so pervy..Sounds like,nvm.

28. Vanilla Ice Cream: Not nice.Only got vanilla flavour,so yucky! Erm,Vanilla chocolate chips nicer!! XD

[where's the 29 man.]

30. High school : Start of something new....We're All in this together! Breaking Free! When there was me and you! Lol.High school musical lahhh..

[lol.I thought got 35 questions?This is like lesser than 30 lorhhh.fake one.]


So anyways,did this beacuse of boredom.Now,I shall not talk more crap.And I'll be off.

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5:15 PM



Today,school was fun.yeah.like for the first time,I guess.So anyways,during curriculum time.It was bad.Why? Fucking tests.Yeah,English and Science.

English = screwed
Science= screwed

As you can see,I screwed both papers by writing crap answers.Yeps,crap.Then,continued the last week work for Art.Boring.E.T ran a few rounds.And then,told Mr Micheal that I had fever the day before.So,he asked me to sit.I thought my mum wont know,but I got PI's.My aunt. <.<
She told my mum I ran,wtf.Grr.Au Yong released us late,grr.She sucks.Ok.TOtally,i mean.

Enrichment was damn fun.Got wet.Water fight.Well,nothing new actually,except that we had the water fight at 1E4.Damn,it was fun.Gerald was fucking wet.And it was the nicest thing EVER.Sheena,Jolene and Chris Ng all go spray at Gerald.Until Gerald sprayed at me for no bloody reason,and I was wet.Then,during lesson,Valerie passed by our French class with Gerald and some other girls.Woooooooo!! Fun,fun,fun.Val went to pour the whole bottle onto Gerald.Then when Chris Ng saw,he asked teacher permission to go out with the reason of filling water.But,in fact he was out to pur the water in his HUGE water bottle onto Gerald.Nice.Jolene saw it.And told me.It was nice.When Gerald walked pass,he looked soooo goddamned wet I TELL YOU.His hair wet.He tried to spray at us,but he couldnt.Haha.

Then after enrichment,went back to class.Slacked,plus clean the classroom.Damn dirty lah can.We slacked a lot until 4.15pm.Lol. Enrichment finish 3.30pm. Danced,sang and did loads of crap lah.The list of people who stayed back :

Valerie,Nadzirah,Jessica,Sheena,Me,Vera,Chloe,Gerald,Zhi Chuen,Chris Ng,You Li and Anita[1E6].

I think thats about all.Lol.Cant really remember.Then we all gathered,talked about stuff about life being sucky and other things.Lol.Shall not blog about what we talked about.So,then 4.15pm all of us chao-ed.Went to shop buy newspaper for some particular reasons.We all have worried expressions on our faces I tell you.Yeah,we were worried about something ah.Especially on Gerald.We kinda felt sad for someone in our class.Shall not say who.So,then,after that,went off to Lot 1 with the girls[Me,Nazz,Val, Jess and Sheena].Slacked there for a whiiiiiiiiiiileeee only.Then,Sheena had to go for piano lessons.Jess,Val and Nazz went to take bus.While I took MRT,alone.I decided to make a change.After school,I think I would go take MRT instaed of bus.Lol.Bus sooo troublesome.Haha.Now,then I know.Wtf.So anyway,yeah.That was all happened for today.

And oh yeah.


Rifdi, GET WELL SOON. (:


K,thats all.Oh yeah,wait.ANother one.[seems like people are all sick,thanks to me.]


Nurul,my sis, GET WELL SOON TOO!! love ya! (:


K,now really.Byes.Wait,my baby cuz's b'day.Happy birthday my lil' cuz.[lol.Like he will read.But oh well,it's a wish.It'll will be in his dreams,will it?? o.0]


Seriously,now.Bye!Tata! Au revoir!

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5:42 PM



Like guess what?My dad just called and just guess what he told me?????!!! My cousin is feeling breathless and now she's at the polyclinic.I swear we're like twins.Ok let me see.I felt breathless on 7 August 2006.And now my cousin is breathless on 22 August.Man,I think the month of August is a seriously a curse for my family.

The reasons :
#1:I and my uncle was hospitalised on the same day.
#2: My family are having problems with each other.
#3:My grandmother was hospitalised on 20 August.
#4:Now,my cousin, Nurul is feeling breathless.
#5: And today also Im sick,which indicates that someone else in the family is sick.


