Saturday, September 02, 2006
Taken from Nade's blog. =D
BEST:
1. Male friend: I dunno.Rifdi?? Yong Xuan?? Shahrin??
2. Female friend: Chahaya and Nazz and lots more.(:
3. Vacation: I havent been travelling to other countries beside KL for the past years.
WORST:
1. Time of the day: Afternoon/Evening.Facing my brothers and family.
2. Day of the week: Sunday.SAME REASON AS ABOVE.
3. Food: Tapioca and curry.Eww.
4. Memory: Trying to make me remember the past eh?
*LAST:
1. Person you saw at school/work: Chahaya.[she's nuts.]
2. Talked to on the phone: Syarfeena[she talking about,ehem,someone.]
3. Text: Mr Seah,my Pri 5 teacher.Wished him a Happy teachers' Day.
5. Person who Instant Messaged: I forgot. =/
TODAY:
1. What are you doing now: Isnt it obvious?Doing this quiz.
2. Wearing: A pink shirt from New Zealand[sheeps all around.BAAAA.] and black trackpants.
3. Better than yesterday?: er.no.Yesterday more fun.
TOMORROW:
1. Is: Sunday.Facing family members.Which I kinda hate to do so.
2. Got any plans: Go to a wedding invitation by Uncle Syafiq's cousin.Pfft.And wasting time playing badminton with freaks.
3. Goal: To get A1's for ALL subjects.
4. Likes about tomorrow: Everyday is a SAME day.Nothing new.
FAVORITE:
1. Number: 4,44,444,4444,44444,444444 and the list goes on.4 lah.
2. Song/s: Jojo - Too Little too late
The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart
CURRENTLY:
1. Missing someone: yups.more than you think.
2. Mood: Bored.At the same time a bit =(
3. Wanting: To
kill myself.
TRUE or FALSE:
I am a morning person: Never.
I am a perfectionist: Nopes.False.
I am currently in my pajamas: eyy.If i still in pajamas,my dad will scream at me lah. FALSE.
I am currently pregnant: Common sense question.Hell NO.FALSE.
I am currently single: What do you expect from a SEC 1 student?
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: True.Probably a broken heart that cannot be mended again.
I am left handed: Sometimes.So partly true.I use both hands to write.lol.
I am addicted to friendster: eee.No.False.
I am online 24/7: Get a life man.False.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: Not really.Heheh.
I currently have a crush on someone: True.
When I get mad I curse frequently: Who doesnt?But I'll still curse even if im not mad.
I enjoy country music : So damn yucky lahh..No.
I enjoy smoothies: Only sometimes.
I enjoy talking on the phone: Yeah! I always do,till my parents are always babbling about my bill.
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: I'm a
GOOD student.rofl.
I have a hidden talent: Yeps.Once again Im asking,who doesnt?
I have a lot to learn: Yeah.A lot to learn from EVERY SINGLE source of work.
I have been told that I am smart: True. Some people do think Im smart.Thankies!!
So didnt blog yesterday.Went to HPB for bro's appointment.Sat there for 1 1/2 hour.Called Nurul.She bored,I bored and so we talked.Then after that,went to my bro's new school.[Fuck the students of 4/10 in Qihua Primary.Fuck to the principal in Qihua Primary.]I thought it was going to be green and white.But nah.It was an old school made up of bricks.Lols.It was near to my uncle's clinic for god sake.And it's in Jurong.Fucking far.Thought of like sending in the documents for application to that school,but it was closed.So then,went to my uncle's clinic.Before going there went makan with dad and bros.Maid was at grandma's house to take care of cousin.So,she followed my grandma to go to my uncle's clinic.Hmm.Went to uncle's clinic.Wasnt that packed.Lol.As usual,the queue number my grandma had was always before other patients who were there first.hehe.Cool.Baby cuz was also sick.haiz.Thanks to me lah.So,when I just stepped into the room with my baby cuz in my hands,my baby cuz started crying for no reason.Lols.I think he was scared.I dunno why.He's weird.Lols.Then,brought him out.Walked around with him.yeah.Bored.Then,went to coffeeshop,grandma and maid ate,before going back.Then,went to grandma's house for a swim.whee!Did some crap in the pool[i.e. dance.]wtf.
Went home after that.Bored.read through books.Then i realised it wasnt worth it.
I cut myself again.. slept at 12.haiz.I think im getting the hang of it.Tell me,if I ever die this year,would anyone care? would anyone ever cry over me?Grr.I dont understand.Sometimes,I just feel like dying now.Im so hopeless according to my mum.And what do you want me to do? I just have this feeling that everyone hates me for not being myself on the inside.The thing is,I hate to show the real me inside.I just want to be happy and
thats it. I feel like hating everyone.But I know I cant.Feel like to live in a world far from everyone else in this planet.I dont wanna show my true feelings,the true me,and everything in me.And to those who have cared for me,no matter what your gender is,
I LOVE YOU .Dont ever think I hate you.Because I love you guys and gals,Im still living kay.If you werent there for me,I would probably be dead by now.I wouldnt be living.
Kay,I dont feel like typing nithing anymore.Byes.
Say goodbye to me,coz im gonna die.
there it went
12:14 PM
