Saturday, September 16, 2006
let me blog about yesterday.Dammit.I was soo freaking wet.Lol.As you know,it was raining super heavily around Singapore[or i think so.],and then I decided to go my granmother's house to sleep and eat.yes,sleep and eat. I asked Luqman for his umbrella.Then I realised I have got not enough hands to hold an extra object which was the umbrella.Had a pile of heavy books and files in my arms.So,gave Luqman his umbrella back.Oh yeah,Choir had already stepped down,so there wasnt anymore choir,till they announced.So,it was super,super heavy rain.Had to wait for all the freaking cars[especially the LOSER cars.no la,people who take the liscence test.Freaking slow.] to pass by.Yeah,jaywalking.Everyone does that.Ok.so,wait for 1 or 2 minutes.Then walked to the traffic light.Shit,I missed the first traffic.So waited for 3 minutes for the next one.And some more I was down with flu,fever and cough.Reached my grandma house,soaking wet.And was shivering.Grandma asked me to take shower,but nah,ate first.After eating took a warm shower,and then slept after eating medicine.My medicine caused drowsiness,so fell asleep.My grandma and aunt and uncle was also sick.All coughing.By the time I woke up it was only fweaking 4pm.
Exactly 4 pm.Watched tv.Mum came to fetch me btw.Mum said she wanna come and see grandma.Haha.Not my fault.So,while wating for mum to come,grandma asked me to call my cousin,Nurul.
Since you all know that me and Nurul are kinda like twins,my grandma talked to me in Malay, " Go call Nurul.Ask her if she's sick." So I did.Gave her a ring,and my aunt picked up.She said,Nurul's sick and having fever. And I was like,"YES!" over the phone.Haha.Very mean right?I know.Hang up the phone and telling my grandma,aunt and uncle that Nurul is also having fever.My grandma was all like, "No need to talk to each other also got already.Like got some kind of connection la both of you." Nyehehe.Actually we do.But dont know what is it.Telepathy?Nah.Im not that kind who use black magic.EEE.Black magic is scary
AND haram.Bwahaha.
And oh yeah,guess what? For the first time in our whole sec 1 life,there wasn't E.T yesterday.It means no running of 10 rounds! Woo-hoo! Yeah.Whole sec 1E didnt have E.T I think.Cool man.So,instead we did self study.Thank you Mr Gan.Haha.But poor Jessica,she had to do skipping.Haiz.Mr Gan quite mean to the badminton people lehh.Ok.shall not talk about it.hmm.There also wasnt History.woots! 1 hour did self study again and a bit of talking.Yeah! Managed to study the whole of chapter 16!! yipee! plus some other chapters in science.Maths,must buck up in the bisector thing.lol.I kept failing that section liao. Hmm.WHat else?Malay,aiyah.Nothing to study except to read up the dictionary.I can do that. English,whatever.Doing some vocabulary stuff to improve my vocab. Yeps.Thats about it.Oh yeah,plus history,I already studied chapter 1,2,4 and 5.Havent studied chapter 3 and 9.Oh well.I'll do it later on with Nazyra.
Speaking of Nazyra,reminds me of Chahaya.Wtf man.She go run around the school with MY pencilcase.Then some more she's a super fast runner.After she run to dunno where,she dropped my pencilcase somewhere,without realising it.HAIZ.So,now,I lost my pencilcase.Wtf.I dunno la.I just took her bag and put it outside the classroom.And she ran away with my bag and pencilcase.Aper la she.Ok.Thats enough.Haiz.Guess what?Did one poem during my self study in E.T lesson.Here it goes.
Lonely and confused
Not knowing what to do
The pain I've tried to subside
Is leading me to suicide
What can I do
To make me forget you?
It's so hard
To get your name off my heart
I love you
But you didn't know
You were the one I trust
But now,you left me with frust
Will try my best
To get you off my chest
Once you were a charming prince
Now you are making no senseHaha.That was crap,I swear.Did it out of boredom.So,yeps.It didnt ryhme half of the time.But heck lah.Its just a crap poem I did.Woots.Hhee.Now,I think I can move on without him in my life.Getting over it slowly.Woots.Im happy for what I did.I think Im going to be back to normal by the end of this year.Hopefully,that is.
But as for my family,I dont wanna know.And probably I wont care anymore.The adults have their own brains.They should think.My grandmother is not a bank,my "dearest" uncle.She works for herself.Dont come around asking for $ 4000 from her.I swear she's not a bank,nor is she your bank book,who'll reflect on how much you're short of.Don't come threatening my family if you yourself came round with this problem.Solve it yourself.If you're short of money,work for it.Don't expect people from your own family to supply you with thousands of dollars coz we're not your slaves.We work for ourselves and our own family.Whatever it is,you have to get your ass moving and work.Why wouldn't you just do that?Dont scare my family off just coz you need money.Its
NEVER gonna work.Look,Im nothing to you,I know.But listen to this,your mother who is my grandmother,has brought you up since young.But why would you ever have the heart to do this to her?I'll never understand what you're craving for from my family and others.You're just too complicated for me.
There.Got THAT off.Haiz.I feel some adults nowadays seriously need an application form from schools for a come back to re-study again.Forget about it.Still gotta study for exams that is coming in
THREE more
WEEKS.I need time to remember my facts man.
AND WHAT AM I DOING ON THE FREAKING COMPUTER???!!!!!I swear I need to study.Gah! Balancing a broken family,a broken heart and school is NEVER easy.Wtf. Byes!
there it went
1:07 PM