Now,I think Im like the indicator or something.Coz,when I hospitalised,Nurul's dad had to be hospitalised and his hand also had to be operated.Yes.And my grandma was hospitalised when I was having headache and a going-to-be fever.And today,Im sick till have to see doctor.And now,I received the new that my cousin is at the polyclinic feeling breathless.Hope she doesnt admit to the hospital.She's my tweeeeeenn!!! Lol.She really is,but not biologically though.I was brought up with her.Thats why.Last time we always get sick together,cry at the same time and yeah basically,do everything together.Lol.Well,thats what Nurul's mum,who took care of me and Nurul when we're younger.My aunt is my another mum.And her dad is my 2nd dad.So,my mum and dad ,not biogically.Haha.And till now they still are you know.They still take care of me! :)


I'll call Nurul later.She in polyclinic.So,I think she didnt bring her phone.Oh well,call her at home later on.EEEE...I hope she's alright...I seriously hope that.I mean,Im the one who brought all these problems.I seriously do think so. :(

Ok.Byes.Gotta. go.Now.

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3:21 PM


OK..Took half day yesterday cause I felt dizzy and when I walk I felt like falling.I dont why this whole I feel sick and BE sick.ok.Well,earlier this month I was hospitalised and then this week,I am sick AGAIN.Lol.Like wtf.Kept being sick.So anyway,went to the doctor today at 10.50am.Doctor said my blood circulation quite low.Heh.ok.Enough about me being sick.Later I sick again liao.


Lets start with my discoveries for today[ Im bored.].Lol.

Discovery #1: I found out that my eye on the is bigger than the one on the right.[ 0.o wtf.]

Discovery #2: The doctor found out that I have weird hands.My hand have white spots at sides but then no spots in the center.Yes.

Discovery #3:Some people can really be a poet.I read them poem like soo nice.Although the person used cheeeeeeeeeeeeemmmmmm words..THAT ONLY LITERATURE STUDENTS CAN OR MIGHT UNDERSTAND.IM SERIOUS.

Ok.Yes,My 3 discoveries .Im bored,bored,bored.No one online.So,then,I read other people's blog.thats where i found SOME people can BE a poet.Lol.OK.I dont know what else to say,lol.So,ends here.Byes.

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2:27 PM



Havent been blogging lately.Haiz.Wanted to blog,but kinda lazy to do so.So anyways,lately,kinda busy,well not really.Hmm.Ok,got my maths test paper back,and Im like soo happy!!Wooohooo!! Ok.It's either Tuesday or Wednesday lah..Got it back and guess what? I got 25/30!! Yay! Thats like 83 lah..Actually dropped if based on my SA1 results.lol.But,who cares?So,then I thought I would fail..Coz I took when I was seriously sick that time,the day I was hospitalised that one..Yeah..So,jumped for joy..And Rong Hao being idiotic challenged me to do around 3 maths problems from the textbook to see who finished the fastest with the correct answer.And I rawk! Why?Coz I finished all of them the fastest with the correct answer.Lol.He was careless.Haha.Too bad.Yeah.

Then yesterday and on Thursday,had to go grandma's house coz she was sick.Really sick.Yeah.And on thursday,came back at 1.10pm,went back home at 9.30pm.Lol.yeah.yesterday reached home at 10pm.Haiz.Tired.Went there yesterday,coz cuz called to go there.I went there and she pathetically didnt come.pfft.Until I slept waiting for her to come.Pathetic.Yeah.

Ya know why my grandma's sick?Coz she missed her 2 oldest grandchildren.Yeah..Which are my cousins lah.I think my family's gonna fall apart.I mean, look, my cousins and their parents,have never since called my grandma when she's sick,until she cried.Then,sometimes,I and Nurul tried calling them,their mum will like talk in a rush like that...Not letting us talk to our cousins.Like wtf?They are my cousins.What right do my aunty and uncle have to prevent us from being close with them? I mean even though they are trying to avoid us from being close to them,they are still and forever will be my cousins.Like,have you heard of cousins,from a close-knit family,only seeing their family members once in a year?Yes,only once a year.Which is hari raya.Thats like the last time I saw my cousins and their parents.Now,my family is kinda drifting apart from them.Like far away from them.Ok.At least if you dont wanna meet us,at least go see my grandma,which is only their grandma,who is like sick..Have they got a heart or not?or are they born to be heartless?Thats what I always ask myself regarding them.Nurul and I are trying to make an effort to like call them and asking them to see our grandma.But,to no avail.We SMS-ed, we called and did everything that we,as the oldest grandchildren that are always by her side for now,to make her feel better.Its like unfair ok.I mean their mum should remember who gave birth to her and took care of her and so forth..I pity my grandma ok.She kept looking out of the window and thinking that soon they'll come.But I dont think they will.Grr.Wtf.Now,the feeling is like we're strangers and don't know them.Seriously.Even my uncle's,who is my mum's brother-in-law,sibilings came.Tell me,distant family members came to see my grandma,what about her own child??Didnt even call,didnt even come.Kinda sad to have a family like this.Oh well.Just as long as this problem could be settled fast,its ok.

