Friday, September 08, 2006
My dreams,
Shattered
My heart,
Torn apart
My faith in you,
Gone
My conscience,
Lost
My trust in you,
Couldnt find it no more
Everything in me,
All stranded in hell
There,yeah.Another stupid poem.Thank you.What do you expect from a girl,who has hopes,then all her hopes fell just because of a freaking person who ruined her life.Yeah.I think,I'll give up on guys.They suck lah.Heartless.Pfft.So,all the years I loved you,but you did this lah.Its like me loving you and you didnt care about it,like playing a game of catching.I had enough of you,I had enough of the game.And you KNOW who you are.You KNOW who you are.I shall never be nice no more.Because the more I be nice,the more people will think I'm an easy target to please.I have a heart too kay.Dont think only you have one.Im soooo goddamned angry at other stuff,and here you are adding more troubles to my life.Tell me if its fair.I helped you kinda a lot if you didnt realise.I helped you a lot.I tried so fucking hard to forget you,but I so freakishly cant.This is the end of everything.I cant take it anymore.The more I try to forget you,the more I feel like killing you.But im never that evil to kill anyone.So,fuck this.I might hate you for life and hate you for everything.But for the things you've done,
thank you.Thanks for acting like you
EVER cared.Thanks for acting like you were there for me.I give up on you,kay.Seriously,I do. You are the cause that made me cry for the 23895674th time in my life.Thanks for that.It wasn't once.You hurt me more than a million times.Sucks.
Im gonna go now.To the person,I hope you understand me and I just had to do that to vent out my anger.Im sorry.But i think i meant it,pretty seriously.
Now,Im off.Gonna cry for what I've done and cry my heart out and cry about everything that is going on in my life.I cant take it any longer man.Why must it be me?Why must I be born in this world?Why do I have a life like this?Why does everything goes wrong?The question is why.Someone just answer my freaking questions! GAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR!!! Stupid life,stupid shits,stupid people.Pfft.Im soo off.Coz I cant take things anymore.I should have died.I just should have. =(
Byes people..Blog next time.Dont have the strength to type more.
there it went
7:00 PM
