Friday, August 11, 2006
Haiz..Today didnt go school thanks to the attack again..Now,I seriously think that I couldn't go out that much as what I think..And
NOT to
THINK too much..And according to some people,
NOT to
WORRY to much..Lol.I worry too much..About what sia??Probably about school and stuff that I still havent found out what..eff man..Hmm..
You know what?I just realised something.Everytime I look at the full moon right,I feel like totally calm and makes me just SMILE all of a sudden..Yeah..And also made me think of someone lah..hahaha..Then from there,I made a conclusion that a FULL moon can make one smile even though you feel sick,upset,distraught and etc. , etc. It makes you feel like wishing for something that you think is rather impossible..Yeah..I actually did it once when I saw the full moon..I was wishing upon the
MOON instead of wishing upon the
STARS.Is it weird or something?Or am I the one who's weird?? I dunno lahh..But I wished upon the moon.Lol.
Lol.I think I love Mariah Carey's song "So Lonely[One and Only Pt. 2]" Nice lah..Lol.So anyways,I slept at 11pm yesterday,celebrating my mum's birthday..Tire myself by going to Causeway Point go look at stuff..Then the things like not that nice,so went to Plaza Singapura with cousin. Look at stuff there.Met aunt there.So,she bought cake from Secret Receipe.Chocolate Indulgence.Celebrate here and there.Then sent cousin home,after that went to Civic Centre where mum want to withdraw money.Went to Cold Storage to buy chicken,mushroom and snow peas.After that went home.Walked home,though I was super tired.Burn all the calories that I have taken in.And then,took shower[lol.I still take my shower before sleeping,if not I cant even sleep.] and slept..I think this might have caused me to get the atack again.You all dont worry about me lah..Im fine,just a little bit tired that I had it again..
In the morning,I woke up at like 5.15am..Took shower and then I like got ready for school.Then,when I was getting ready,I started to take deep and slow breaths. Grabbed one plastic bag in my room and breathe into it..So,told dad that I had it again,dad said rest at home.Wtf.I wanted to go school. But thanks to the freaking attack,I couldn't.So after that,slept again till 11.I didnt realise it was 11 though.I thought it was only 9 or 1o..Then checked my phone,it was already 11.So,I woke up,took breakfast and now on computer.I think, tomorrow I should go on slow jog.Coz I really gained weight for the past few days.And also to like maintain my timing during E.T,though doctor said I couldn't really do P.E for this week,or what she said try not to do streneous exercises..Oh well,jogging isn't that strenous isnt it?Hehe. Ok,Gotta go people..Byes..
[P.S : try to remind me not to be so stressed up about school or what.Coz,if I go school,then I think I'll get stressed up again..Okies? And if exam is coming,remind me not to think of it too much or what and please,if you want to talk to me about exams,dont talk to me as the psycologist or whoever she is said, half an hour before exam starts,I must not think of the exam questions/exam. So,hope you'll understand lah..Kind of tedious man..]
there it went
12:06 PM
