Sunday, September 10, 2006
I dont know what to blog about.I dont know what Im doing on the computer.I have gone insane,yes,I know.Pissed off.Lately,I realised I've been writing nonsensical poems.Wtf is wrong with me?Im not the me that I was.I want to be myself again.God,return the person that I used to be.Im desperately needing help from you.
Crying for help
Could anyone hear?
Dying for him
Could anyone see?
My future is gone
Can anyone sense that it was?
What is wrong with me?
No one can tell
Not even me
It's all gone
I've lost everything
Everything that was precious to me
Now,
All I see
Is a blank future ahead of me
Not knowing whether to move on
Let time tell
And bring me
To wherever I should be
Hmm..Does that make sense?Or ring a bell? I dont know.Up to you to decide.
Shahrin,thanks.But I dont really think,it'll work on me.But,I'll try to move on.Thanks for your help anyway.
So,Im suffering from a broken/shattered heart.So,I dont wish to like talk about how I feel.Yes,I am emotional,sensitive.Who doesnt anyway?I mean you must at least ONCE in your life feel that way.Haiz.Just sucks to talk about it.Why am I stuck in a life like this,may I ask?I plead help from The Almighty.Pissed off with my life.I hate to be like this,so emo.But I just cant be happy.I just put that smile on me no more.Its all down to sorrows and tears.I dont know what the fuck to do.This is just my life,and the truth in life and I just have to learn to accept it no matter what.Though it really sucks.But I have to face it.
Whatever,thanks to those who helped me out.I really appreciate it,but I think it's up to me to face it.If I don't, probably I wouldnt survive in the battle in life.So,hope I will feel better after a few more months.
And yes,Im a bit depressed about stuff now. But dont worry.
Gotta go.Wish me luck for the best in life.I need it pretty much.Bye.
there it went
11:56 AM