If this thing makes me stressed out,I dont mind at all,coz this is for my grandma and for the sake of my family so that it wont fall apart.This is the only thing I and Nurul can do to help the family.Seriously.Haiz.If the things that Im putting effort to put back the family as one is not working,I dont know what else to do.But to pray,that one day they'll realise their mistakes and all.

I think I'll end here.Lol.Its enough confessions to make in today's post.I really,really need a break after settling all these stuff.Dont come and ask me what happened and so forth.Coz,I dont wanna talk about it.Okies?Hope you'll understand.Bye!

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11:23 AM



LIKE OMFG!! I missed my school for after like 1 week of not going to school! Like,wtf.Yeah.. i was like, "Yay! My table! Oh god,missed it.." eheh..Ask Christopher Ng or Luqman or Jian Peng if you dont believe me.I dont think they heard also..Anyways,missed my table,missed my friends and all.First period,P.E.

Well,first 2 actually.Erm..Not supposed to run,but oh well,wanna gather my stamina[??]..lol..Then,had Shikin & Fiza to run beside me..Lol.Thanks for running with me! Haha..So,played badminton..Played with Nazz and then she was complaining about herself not knowing not to serve..Haiz..Nevermind,she coming to my house on Saturday,can teach how to really play..Haiz..So,then,had to play like changing partners like that ah..lol.Quite fun..Somehow,everything I kinda do or what ah..Related to that freaking partner of mine. <.< Let me list the things:


1. My hospital bed number, 6229[29 is his register number. pfft.]
2.Had to play badminton with him.
3.Have to sit with him in class.wtf.


Ok.I cant remember the rest.But usually P.E is like most of the time must play against him or his house colour.pfft.Ok.Let me stop nagging/complaining.So then played high ball with him..Pfft.Too bad he's quite tall sia.If he short ah,I can like use high ball everytime.Haha.Being mean.And at the end,Miss Ho was like scolding some people or in fact the whole class for not putting the badminton rackets properly.Yeah.hmm..

Science,Mr Wang was 20 mins LATE! He came like at 9 or like that.Dont bother.He asked me question,which I dont even know.lol.I dont think he remembered that I was absent for the whole week fro Science lesson.Dont expect me to like know.Just answered with Rong Hao's help,hehe.heh.Asked for worksheet also..Lol..Then he delayed our recess for no reason. =p Hhah.He sucks. =)

Recess,slacked while revising for what we thought there'd be a test.But no,it was postponed.Man,Miss Au Yong is procrastinating.Hate her.Pfft.So,instead of test,had to do Oral Presentation.Eww..I think I did fine..Phew..So,let me see what else happened during English lesson.Practically,nothing.

Maths!! Yay! Love Maths....Ok.Back to the topic.Hmm..Learned some new stuff.Oh well,Maths there's really nothing quite new.Its just revised from our primary school syllabus.Then,had to do some question,while doing Miss Tay was walking around my table then she stopped at my table, and asked me if I was okay.I said I was. Lol.You know something? Haha.I realised that when I came out of the hospital right..Then,after you come out,people will start asking you if you're okay..Haha.Its like CUTE lah..I mean yeah,it shows that they care..Thanks for being caring towards me yeah,people!! Hmm..Then,CD period,couldnt sleep coz Miss Tay was talking about the dunno what coming project lah..Then,went for assembly..

