Thursday, May 10, 2007
Exams OFF the list.And its a thank god.Today was art,and miraculously i managed to finish it within half an hour.Hahah.It was a case of doing anyhow.Heh.I definitely suck in art whats more to think creatively
AND DRAW.Heck care about art.Its not that important isn't it?Well,maybe.But its worth nothing to me.I mean it doesnt define my future,unless i choose to be an artist or whatsoever.But,the fact is I'm not going to be.And so,art is worthless to me.I do not really appreciate much of art,except for music and some abstracts.I still dont get why we have an exam on ART AND CRAFT..? Isnt it better to learn something that has to do with modern technology?Like computers and technical stuff?Rather than to have an exam where you have to crack your brains just to draw and get grades on your report book.Let's just see it as an odd one out subject.
Look at some other schools for example, Kranji Secondary School,they do NOT have an A&C exam.So,why do we have A&C exam while other schools doesnt?It really is ridiculous.Its
not that im looking down on the arts,but let me ask,is it worth it?Does it determine our future if you're not going to be an artist?It doesnt,right? Its like we're wasting 1 hour of precious time to just do this especially when you dont know what the heck the teacher is talking about.Haiz.I just find it ridiculous to have this as an examination subject.It's just more than weird.
Anyway,yesterday Home Econs paper.I dont know what the heck I was writing most of the time.If i recalled correctly,it was full of crap.Yeah,it was crap.I wasn't fully concentrating on the paper.I dont even know what the questions were asking about.My mind was somewhere very far away.Lol.
Okokok.Let's stop this.I dont want to be all downs again like yesterday.I want to be up AND high!!!!! WHEEEE!! yes,up and high! haha.that was super lame.I want to be all smiles and not to be sad.Im a kind of girl who hates to be sad,no matter what hits me,whether it hit me real hard or not,I still want to be all smiles!if you dont realise,i am the weird person i am.hahah.my heart can be aching and hurting but it wont stop me from smiling.And when i smile,nobody would know if im crying real bad in the inside.thaaats me.i learn this method from someone.im influenced by her too much.lol.so when i laugh and smile a lot,never ask me if i'm okay,because i really dont want to debate about it.when i laugh and smile,and you come over and ask,are you okay, i will start crying on the outside too. ='(
so,never do that,kaysss?with all this,i came up with this mission.
My mission : To make everyone in this world smile and be relieved from the depressed,sad and dark world they live in their everyday lives.Mission quite impossible.but its okay.i'll try my best to fullfill every component of this mission and make everyone smile at the end of the day.let me start with my family members,then my friends and then the world.I may be over ambitious,but its good.It'll push you harder to make the impossible mission and make it possible.I just love to see people laugh and smile all the time.it's just very soothing to the heart.really.The smiles and laughs you see on me is actually a mask that i wear everyday to cover all the tears that are welling up in my eyes.
Let's really stop here now.Didnt i say i wanted to be up and high?? Okay,from here,i'll be up and high!!
Oh yes,received a...i dont know how to express it...received good cum bad news all together in one.Well,the news is..
Remember reading about the
man-who-could-be-my-grandfather person? yeah,that man,who is Pak Malau,so called manager of Ria,died 3 days ago because of an accident.It's good that he's gone forever now.It'll reduce the number of flirtness between old man here.sheesh.I really hate him from the start.so flirty.every indonesian girls also he want to flirt with.tsk,tsk,tsk.
Reason why i said it was good news?well,it's his "reward" for all the evil things he had done to many indonesian maids working in Singapore.Because once he had sex with an indonesian girl and well,she got pregnant,duh.But he doesnt want to be responsible.so,what kind of man is he really?no one knows.all we know is that he is one kind of a beast.
and bad news?won't be receiving money.hahahah.no lahh.its bad news for the family.struck them hard,must be.hmm..
now that he's no more in this world,i think we can kind of live in peace.haizz..everything back to normal...?well,maybe not that normal.but,better than last time.
Anyways,
he's coming back today.yaay!going to see him tomorrow.it seems like ages.finally his coming back.hope he's not working.if he is,then,i dunno.haha.
okay.feeling tired,sweaty and real hot now.so gonna take cold shower again and sleep for a while.
thanks to the depletion of ozone layer caused by people,the weather is getting warmer and more humid.
[music] it's getting hot in herre.so take off... [music]
forget about continuing the song.its rather disgusting.hahah.okay peeps.tata!
there it went
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