Haiz..Assembly..Tsk,tsk,tsk..Mdm Tang did a presentation on er..Smoking KILLS and all that.Lol.I should tell my DAD that..He smokes..Yucks..It smells..In fact the whole house smells,a lot[well,not really,actually.]..Pfft,thanks to Dad that is..Out of topic already.So anyway,she talk,talk,talk about how smoking can kill and so forth.Then,had to sing school song 4 times.Pfft.Coz,it was not that loud the first time..Ok..whatever it is,she took her own sweet time to release us..Haiz..Have to check tie lah and so forth.But luckily,all of us wore tie..Oh yeah.Before that,guess what?? I was nominated to become a prefect.So wtf.. Chahaya,Gerald, Jian Peng and me.Lol.Cool.I,Rifdi and Nazz was like teasing Chahaya sia..yeah,we were like , "Alamak,Chahaya,kau nanti jadi prefect kan,nanti kau interrogate semua orang.." Haha,let me translate. "Alamak,Chahaya,if you become prefect right,later you go interrogate everyone." Lol.We very mean.But,nonetheless,we're still close friends.Hehe.hmm.What else?Was kinda shocked actually when Miss Tay come up,and gave me paper of nomination of being a prefect.I mean,after 1 week of not schooling right,then I come back knowing that I was nominated?Wth.I also like slack in my work what..I wonder why teacher choose me...And surprisingly,Gerald too.lol.Full of suprises.

Haha.Then,now,I dunno what to say already..Byes...Must do Maths and some of my tuition homework.Lol.

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2:49 PM



Lol.Rather bored.And yesterday,went to see fireworks at Lau Pa Sat..So came back at 12.30am after eating dinner.Yes,dinner.Not supper.Ate at Al-Ameen in Woodlands.Ate dinner at almost 12.Lol.That could be considered breakfast.So,anyway,Im bored.And I'll do this quiz.Since Im bored.Wtf.Lol.

1.Who is the last person you high-fived?
er..Amirah..On MSN.Lol.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
Maybe I won't.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
I think I did,once.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Hell no.My mum would start nagging at me,for not being lady-like.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
Nope.Even if i had gone in,it wouldn't be far.

6. ??[no question for 6.Haha.]

7. How fast can you type?
Average.Coz,if i type fast,got spelling mistakes.

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
No,im not a chicken unlike my brother. <_<

9. Eye color?
Half brown,half black.More to the black actually.

10. Worst fear?
Taking rollercoaster rides with loops.

11. When is the last time you bath ?
10.30 in the morning?? Woke up late.

12. Do you knock on wood?
no.

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
Not allowed to drink in the room.so,no.

14. Are you attractive?
Eww...Hell NO!!!

15. Can you hoola hoop?
Not now.Last time,yes.

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
I think yes.Coz,if you tell me ah..I can actually forget.Lol.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
Christmas?Nothing.Coz i dont celebrate Christmas.

18. Do you know the Muffin Man:
THE MUFFIN MAN,THE MUFFIN MAN,YES I KNOW THE MUFFIN MAN WHO LIVES IN DRURY LANE!! [wtf.Reminds me of my Lit presentation.]

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
Haha.No.

20. Who wrote the book of love?
Everyone,I guess.Coz,each person will live/lead a different love life,right?

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
yeah.

24. how many people are on your contact list ofyour cell?
93.. Compared to last time,its lesser.Last time I got 110 contacts.I keep people's number for no reason.

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
-.-ll No. Please,I have no interest in them.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
Lol.School.Grandma house.Tuition.

27. Can you juggle?
Nope.Dont expect me to.

28. Missing someone now?
Yeah..A lot.

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you' and really meant it?
hmmm...On 20th May 2005.Last year lah.. -____-

31. How are you feeling today?
mixed feelings.Cant explain.

32. Are you black?
what does it suppose to mean? Got a lot of meanings to black.Hhah.Specify.

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
Fuck no.Im only Sec 1.

34. What are you looking forward to?
Nothing.Life,there's nothing you really look forward to.

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
You know something?If I ever crawl out of the window,the window will break.

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
???? Dog food?No. Baby food..Yes.

38. Can you handle the truth?
Truth just hurts.So no matter what,have to get over it right?So,I think I can.

39. Do you like ham?
Dont ever ask me.I HATE HAM.

40. What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?
Lol.Things to eat,to cook and to drink.

41. Any cool scars?
On my knee.Got letter "X".Serious.

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone?
Yeah..Since like,forever.

43. How many kids do you plan on having?
Seriously,why do you have to ask stupid questions about the future?

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
Act like some stupid mad idiot.

45. R you in love?
Damn right. But i dunno if it'll end up to be hatred.Lol.

46. Do you talk to yourself?
Sometimes,when I dont want to tell anyone about my problems,I talk to myself.hehe.

47. Do you like dancing?
Hip Hop,yeah.

48. Three of your favorite tv show:
As you all know lah.First on the list is...Power ranger Dino Thunder[Trent!! =D],Gundam Seed Destiny and Spongebob Squarepants.

49. Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:
Character,personality and the smile[lol.You must think Im craazy.well,i am.]

50. Who are you thinking about right now?
Must I tell everyone?Hell no.

51. Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Adiba. My cuz.

52. Where is your phone?
On the chair Im sitting.Of course I dont sit on it,its beside me.

53. What was the last thing you ate?
Kuay Teow Tom Yam.[lol.My dinner.]

54. What is your favorite color?
Lavender,Orange-ey yellow, very light blue,black and turqoise

55. What is the last movie watched?
cant remember.I think Superman returns?

56. What song are you currently listening to ?
So Lonely[One & Only Pt.2] -Mariah Carey feat. Twista[Im lonely.Bwahs!!lol.Its nice.]

57. Are you currently suffering from a broken heart?
More like shattered.

58. Would you ever date anyone on your friendslist?
Friends,are meant to be friends.So,maybe no.

-credit : Rin's blog.

Lol.Im bored.Go take the quiz lah..Kae?Im bored.And I shall be off.

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12:34 PM



Haiz..Today didnt go school thanks to the attack again..Now,I seriously think that I couldn't go out that much as what I think..And NOT to THINK too much..And according to some people,NOT to WORRY to much..Lol.I worry too much..About what sia??Probably about school and stuff that I still havent found out what..eff man..Hmm..

You know what?I just realised something.Everytime I look at the full moon right,I feel like totally calm and makes me just SMILE all of a sudden..Yeah..And also made me think of someone lah..hahaha..Then from there,I made a conclusion that a FULL moon can make one smile even though you feel sick,upset,distraught and etc. , etc. It makes you feel like wishing for something that you think is rather impossible..Yeah..I actually did it once when I saw the full moon..I was wishing upon the MOON instead of wishing upon the STARS.Is it weird or something?Or am I the one who's weird?? I dunno lahh..But I wished upon the moon.Lol.

Lol.I think I love Mariah Carey's song "So Lonely[One and Only Pt. 2]" Nice lah..Lol.So anyways,I slept at 11pm yesterday,celebrating my mum's birthday..Tire myself by going to Causeway Point go look at stuff..Then the things like not that nice,so went to Plaza Singapura with cousin. Look at stuff there.Met aunt there.So,she bought cake from Secret Receipe.Chocolate Indulgence.Celebrate here and there.Then sent cousin home,after that went to Civic Centre where mum want to withdraw money.Went to Cold Storage to buy chicken,mushroom and snow peas.After that went home.Walked home,though I was super tired.Burn all the calories that I have taken in.And then,took shower[lol.I still take my shower before sleeping,if not I cant even sleep.] and slept..I think this might have caused me to get the atack again.You all dont worry about me lah..Im fine,just a little bit tired that I had it again..

In the morning,I woke up at like 5.15am..Took shower and then I like got ready for school.Then,when I was getting ready,I started to take deep and slow breaths. Grabbed one plastic bag in my room and breathe into it..So,told dad that I had it again,dad said rest at home.Wtf.I wanted to go school. But thanks to the freaking attack,I couldn't.So after that,slept again till 11.I didnt realise it was 11 though.I thought it was only 9 or 1o..Then checked my phone,it was already 11.So,I woke up,took breakfast and now on computer.I think, tomorrow I should go on slow jog.Coz I really gained weight for the past few days.And also to like maintain my timing during E.T,though doctor said I couldn't really do P.E for this week,or what she said try not to do streneous exercises..Oh well,jogging isn't that strenous isnt it?Hehe. Ok,Gotta go people..Byes..

[P.S : try to remind me not to be so stressed up about school or what.Coz,if I go school,then I think I'll get stressed up again..Okies? And if exam is coming,remind me not to think of it too much or what and please,if you want to talk to me about exams,dont talk to me as the psycologist or whoever she is said, half an hour before exam starts,I must not think of the exam questions/exam. So,hope you'll understand lah..Kind of tedious man..]

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12:06 PM



Ok,if I hadnt tell some people that I was hospitalised,Im sorry.cause I didnt want you all to worry about me lah.So anyway,thanks to the people who asked if im feeling ok or not,whether in school or by sms or by call..Thank you SOOOOOO much kaes?? So,now,I'll tell you guys what really happened on Monday and Tuesday.

Kay,so on Monday I had to go the Health Promotion Board for some measurement of height lah..And so forth.[heh.I've grown..166.8cm]So anyways,after the appointment,dad asked me to eat first..Yeah,ate breakfast..And so,after that,my dad sent me to school lah..Then,in school,during recess,I felt kinda difficult to breathe..Hafiza and Shikin was just concerned and asked me if Im okay..So,I just nodded lah..Then after they went off,Nadzirah came,asked me if I was ok..I did the same,nodded..Then,my face was kind of pale already..Lol..I decided not to go home,since I already missed Science lesson where they had already started a new chapter..And also,there was a Maths test..So,stayed till the end of the day..Valerie told Miss Tay that I was sick..I told her not to,but she told. -_- Then,they were like "Eh,you okay not?If not,you go home first before Assembly." I just kept quiet..Then,slowly shooked my head..Then during Assembly,it got even worse.Went straight home after that,and didnt go for NAPFA retest.And also the Qin Shihuang video clip..Reached home,dad was like,"I thought you're coming back late?" Told him that i couldnt really breathe...So,then he brought me to Polyclinic where I had to see an emergency doctor...The doctor checked and so forth..Had to go for an X-ray and blood test.Wtf,blood test..Oh yeah,was pushed in a wheelchair.YEPS.And then,after all that,was sent to one room where the nurse put the tube in my nose for oxygen.I tell you,it was a torture!! Grr..So,had to lie down for 1 hour 15 mins..yes,1hour 15 mins..Went home after paying and stuff.And I was like,"Yay!!Im out!" Went home,slept for a while.

So,then here comes the part..I woke up at 7 ++ and took shower lah..After take shower was like thirsty.Went down,get drink..Drank water,went to bed...So,tried to sleep..But cant,cause I felt rather breathless AGAIN..Went to mum's room.Mum saw me taking deep breaths and so forth.She called dad from study room and then I was sent to KK Hospital..Grr..Took blood pressure..and so forth..So,doctor checked.. Then,had to lie down at the observation room for almost 2 hours..Grandma,aunt and uncle came to like visit me..[oh,did I tell you that my unsle was also hopsitalised?] So,after I was almost rotting[inspired by Val,Nadzirah and Jessica],my dad told me I had to be hospitalised for one day...Grr..Scary kay...Haha.So,was pushed to my ward at around 11.30pm..Surprisingly[not.],was surrounded by toddlers..Grr..Irrating.Cant really sleep.They were crying the whole night long..Anyway,slept at 12am and nurse had to be and idiot to wake me up at 5.30am...Wtf..Hehe..SO,after that I couldnt get sleep,thanks to ALL the toddlers around who cried and cried..Eff them..Dad came at around 10am,brought my towel and clothes and finally could take shower.

At around 12 like that,Jessica,Nazz and Val came..They bought me a Winnie The Pooh balloon..Aww..So swwweeett!! Thanks gals!! Then,my aunt came,she bought me Winnie The Pooh stuffed toy!! Gawd..Damn cute...Soon,another one of my aunt came and bought me, Winnie the pooh balloon..the same one like the gals bought me,except that it was HUUUUUUGGGEEE!!! Haha..Yeah..Then,I was soo happy lah that they all bought me stuff..Hhaha...Val,Jess and Nazz bought Ruffles,and they started picnic-ing on my bed..Lol.. They were joking with each other saying that they got hole in the mouth until the crumbs and pieces of the chips were on the bed..Hha.They siao..Lol.Anyway,they were kind of noisy..Well not really kind of,but really noisy..Yeah..After hours of waiting,at 4.30pm,nurse said I could go home! I was like, "OMFG!! I COULD FINALLY GO HOME!!GET A GOOD REST AND SLEEP!!!! LIKE YAYY!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!" And its like the FIRST time I missed my house after ONLY 1 day at the hospital.Seriously..Got home,showered and my cousin came..Lol..Nurul slept my house...Hehe...Haiz..And my another cousin was being crazy and stuff saying that she's fat but HELL NO she's not..She damn skinny arh...Her height is like 140++ and her weight is 35kg..You tell me, if she's skinny or not..i think she has pro-ana.Im not being mean..But seriously,she damn skinny.grr.Envy her.


Yesterday,Nurul sms-ed my relative and he just had to be sweet asking me if i was feeling better.Lol.Thanks.

i'll continue maybe tomoro or saturday..byes..Did i tell you,my blood pressure was taken 8 times in 2 days?i swear the nurses are crazy..

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